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Photo by Anni Roenkae on Pexels.com<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n

Helgen \u00e4r v\u00e4l slut kan man s\u00e4ga. Jag \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 ledsen f\u00f6r det. Vilan har hamnat precis d\u00e4r den skall. Lite av den har hamnat i varje ben. Jag k\u00e4nner mig redo f\u00f6r en ny vecka. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tror jag…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man borde s\u00e5klart varit ute i solskenet. Njutit av alldeles f\u00f6rtr\u00e4ffliga vinterdagar, men vi har knappt varit ut alls under den h\u00e4r helgen. D\u00e4rvidlag m\u00e5ste b\u00e4ttring s\u00f6kas fram\u00f6ver. Men det finns en tr\u00f6tthet i kropp och huvud som m\u00e5ste stillas. Det kan inte hj\u00e4lpas. Som ett l\u00e5gintensivt krig \u00e4r det d\u00e4r som p\u00e5g\u00e5r inne i kroppen. Ett som bara k\u00f6r p\u00e5 men inte riktigt blir s\u00e5 allvarligt att man f\u00e5r b\u00e4dda ner sig p\u00e5 riktigt i en mancold. S\u00e5 man lyssnar. Vilar. K\u00f6r igen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tror att jag kan leva med det d\u00e4r. \u00c5tminstone ett tag till.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Musik har det inte blivit heller i helgen. Varesig lyssnat p\u00e5 eller tillverkat. Men d\u00e4r i det rent lustfyllda finns inga krav. Jag s\u00e4tter mig med det d\u00e4r n\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan finns d\u00e4r. Skiter i det annars. Sen om en lyssnar p\u00e5 det f\u00e4rdiga resultatet eller om tjugo g\u00f6r det har inte s\u00e5 stor betydelse det heller. Enkelt eftersom jag inte k\u00e4nner mig definierad utifr\u00e5n musiken.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Samma med ord. Antingen m\u00e5ste man skriva eller s\u00e5 m\u00e5ste man inte skriva. N\u00e4r tv\u00e5nget inte finns d\u00e4r st\u00e5r det en fritt att sluta. Hur enkelt som helst.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen kan man s\u00e5klart vara en duktig och pliktskyldig m\u00e4nniska ocks\u00e5. Bara g\u00f6r adet d\u00e4r som f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntas av en. F\u00e5 l\u00f6n och klapp p\u00e5 axeln av chefen. Sitta d\u00e4r sen n\u00e4r d\u00f6den n\u00e4rmar sig och undra varf\u00f6r. Vad var det f\u00f6r mening med det d\u00e4r? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dast…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ansvar s\u00e4ger v\u00e4n av ordning. Man m\u00e5ste k\u00e4na ansvar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja och ja s\u00e5 \u00e4r det ju.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men f\u00f6r vem? Hur l\u00e4nge? Hur mycket av ens tid skall l\u00e4ggas p\u00e5 ansvar?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vad vill du g\u00f6ra lille v\u00e4n?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Helgen \u00e4r v\u00e4l slut kan man s\u00e4ga. Jag \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 ledsen f\u00f6r det. Vilan har hamnat precis d\u00e4r den skall. Lite av den har hamnat i varje ben. Jag k\u00e4nner mig redo f\u00f6r en ny vecka. Tror jag… Man borde s\u00e5klart varit ute i solskenet. Njutit av alldeles f\u00f6rtr\u00e4ffliga vinterdagar, men vi har knappt […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-41337","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":16331,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=16331","url_meta":{"origin":41337,"position":0},"title":"Bl\u00e5sn\u00f6 och sovmorgon","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-02-02","format":false,"excerpt":"Lunchen avklarad, den som best\u00e5r av rester fr\u00e5n helgen, lite s\u00e5d\u00e4r extra lyxig f\u00f6r en m\u00e5ndag. 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