{"id":41368,"date":"2022-02-23T11:07:30","date_gmt":"2022-02-23T10:07:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41368"},"modified":"2022-02-23T11:10:24","modified_gmt":"2022-02-23T10:10:24","slug":"lika-latta-att-ignorera-som-ett-litet-latt-kliande-pa-lilltan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41368","title":{"rendered":"Lika l\u00e4tta att ignorera som ett litet l\u00e4tt kliande p\u00e5 lillt\u00e5n"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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I en by man bor i. Man k\u00e4nner de flesta. De \u00e4r inte fler. Men inte s\u00e5 stor skillnad mot ett villakvarter i Stockholm s\u00e5klart. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 det fungerar. S\u00e5 n\u00e4r man bes\u00f6ker aff\u00e4ren hejar man p\u00e5 de flesta. Det finns en del som hejar p\u00e5 en inflyttad som mig ocks\u00e5. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4l ganska naturligt. Samma som i det d\u00e4r villaomr\u00e5det d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5 allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men de intressant \u00e4r de d\u00e4r som inte hejar. Eller de som hejar lite avm\u00e4tt. Som visar att de inte riktigt gillar ens person. Man undrar vad man gjort dom. Undrar vilka fria fantasier dom sj\u00e4lva lyckats komma upp med f\u00f6r att ogilla s\u00e5 mycket. F\u00f6r jag k\u00e4nner inte dom mer \u00e4n n\u00e5gon annan och de borde f\u00f6ljaktligen inte k\u00e4nna mig s\u00e4rskilt bra heller. Ja de man inte k\u00e4nner eller ens \u00e4r i n\u00e4rheten av att k\u00e4nna d\u00e5 allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men det finns popul\u00e4ra personer. Dom hejar n\u00e4stan alla s\u00f6nder sig p\u00e5. Fast de flesta inte k\u00e4nner dom heller. “Se mig”, “g\u00f6r mig lycklig med en blick” betyder det d\u00e4r vinkandet. Ni minns v\u00e4l grundskola och gymnasiet. Hierarkierna. Grupperingarna. Icke \u00e4nnu vuxnas f\u00f6rs\u00f6k att existera. Samma h\u00e4r allts\u00e5. Efter s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga \u00e5r som levandes s\u00e5 forts\u00e4tter det bara. Ja i villaomr\u00e5det ocks\u00e5. Ja och s\u00e5dana som jag d\u00e5? F\u00e5r en nick som b\u00e4st. Ibland ett leende. Jod\u00e5, det h\u00e4nder att det blir en pratstund ocks\u00e5. Det finns dom som ligger lika l\u00e5ngt ner som jag g\u00f6r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men troligen \u00e4r det f\u00f6r allt det d\u00e4r jag bor i Los. Visst det pratas och det fantiseras. Men klarar man av att bo h\u00e4r s\u00e5 klarar man allt. Jag k\u00e4nner att jag g\u00f6r det. Trivs rent utav. De flesta m\u00e4nniskor \u00e4r bra m\u00e4nniskor. En del d\u00e5 lite mindre bra. Men som vanligt \u00e4r de v\u00e4ldigt f\u00e5. Lika l\u00e4tta att ignorera som ett litet l\u00e4tt kliande p\u00e5 lillt\u00e5n faktiskt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sm\u00e5 orter har mest f\u00f6rdelar. Men saknar i princip f\u00f6rm\u00e5gan att t\u00e4nka st\u00f6rre och utanf\u00f6r l\u00e5dan. Allt skall helst vara som f\u00f6rr. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r f\u00e5 hembygdsg\u00e5rd och historiska artifakter mest plats. Efter det kommer ett visst intresse f\u00f6r de f\u00f6retag inom n\u00e4ringar som alltid har funnits. “Ge oss jobb!” som det skallas. “Framtid” och “annorlunda” har s\u00e4llan n\u00e5gon annan plats i allt det h\u00e4r utom att bevara. D\u00e4ri ligger hela landsbygdens problem. Det \u00e4r ingen annans fel att det st\u00e5r stilla eller vittrar s\u00f6nder. R\u00f6ra sig framm\u00e5t och f\u00f6rb\u00e4ttra m\u00e5ste man n\u00e4mligen g\u00f6ra sj\u00e4lv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 aff\u00e4ren idag \u00e4r ingen skillnad mot andra bes\u00f6k. N\u00e5gra ignorerar en. Andra h\u00e4lsar. Jag handlar, \u00e5ker hem. Kramar om katten v\u00e4l hemma. S\u00e4tter mig och kodar. Kan leva med det d\u00e4r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

ps<\/strong> Bilden kan v\u00e4l f\u00e5 symbolisera flykten. Att fly till n\u00e5got annat. Jag har dock sedan l\u00e4nge insett att man inte kan fly fr\u00e5n sig sj\u00e4lv. Vart man \u00e4n r\u00f6r sig s\u00e5 blir saker \u00e4nd\u00e5 r\u00e4tt lika som de \u00e4r. <\/em>ds<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I en by man bor i. Man k\u00e4nner de flesta. De \u00e4r inte fler. Men inte s\u00e5 stor skillnad mot ett villakvarter i Stockholm s\u00e5klart. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 det fungerar. S\u00e5 n\u00e4r man bes\u00f6ker aff\u00e4ren hejar man p\u00e5 de flesta. Det finns en del som hejar p\u00e5 en inflyttad som mig ocks\u00e5. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4l […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-41368","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":39433,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=39433","url_meta":{"origin":41368,"position":0},"title":"Nope – Inte \u00e4r det jag!","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2021-07-18","format":false,"excerpt":"Den h\u00e5rdast arbetande gubben i v\u00e4rlden? 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