{"id":41447,"date":"2022-03-07T11:06:49","date_gmt":"2022-03-07T10:06:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41447"},"modified":"2022-03-07T11:06:49","modified_gmt":"2022-03-07T10:06:49","slug":"mosigt-eller-mossigt-det-ar-fragan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41447","title":{"rendered":"Mosigt eller mossigt &#8211; det \u00e4r fr\u00e5gan"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"368\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/winter-snow-nature-60561.jpeg?resize=580%2C368&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"snow covered ground\" class=\"wp-image-41448\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/winter-snow-nature-60561.jpeg?w=1880&amp;ssl=1 1880w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/winter-snow-nature-60561.jpeg?resize=300%2C190&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/winter-snow-nature-60561.jpeg?resize=1024%2C650&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/winter-snow-nature-60561.jpeg?resize=768%2C487&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/winter-snow-nature-60561.jpeg?resize=1536%2C975&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/winter-snow-nature-60561.jpeg?resize=1200%2C761&amp;ssl=1 1200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/winter-snow-nature-60561.jpeg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><figcaption>Photo by Pixabay on <a href=\"https:\/\/www.pexels.com\/photo\/snow-covered-ground-60561\/\" rel=\"nofollow\">Pexels.com<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">M\u00e5ndag h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. S\u00e5klart. L\u00e4ngtan. Men mosigt. Irriterande som vanligt. M\u00e5ste ut. Men skall klara av als\u00e4song ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6rst. Av n\u00e5gon anledning plockar alarna mig som illasinnade prickskyttar varje \u00e5r. Man faller s\u00f6nder. Men har v\u00e4l s\u00e5gat ner en och annan al i sitt liv s\u00e5 kanske en h\u00e4mnd. Eller m\u00f6jligen orsakat \u00f6verexponering av alpollen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/playlist\/37i9dQZF1DZ06evO0sWQWQ?si=24bc82bff21b41b7\" data-type=\"URL\" data-id=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/playlist\/37i9dQZF1DZ06evO0sWQWQ?si=24bc82bff21b41b7\">Lyssnar p\u00e5 Sting<\/a>.  Hamnar d\u00e4r av en slump. Men han f\u00e5r duga. Ingen j\u00e4ttefavorit annars. N\u00e5gra l\u00e5tar bra. Resten utfyllnad som kolstybb p\u00e5 ett motionssp\u00e5r. Kol, tj\u00e4ra, lera och lite arsenik. \u00d6verreklamerad.  Men v\u00e4lproducerat. Tr\u00e5kigt kanske d\u00e4rf\u00f6r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sportlov i H\u00e4lsingland. \u00c5tminstone h\u00e4r. I norr.  F\u00f6rr delande man den s\u00f6dra och den norra delen av H\u00e4lsingland. Kaske man g\u00f6r nu med. Lite konstigt. En koll avisar att det \u00e4r s\u00e5 nu ocks\u00e5. Vi \u00e4r Norrland. Tydligen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men K hemma. Sportlov en dag. Biblioteksdelen av hennes dubbeljobbarliv innefattar inte sportlov. Knappt lagstadgad r\u00e4tt till semester. S\u00e5 en dag blir \u00f6ver.  Hon hugger den som en kobra. S\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sj\u00e4lv \u00e4r jag allts\u00e5 pension\u00e4r. Har noll jobb med &#8220;jobbar&#8221; \u00e4nd\u00e5. Evigt sportlov om man nu varit den d\u00e4r sportiga typen som man borde f\u00f6tts till. Jag f\u00f6ddes n\u00e4mligen med stor lungvolym. Kunde ha hj\u00e4lpt sportm\u00e4ssigt som ut\u00f6vare. Kanske. Men m\u00f6jligen skall man vara mindre sl\u00f6 och mindre n\u00f6rdig \u00e4n vad jag \u00e4r\/varit f\u00f6r att ha dragit f\u00f6rdelar av de kubikcentimetrarna. Mycket av den d\u00e4r volymen finns antagligen inte kvar nu d\u00e5. Bortsoffat och bortr\u00f6kt. G\u00e5vor kastade p\u00e5 sopberget.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Livet utan barn fortg\u00e5r h\u00e4r hemma. Den \u00e4ldste har man vant sig vid att han har ett eget liv nu och klarar sig. Men den yngste vill man ringa och fr\u00e5ga hur det g\u00e5r f\u00f6r varje dag. Men h\u00e5ller sig. Vill att han verkligen skall f\u00e5 sitt eget liv. Vet att han fixar det. Minns hur h\u00e4rligt det var med den d\u00e4r f\u00f6rsta egna l\u00e4genheten. De egna pengarna. Ja rikast, mest kvar, hade man v\u00e4l d\u00e5 och d\u00e4r i livet. \u00c5t andra h\u00e5llet inte ett pip s\u00e5klart. S\u00e5 som det \u00e4r att ha s\u00f6ner. D\u00f6ttrar \u00e4r nog mer f\u00f6r att ringa hem ibland. Men gott s\u00e5klart. Ut ur boet skall dom. I det och efter det f\u00e5r det b\u00e4ra eller brista. Det enda man kan vara sen \u00e4r en trygg mjuk matta som det g\u00e5r att landa mjukt p\u00e5 om allt g\u00e5r \u00e5t helvete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fast man blev liksom \u00e4ldre i ett jehu av det d\u00e4r utflyttandet. Ja och s\u00e5 bor vi v\u00e4l i ett f\u00f6r stort hus egentligen ocks\u00e5. Fast bor billigare \u00e4n i en l\u00e4genhet s\u00e5klart. Kan minimera om s\u00e5 \u00f6nskas. Bo riktigt billigt. I orostider \u00e4r det inte s\u00e5 dumt att bo s\u00e5h\u00e4r. Vatten. v\u00e4rme, mat finns utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret. Jag tror nog att jag till och med skulle kunna bygga en \u00e5ngdriven generator av lite gammal skr\u00e4p om det skulle knipa. Jod\u00e5 n\u00e5gra  molotov cocktails ocks\u00e5 och en kanon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men \u00e4nnu s\u00e5 \u00e4r kullen med det stora gula huset inte under attack. Jag sitter h\u00e4r i min egen v\u00e4rld och har fortfarande r\u00e4tt att g\u00f6ra det. Egentligen ville jag s\u00e5klart att vi alla satte oss i v\u00e5ra bilar och for iv\u00e4g till Ukraina. Satte oss p\u00e5 marken iv\u00e4gen f\u00f6r tanksen, arm krokad i en annan arm. Gick in bland soldaterna. Var f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga, Var f\u00f6r verkliga. Avslutade det d\u00e4r. \u00c5terf\u00f6rde modet hos de r\u00e4dda anfallarna. Modet att ge upp och \u00e5terv\u00e4nda. V\u00e4nda vapnen mot dem som tvingar dem att utmana friheten ist\u00e4llet. Befria sig sj\u00e4lva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"> <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>M\u00e5ndag h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. S\u00e5klart. L\u00e4ngtan. Men mosigt. Irriterande som vanligt. M\u00e5ste ut. Men skall klara av als\u00e4song ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6rst. Av n\u00e5gon anledning plockar alarna mig som illasinnade prickskyttar varje \u00e5r. Man faller s\u00f6nder. 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