{"id":41472,"date":"2022-03-08T23:43:30","date_gmt":"2022-03-08T22:43:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41472"},"modified":"2022-03-08T23:43:30","modified_gmt":"2022-03-08T22:43:30","slug":"sjalva-karnan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41472","title":{"rendered":"Sj\u00e4lva k\u00e4rnan"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Det blir liksom inte s\u00e5 mycket p\u00e5 “riktigt” idag. F\u00f6rst H\u00e4lsingetoppen<\/a>, sen ljudkortet. Har inte tid med n\u00e5gon av dom d\u00e4r men det blir s\u00e5 \u00e4nd\u00e5. Just det d\u00e4r med H\u00e4lsingetoppen har jag funderat p\u00e5 l\u00e4nge. Jod\u00e5 trotts att man sj\u00e4lv f\u00f6r evigt har en plats d\u00e4r bland bottenskrapet. Nope inte r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r det. D\u00e4r h\u00f6r jag v\u00e4l hemma. Att uppdateringar tar f\u00f6r mycket tid \u00e4r min enda r\u00e4dsla i det d\u00e4r. Genereras g\u00f6rs den automatiskt (s\u00e5klart) s\u00e5 fort artister \u00e4r inmatade. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen ljudkortet. Mans m\u00e5ste ju test s\u00e5 att allt fungerar. Ja och det verkar det g\u00f6ra. M\u00f6jligen d\u00e5 med undantag f\u00f6r n\u00e5gra programvaror som r\u00f6r sig kring h\u00e5rdvaran. N\u00e4r jag s\u00f6ker p\u00e5 n\u00e4tet efter information ser jag flera som s\u00e4ger att det h\u00e4r “\u00e4r gamla grejer som det \u00e4r dagas att byta ut<\/em>“. Men duger \u00e5t mig. Mycket b\u00e4ttre \u00e4n jag haft ett tag nu. Samma grupp av m\u00e4nniskor sa v\u00e4l samma sak p\u00e5 60-talet om sin Fender Stratocaster….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jo musik handlar mycket om grejer. Mer \u00e4n om musik. Ja och om regler. Vinyl\u00e4lskare erk\u00e4nner v\u00e4l knappast att de \u00e4r \u00e4lskare av plast mer \u00e4n av musik. Pluginsamlarna att de lika g\u00e4rna kunde ha samlat p\u00e5 plasttomtar. Billigare. Ja och hur m\u00e5nga gitarrer beh\u00f6ver man egentligen kan man fr\u00e5ga r\u00e4tt m\u00e5nga i branschen ocks\u00e5. Eller knappar… Osv. Musiken kommer i skymundan. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast om man \u00e4r en musikkl\u00e5pare som mig s\u00e5 beh\u00f6ver man inte bry sig om n\u00e5got av det d\u00e4r. Man g\u00f6r sin “musik”. Vet att de som “ber\u00f6mmer<\/em>” g\u00f6r det bara f\u00f6r att vara sn\u00e4lla. Men man g\u00f6r ny “musik” i alla fall. F\u00f6r att man m\u00e5ste.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ibland har jag \u00f6nskat att jag har en r\u00f6st. Men det har aldrig varit s\u00e5. De flesta h\u00f6r inte vad en s\u00e5n som jag s\u00e4ger s\u00e5klart. Som yngre undrade man om man faktiskt inte h\u00f6rdes. Om man beh\u00f6vde h\u00f6ja r\u00f6sten. Nu har man tystnat. Jag ber\u00e4ttar s\u00e4llan saker muntligt f\u00f6r n\u00e5gon l\u00e4ngre eftersom ingen n\u00e5gonsin \u00e4r intresserad. De flesta ber\u00e4ttar hellre om sitt. Jo jag lyssnar g\u00e4rna. H\u00e4r p\u00e5 bloggen skriver jag iof m\u00e5nga ord. Men varje mening h\u00e4r \u00e4r inte mer \u00e4n en tanke inne i en ocool gubbes huvud. Det finns ingen f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntan om att n\u00e5gon skall l\u00e4sa den. Eller f\u00f6rst\u00e5 vad den handlar om. Skummande \u00e4r det b\u00e4sta man kan hoppas p\u00e5. Allt \u00e4r gl\u00f6mt innan man n\u00e5tt till punkt “.”. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Situationen i Ukraina trycker ner och f\u00f6rlamar. S\u00e5 mycket el\u00e4nde f\u00f6r ingenting. Rapporter om \u00f6vergrepp och v\u00e5ldt\u00e4kter p\u00e5 civila ramlar in. Ondskan \u00e4r l\u00f6s i Europa. Men ljus ocks\u00e5 . En v\u00e4rld som reagerar f\u00f6r en g\u00e5ng skull. Det kommer inte bara ett “jaha” den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen. Jag tor inte Putin och hans anhang r\u00e4knade med den motreaktion man m\u00f6tt. Men de \u00e4r ett vilset folk ryssarna. F\u00f6rda bakom ljuset och sanningen under s\u00e5 l\u00e5ng tid att deras kr\u00f6kta ryggar har blivit fastl\u00e5sta. T\u00e4nk om de reste sig upp som en man alla goda krafter i det d\u00e4r stora landet och kastade ut “herrarna”. Ja v\u00e4gen till demokrati b\u00f6rjar d\u00e4r. En v\u00e4g som \u00e4r l\u00e5ng och sv\u00e5r att vandra. En v\u00e4g man m\u00e5ste vandra varsamt p\u00e5 ocks\u00e5 n\u00e4r man uppn\u00e5tt de demokratiska m\u00e5len.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 varf\u00f6r skriver jag det h\u00e4r sista stycket. Det finns ingen mening med de d\u00e4r orden. Nope. Men de \u00e4r sk\u00f6na att f\u00e5 ur sig om man inte har n\u00e5gon att verbalt kasta dem mot. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men jag tror att den h\u00e4r tisdagen f\u00e5r f\u00f6ras till loggb\u00f6ckernas v\u00e4rld som en dag som bara gick. Tycker iof jag kan vara v\u00e4rd en s\u00e5dan dag mitt i veckan \u00e4nd\u00e5. Nya tag imorgon helt enkelt.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det blir liksom inte s\u00e5 mycket p\u00e5 “riktigt” idag. F\u00f6rst H\u00e4lsingetoppen, sen ljudkortet. Har inte tid med n\u00e5gon av dom d\u00e4r men det blir s\u00e5 \u00e4nd\u00e5. Just det d\u00e4r med H\u00e4lsingetoppen har jag funderat p\u00e5 l\u00e4nge. Jod\u00e5 trotts att man sj\u00e4lv f\u00f6r evigt har en plats d\u00e4r bland bottenskrapet. Nope inte r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r det. 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