{"id":41524,"date":"2022-03-14T22:53:44","date_gmt":"2022-03-14T21:53:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41524"},"modified":"2022-03-14T22:53:44","modified_gmt":"2022-03-14T21:53:44","slug":"helvete-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41524","title":{"rendered":"HELVETE!"},"content":{"rendered":"
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En bra dag h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen med det stora gula huset. Hur det nu kan vara “bra” n\u00e4r Putins monster h\u00e4rjar i Ukraina, Kinas monster h\u00e4rjar bland Uigurerna, Afrikas b\u00f6dlar \u00e4r m\u00e5nga och h\u00e4rjar som de alltid har h\u00e4rjat, Syriens monster har aldrig upph\u00f6rt med tortyr och nackskott. Hur kan det vara bra d\u00e5 h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen allts\u00e5? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Helvete<\/strong>!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det v\u00e4rsta av allt \u00e4r att man svartnar i sinnet. Inte bra s\u00e5klart. D\u00e5 blir man som dom d\u00e4r. Vill ge sig h\u00e4n \u00e5t d\u00f6d och f\u00f6rg\u00f6relse som en utv\u00e4g f\u00f6r den vanmakt man k\u00e4nner. Men d\u00e4r finns ingen v\u00e4g ut. Att vandra iv\u00e4g efter den v\u00e4gen inneb\u00e4r ett helt liv efter den och en tillvaro i m\u00f6rkret. Det finns ingen v\u00e4g tillbaks n\u00e4r man v\u00e4l passerat gr\u00e4nsen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jo fast en bra dag i arbetet. Det \u00e4r et faktum. Ingen \u00f6verdrift. Som vanligt anv\u00e4nder jag arbetet f\u00f6r att avsk\u00e4rma mig fr\u00e5n allt el\u00e4nde. Allt det d\u00e4r som f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker ta stora tuggor av en. Ja och delvis lyckas med det. Men en eller annan bl\u00f6dande lem f\u00e5r man acceptera att de m\u00e5ste offras. Bara som en solidaritetshandling. Det \u00e4r bara det att man ville g\u00f6ra mer. \u00c5ka \u00f6sterut och bomba bort dom d\u00e4r j\u00e4vlarna. \u00c5ka s\u00f6derut och bomba bort dom ocks\u00e5. Upp med avhuggna huvuden p\u00e5 spetsiga p\u00e5lar. Ja s\u00e5 k\u00e4nds det allts\u00e5. Men en r\u00f6st inom en f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker bromsa den d\u00e4r blodt\u00f6rsten. H\u00e5ller tillbaks vilddjuret som jag, du och alla andra har inom oss. Det som bara g\u00e5r att h\u00e5lla tillbaks. Aldrig f\u00f6rg\u00f6ra. Aldrig bli av med. Som \u00e4r skillnaden mellan barbariet och h\u00f6gkulturen. Det som kr\u00e4ver ett aktivt val.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men en bra dag h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Fast r\u00e4cker det verkligen?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

En bra dag h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen med det stora gula huset. Hur det nu kan vara “bra” n\u00e4r Putins monster h\u00e4rjar i Ukraina, Kinas monster h\u00e4rjar bland Uigurerna, Afrikas b\u00f6dlar \u00e4r m\u00e5nga och h\u00e4rjar som de alltid har h\u00e4rjat, Syriens monster har aldrig upph\u00f6rt med tortyr och nackskott. Hur kan det vara bra d\u00e5 h\u00e4r […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-41524","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":8550,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=8550","url_meta":{"origin":41524,"position":0},"title":"Clown eller m\u00e4nniska det \u00e4r fr\u00e5gan","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-08-14","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag funderar p\u00e5 att l\u00e4gga mig. 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