{"id":41358,"date":"2022-02-22T16:23:47","date_gmt":"2022-02-22T15:23:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41358"},"modified":"2022-02-22T16:23:47","modified_gmt":"2022-02-22T15:23:47","slug":"osova","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41358","title":{"rendered":"Osova"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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En osova natt tar ut sin r\u00e4tt vid fyratiden p\u00e5 eftermiddagen. Eller visst, jag har sovit. Men d\u00e5ligt. Och insomning strax f\u00f6re tre. Oklart varf\u00f6r. Hur som helst tr\u00f6tt nu allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men man beh\u00f6ver allts\u00e5 ta sig f\u00f6rbi de d\u00e4r fyra och fem p\u00e5 eftermiddagen sen brukar det rulla p\u00e5 igen. Ungef\u00e4r samma som den k\u00e4mpiga tiden \u00e4r (minus tolv timmar d\u00e5) n\u00e4r man nattjobbar. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Stavningskontrollen har problem med “osova<\/em>“. Det kan man kanske f\u00f6rst\u00e5. Men de flesta hj\u00e4rnor klarar av det. En del inte s\u00e5klart. Svenskal\u00e4rarhj\u00e4rnor. Fyrkantiga hj\u00e4rnor. Principfasta hj\u00e4rnor. R\u00e4tt och fel- hj\u00e4rnor. Vi andra klara s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja aprop\u00e5 stavning s\u00e5 blir m\u00e5nga uppr\u00f6rda p\u00e5 “svenska<\/strong>l\u00e4rare<\/em>” ox\u00e5. Tycker det skall heta “svenskl\u00e4rare<\/em>“. Men jag har fr\u00e5n s\u00e4ker k\u00e4lla att b\u00e5da kan anv\u00e4ndas \u00e4ven i finare sammanhang. I ofinare sammanhang, som h\u00e4r, har det s\u00e5klart aldrig varit ett problem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00f6r att inte tala om den uppr\u00f6rdhet som “ox\u00e5<\/em>” kan skapa…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men lever allts\u00e5 fortfarande g\u00f6r man. Det kan man m\u00f6jligen kalla en bedrift. Eller tur. Men med det \u00e4r det som det \u00e4r. Man lever tills man inte g\u00f6r det l\u00e4ngre. Jag har sedan l\u00e4nge accepterat den tanken. Men hoppas s\u00e5klart. Att man f\u00e5r leva och vara klar i huvudet OCH ha ork l\u00e4nge \u00e4n. Finns n\u00e4mligen mycket som \u00e4r ogjort h\u00e4r och som vill fram i ljuset. Men allts\u00e5, man vet inget om s\u00e5dant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Flytet h\u00e5ller dock i sig. Det gillar jag. M\u00f6jligen aningens okoncentrerat idag pga av osovandet. Men har hittat tillr\u00e4cklig energi f\u00f6r att dyka djupt ner och ta mig framm\u00e5t. D\u00e4ri finns gl\u00e4djen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag kan ibland g\u00e5 omkring h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kontoret och titta runt och inse att livet \u00e4r s\u00e5 in i helvete gott. Vill inte \u00e4ndra p\u00e5 n\u00e5got alls. Fast \u00e4ndringar kommer \u00e4nd\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Det \u00e4r inte lokalen som \u00e4r ursprunget till den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan. Inte v\u00e4rldsl\u00e4get heller. Det handlar egentligen bara om att man best\u00e4mer sig f\u00f6r att vara f\u00f6rn\u00f6jsam. Titta p\u00e5 d\u00e4r man \u00e4r och faktiskt uppskatta det man har. Sv\u00e5rare \u00e4n s\u00e5 beh\u00f6ver det inte vara att f\u00e5 en gok\u00e4nsla som pirrar i magtrakten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Putin och hans generaler kan s\u00e5klart dra \u00e5t helvete. Man hoppas p\u00e5 ordentliga motdrag i form av sanktioner. Men egenintressen brukar v\u00e4ga tunkt i det d\u00e4r och allt slutar med n\u00e5got urvattnat. Nationalism i alla des former kan man kasta i sophinken. Japp, \u00e4ven n\u00e4r vi b\u00f6rjar bubbla och ge oss h\u00e4n i s\u00e5dana str\u00f6mmningar h\u00e4r i Sverige. Vi \u00e4r bra men andra \u00e4r lika bra. Medaljer eller inte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men nu piggade jag p\u00e5 mig igen. Snart ett webseminarium. F\u00e5r f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka \u00e5stadkomma lite kod fram tills det startar.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

En osova natt tar ut sin r\u00e4tt vid fyratiden p\u00e5 eftermiddagen. Eller visst, jag har sovit. Men d\u00e5ligt. Och insomning strax f\u00f6re tre. Oklart varf\u00f6r. Hur som helst tr\u00f6tt nu allts\u00e5. Men man beh\u00f6ver allts\u00e5 ta sig f\u00f6rbi de d\u00e4r fyra och fem p\u00e5 eftermiddagen sen brukar det rulla p\u00e5 igen. 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