{"id":41143,"date":"2022-01-31T09:32:56","date_gmt":"2022-01-31T08:32:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41143"},"modified":"2022-01-31T09:32:56","modified_gmt":"2022-01-31T08:32:56","slug":"noll-komma-noll-noll","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41143","title":{"rendered":"Noll komma noll, noll"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Mitt i vintern. Pellets \u00e4r r\u00e4ddningen. S\u00e5 man best\u00e4ller och best\u00e4ller och best\u00e4ller. Hulken \u00e4r hungrig. Mycket hungrig. Skriker oftare \u00e4n inte “Meeeeer<\/em>” som den store gr\u00f6ne och arge han nu \u00e4r. Ja allts\u00e5 om man bara fyller en s\u00e4ck. Eller inte fyller \u00e4nda upp. Fullt skall det vara. Med r\u00e5ge. S\u00e5 han kan vr\u00e4ka i sig, tugga och skicka ut avf\u00f6ringen genom skortstenen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast pellets… Det g\u00e5r tillbaks \u00e4nd\u00e5. Rundg\u00e5ng. Nollsummespel. Askan blir g\u00f6dning till v\u00e5ra odlingar. Koldioxiden, nitraterna, v\u00e4tet och det andra g\u00e5r tillbaks till tr\u00e4den. Pengar byter \u00e4gare. Men p\u00e5 det hela handlar totalen om samma som att ha en trea i n\u00e4rmaste st\u00f6rre ort. Det g\u00e5r liksom inte ens att sucka \u00f6ver kostnaderna. Fast man \u00e4r pension\u00e4r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jod\u00e5. Om nu inte s\u00e4ckarna var av plast. Mycket plast blir det. Idioti. Papps\u00e4ckar vore det vettiga alternativet f\u00f6r pellets. Om det nu skall ses som ett milj\u00f6v\u00e4nligt alternativ. Det \u00e4r det inte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u00e5 Facebook uppt\u00e4cker jag fortfarande att jag faktiskt har folk d\u00e4r ute som jag kan kalla “mina v\u00e4nner<\/em>“. Det f\u00f6rv\u00e5nar mig aningens. Att det finns folk d\u00e4r som betyder n\u00e5got och som man tydligen betytt eller betyder n\u00e5got f\u00f6r eftersom de minns en. Sn\u00e4ll-likes utdelas. Uppskattas h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n eftersom jag inte \u00e4r bortsk\u00e4md med s\u00e5dant. Man finns. Lite patetiskt \u00e4r det d\u00e4r iof, det \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 fejjan som \u00e4r b\u00e4raren. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5. Noll (0<\/strong>) av dom d\u00e4r \u00e4r n\u00e4rboende och Losbor. Det borde man antagligen bli skr\u00e4md av. Eller mycket. Jag brukar normalt ha l\u00e4tt f\u00f6r m\u00e4nniskor och det sociala livet. Men tydligen inte h\u00e4r. P\u00e5 den plats jag bott l\u00e4ngst. Men en notering bara, inget mer, man skall inte gl\u00f6mma att jag befinner mig h\u00e4r i exil. Inget annat. Kan allts\u00e5 leva med det d\u00e4r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men sista januari idag. Smaka p\u00e5 den. Fyra veckor nu att ta sig igenom. Sen j\u00e4vlar. Enklare tider. Fyra veckor \u00e4r en grisblink. Vasaloppss\u00f6ndag. Hopp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Mitt i vintern. Pellets \u00e4r r\u00e4ddningen. S\u00e5 man best\u00e4ller och best\u00e4ller och best\u00e4ller. Hulken \u00e4r hungrig. Mycket hungrig. Skriker oftare \u00e4n inte “Meeeeer” som den store gr\u00f6ne och arge han nu \u00e4r. Ja allts\u00e5 om man bara fyller en s\u00e4ck. Eller inte fyller \u00e4nda upp. Fullt skall det vara. Med r\u00e5ge. 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