{"id":41236,"date":"2022-02-08T10:46:33","date_gmt":"2022-02-08T09:46:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41236"},"modified":"2022-02-08T16:50:42","modified_gmt":"2022-02-08T15:50:42","slug":"tiden-som-gar-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41236","title":{"rendered":"Tiden som g\u00e5r"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote\"><blockquote><p>1978<br \/>Lumpen avklarad.<br \/>Ett bortkastat \u00e5r.<br \/>Kamratg\u00e4nget h\u00f6ll p\u00e5 att falla s\u00f6nder.<br \/>Andra intressen.<br \/>Andra v\u00e4gar.<br \/>Nej, du blir nog inte popstj\u00e4rna.<br \/>Sa man till sig sj\u00e4lv.<br \/>Ins\u00e5g.<br \/>Musikl\u00e4rare eller studiotekniker?<br \/>M\u00f6jliga val.<br \/>F\u00f6r att vara kvar i musiken \u00e4nd\u00e5.<br \/>Passionen.<br \/>Studietekniker valdes.<br \/>Hur man nu blir det?<br \/>M\u00e5ste plugga.<br \/>Efter sommaren drog jag utan ett &#8220;hej&#8221;.<br \/>Kom aldrig igen.<br \/>S\u00e5lde gitarren.<br \/>S\u00e5lde f\u00f6rst\u00e4rkaren.<br \/>K\u00f6pte TV.<br \/>L\u00e4rde mig \u00e4lska fysik, matematik, kemi.<br \/>Fysik blev en ny het passion.<br \/>En eld.<br \/>Universitet.<br \/>Uppsala.<br \/>Fysikstudier.<br \/>D\u00e4r fanns en k\u00e4llare.<br \/>I den fanns datorer.<br \/>Bort med akademisk uppn\u00e4sa.<br \/>Elektronik.<br \/>Programmering.<br \/>En v\u00e4rld som f\u00f6rr\u00e4ndrades.<br \/>Man ville vara med i allt det d\u00e4r.<br \/>K\u00e4rlek.<br \/>Trettio \u00e5r.<br \/>Som g\u00e5r.<br \/>Men alldeles f\u00f6r snabbt.<br \/>En l\u00e5nad gitarr.<br \/>En \u00e5terfunnen v\u00e4n d\u00e4r i den.<br \/>Musiken.<br \/>En l\u00e4ngtan man inte visste fanns.<br \/>Men som k\u00e4nns inuti.<br \/>Bara sj\u00e4lv.<br \/>Enkelt.<br \/>Inga dr\u00f6mmar om ber\u00f6mmelse eller &#8220;bra&#8221;.<br \/>Bara en stulen timme h\u00e4r och d\u00e4r.<br \/>I ett land d\u00e4r tiden inte finns.<br \/>Ett hem, en trygghet igen.<br \/>Var man otrygg innan?<br \/>Knappast.<br \/>S\u00e5 vad blev man?<br \/>Uppfinnarjocke?<br \/>Gubbe?<br \/>En av allt f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga ord?<br \/>Ljusdals svar p\u00e5 Florence Foster Jenkins?<br \/>Ingenting?<br \/>Men lycklig d\u00e5 och d\u00e5.<br \/>I allt det d\u00e4r.<br \/>P\u00e5 en kulle.<br \/>Ett stort gult hust d\u00e4r.<br \/>Ibland funderande.<br \/>I ett f\u00f6rs\u00f6k att f\u00f6rst\u00e5.<br \/>Att en dag s\u00e5 finns man inte l\u00e4ngre.<br \/>Att den dagen n\u00e4rmar sig.<br \/>Obegripliga tanke.<br \/>Tillsamman smed det o\u00e4ndliga.<br \/>B\u00f6rjan var ju nyss.<br \/>1978 ig\u00e5r.<br \/>Ett liv som g\u00e5tt.<br \/>N\u00e4stan.<br \/>Men det k\u00e4nns inte s\u00e5.<br \/>Nog vill man mer.<br \/>Ett akord till.<br \/>N\u00e5gra nedtecknade ord till.<br \/>En elektronikkonstruktion till.<br \/>Ett program till.<br \/>Men \u00e4nnu st\u00f6rre.<br \/>Ett solvarmt k\u00f6rsb\u00e4r \u00f6ver l\u00e4pparna.<br \/>Ja tv\u00e5.<br \/>Eller tre.<br \/>Liv.<br \/>Enkelheten.<br \/>Se det stora i den.<br \/>Hela v\u00e4gen.<br \/>Tills man n\u00e5r det oundvikliga.<br \/>Inte finns mer.<br \/>Och allt \u00e4r f\u00f6r sent.<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><br \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>1978Lumpen avklarad.Ett bortkastat \u00e5r.Kamratg\u00e4nget h\u00f6ll p\u00e5 att falla s\u00f6nder.Andra intressen.Andra v\u00e4gar.Nej, du blir nog inte popstj\u00e4rna.Sa man till sig sj\u00e4lv.Ins\u00e5g.Musikl\u00e4rare eller studiotekniker?M\u00f6jliga val.F\u00f6r att vara kvar i musiken \u00e4nd\u00e5.Passionen.Studietekniker valdes.Hur man nu blir det?M\u00e5ste plugga.Efter sommaren drog jag utan ett &#8220;hej&#8221;.Kom aldrig igen.S\u00e5lde gitarren.S\u00e5lde f\u00f6rst\u00e4rkaren.K\u00f6pte TV.L\u00e4rde mig \u00e4lska fysik, matematik, kemi.Fysik blev en ny het 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