{"id":41133,"date":"2022-01-28T18:54:33","date_gmt":"2022-01-28T17:54:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41133"},"modified":"2022-01-28T18:54:33","modified_gmt":"2022-01-28T17:54:33","slug":"moralismens-hoga-hast","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41133","title":{"rendered":"Moralismens h\u00f6ga h\u00e4st"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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S\u00e5 \u00e4r snart arbetsdelen av fredagen avslutad. Gr\u00f6n IKEA-soffa och avkoppling \u00e5terst\u00e5r f\u00f6r min del. Nog s\u00e5. Sen helg p\u00e5 det. Vila. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mer \u00e4n s\u00e5 kr\u00e4ver man inte nu f\u00f6r tiden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bra s\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K \u00e4r p\u00e5 60-\u00e5rs fest. S.k mogen fest. Ungdomar undviker. Leder festandet med 100 mot noll h\u00e4r nu. Men inga problem med det s\u00e5klart. Normalt skulle jag ha jobbat vidare men ikv\u00e4ll saknas suget. F\u00e5r ta en titt p\u00e5 The perks of being a wallflower<\/a>, en av de d\u00e4r favoritfilmerna man har p\u00e5 sin lista. Den sl\u00e5r an n\u00e5got speciellt inom mig den d\u00e4r filmen. Men risken f\u00f6r att titta s\u00f6nder den \u00e4r uppenbar. Vet inte hur m\u00e5nga g\u00e5nger jag har sett den vid det h\u00e4r laget. Otaliga \u00e4ro de. S\u00e5 troligen inte. Blir n\u00e5got Netflixtrams. Ser mycket trams.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00e4nner mig \u00e4nd\u00e5 n\u00f6jd med att bo i Los. H\u00e4r k\u00e4nner jag egentligen ingen. Tr\u00e4ffar ingen. Pratar inte med n\u00e5gon. \u00c5tminstone inte vanligtvis. Ett bes\u00f6k p\u00e5 aff\u00e4ren idag. M\u00f6ttes inte av varesig en h\u00e4lsning eller en nick trotts fredagsfull aff\u00e4r. Fullt s\u00e5 illa \u00e4r det d\u00e5 inte varje g\u00e5ng man \u00e4r ner dit. Lite artig konversation om v\u00e4der, vid och minusgrader eller annat kan uppst\u00e5. Ett “urs\u00e4kta<\/em>” n\u00e4r man tr\u00e4nger sig f\u00f6rbi n\u00e5gon. Eller “g\u00e5r f\u00f6re du<\/em>” till n\u00e5gon som har lite varor. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men gillar det d\u00e4r. Det h\u00e4r \u00e4r<\/strong> \u00e4nd\u00e5 en sj\u00e4lvvald landsflykt och inget annat. Man f\u00e5r aldrig gl\u00f6mma det. Flabbandet f\u00e5r andra ta hand om. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lillkatten plockar in sin femte n\u00e4bbmus f\u00f6r dagen. Det skall pl\u00e5gas. Hon stolt s\u00e5klart och utan k\u00e4nslor f\u00f6r en n\u00e4bbmus, jag sitter h\u00e4r och lider och h\u00f6r den d\u00e4r stackarn pipa f\u00f6r sitt liv. Tre av dom r\u00e4ddar jag och tar ut till kattens f\u00f6rtret. En lyfter jag ut som d\u00f6d. Hittills. F\u00f6r en som har sv\u00e5rt att hugga en julgran \u00e4r det d\u00e4r inte s\u00e5 l\u00e4tt s\u00e5klart. Man \u00e4lskar katten men inte dess handlingar. Jag antar det fanns dom som \u00e4lskat en koncentrationskommendant p\u00e5 samma s\u00e4tt. Rinner en annans handlingar \u00f6ver p\u00e5 den som bara \u00e4lskar objektet som utf\u00f6r dom, men inte utf\u00f6r handlingarna sj\u00e4lv? Handling: Att g\u00f6ra. Handling: Att motverka. Passiv eller aktiv. Moral \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt. S\u00e5 l\u00e4nge man inser att det \u00e4r s\u00e5 klarar man sig r\u00e4tt l\u00e5ngt. Hindrar en \u00e5tminstone fr\u00e5n att s\u00e4tta sig p\u00e5 moralismens h\u00f6ga h\u00e4star och utropa sig som b\u00e4st.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det hindrar iof inte massorna fr\u00e5n att g\u00f6ra s\u00e5 \u00e4nd\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En fryst pizza st\u00e5r p\u00e5 menyn idag. Jod\u00e5, en s\u00e5dan skall man v\u00e4l klara av att br\u00e4nna. F\u00f6r jag lyckas br\u00e4nna det mesta. Har f\u00f6r br\u00e5ttom eller gl\u00f6mmer bort. \u00c4r kanske inte s\u00e5 intresserad heller. Mat skall vara snabblagad. Helst inte av en sj\u00e4lv heller. Ensam hade jag levt v\u00e4ldigt enkelt. Men inte klagat heller. Kanske f\u00e5r man whisky till det hela. Varf\u00f6r inte unna sig?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men f\u00f6r att summera. En bra dag. Jag har f\u00e5tt r\u00e4tt mycket gjort. Visserligen inte med full koncentration, men s\u00e5 \u00e4r det oftast med fredagar generellt h\u00e4r. Det \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 helt OK. I alla fall om andra dagar rullar p\u00e5 som de skall. Men oxdragarveckor ocks\u00e5 fram\u00f6ver. Det finns tid f\u00f6r koncentration . Det finns tid f\u00f6r vila. Ja kanske till och med lite tid f\u00f6r studiokalabalik. Gott liv i landsflykt helt enkelt.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

S\u00e5 \u00e4r snart arbetsdelen av fredagen avslutad. Gr\u00f6n IKEA-soffa och avkoppling \u00e5terst\u00e5r f\u00f6r min del. Nog s\u00e5. Sen helg p\u00e5 det. Vila. Mer \u00e4n s\u00e5 kr\u00e4ver man inte nu f\u00f6r tiden. Bra s\u00e5. K \u00e4r p\u00e5 60-\u00e5rs fest. S.k mogen fest. Ungdomar undviker. Leder festandet med 100 mot noll h\u00e4r nu. 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