{"id":41417,"date":"2022-03-02T08:41:04","date_gmt":"2022-03-02T07:41:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41417"},"modified":"2022-03-02T11:40:00","modified_gmt":"2022-03-02T10:40:00","slug":"tolv-timmar-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41417","title":{"rendered":"Tolv timmar"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Det \u00e4r onsdag h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen med det stora gula huset precis som hos de flesta av mina kamrater i andra stora och sm\u00e5 hus. Jo tidszoner och ickeliv st\u00e4ller till saker. En del har tisdag fortfarande. Sena kamrater kallas dom. Andra har inga dagar alls. D\u00f6da kamrater kallas dom. Men f\u00f6r oss alla minst h\u00e4rliga tolvarbetstimmar framf\u00f6r oss h\u00e4r i “nu”. Jo, en del maskar. K\u00f6r \u00e5tta. Eller fem. Andra fler, oftast f\u00f6r att de tror p\u00e5 det vansinniga och har underliga visioner och dr\u00f6mmar som ingen f\u00f6rst\u00e5r. K\u00f6r sexton. Dygnar. OK hur man \u00e4n g\u00f6r. Frihet kallas det. Frihet att g\u00f6ra som man vill.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K och jag har \u00e5rsdag ig\u00e5r. Fyrtioett \u00e5r tillsammans. En osannolik m\u00e4ng \u00e5r. Dagar lagda till andra dagar. Vi firar inte. Men borde kanske g\u00f6ra det. S\u00e5klart. Har fyrtio\u00e5rsfirandet att ta igen ocks\u00e5. Ja och trettio. Och tjugo. M\u00e5nga andra n\u00f6jer sig med tio. Men firar som om det var fyrtio.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Som varje morgon s\u00e5 g\u00e5r jag ner till kontoret med en k\u00e4nsla av stor gl\u00e4dje i br\u00f6stet. Jo jag inser vilken unnest det \u00e4r och har varit att f\u00e5 k\u00e4nna den k\u00e4nslan. Ocks\u00e5 den kommer ur det vi kallar frihet. Frihet f\u00e5r man inte, den m\u00e5ste man k\u00e4mpa f\u00f6r. Den slutsatsen \u00e4r jag ocks\u00e5 medveten om varje morgon. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast optomist. Jag. H\u00e4r vid tekopp tror man att man skall hinna s\u00e5 mycket innan m\u00f6rker och klockor som n\u00e4rmar sig tolv. Det g\u00f6r man aldrig. \u00c5tminstone inte lika mycket som man vill hinna och hoppas. Lite frustration i det d\u00e4r. Men man f\u00e5r l\u00e5ta bli att inte h\u00e4nga upp sig p\u00e5 s\u00e5dant. Saker tar tid att \u00e5stadkomma. Allt tar tid. Men l\u00e4gger man en liten sten p\u00e5 en h\u00f6g med andra sm\u00e5 stenar och upprepar det d\u00e4r tillr\u00e4ckligt ofta s\u00e5 blir det en stor h\u00f6g. Sen kan man kalla stenar och h\u00f6g f\u00f6r vad man vill. De uppst\u00e5r d\u00e4remot s\u00e4llan eller ens aldrig de d\u00e4r h\u00f6garna om man inte l\u00e4gger dit en sten d\u00e5 och d\u00e5. Det b\u00f6r man veta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Krigets skabbiga vargar ylar utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret. Skr\u00e4mmer. Men om vi h\u00e5ller varandra i handen och visar v\u00e5r enighet s\u00e5 kryper de tillbaks i sina loppiga och el\u00e4ndiga gryt de d\u00e4r vargarna. Det har de alltid gjort och det kommer de alltid att g\u00f6ra. Men vi m\u00e5ste komma ih\u00e5g att det aldrig \u00e4r hatet som jagar dem p\u00e5 flykten. Det \u00e4r k\u00e4rleken.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u00e5t en helt vanlig onsdag ha sin b\u00f6rjan i den.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det \u00e4r onsdag h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen med det stora gula huset precis som hos de flesta av mina kamrater i andra stora och sm\u00e5 hus. Jo tidszoner och ickeliv st\u00e4ller till saker. En del har tisdag fortfarande. Sena kamrater kallas dom. Andra har inga dagar alls. D\u00f6da kamrater kallas dom. 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