{"id":40964,"date":"2022-01-18T08:48:31","date_gmt":"2022-01-18T07:48:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40964"},"modified":"2022-01-18T08:48:31","modified_gmt":"2022-01-18T07:48:31","slug":"en-helt-normal-tisdag-pa-kullen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40964","title":{"rendered":"En helt normal tisdag p\u00e5 kullen"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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S\u00e5 \u00e4r N sjuk. Feber, frossa. Det bokas tid f\u00f6r provtagning och hoppas p\u00e5 negativa resultat, den enda g\u00e5ng man hoppas p\u00e5 det negativa. J\u00e4vla pandemi. Tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 det h\u00e4r nu men det blir alltid v\u00e4rre innan det blir b\u00e4ttre. D\u00e4r hoppas man s\u00e5klart att man har fel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sj\u00e4lv \u00e4r jag lite snuvig och hostig. Men det \u00e4r normaltillst\u00e5ndet s\u00e5 det bokf\u00f6rs inte p\u00e5 den sjukes konto. Kol eller astma eller gammal gubbe syndrome. Inget av dom ov\u00e4ntade.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fullm\u00e5nen h\u00e4nger d\u00e4r \u00f6ver sopbilen n\u00e4r den plockar upp soporna. Det \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 n\u00e5got visst med den d\u00e4r fullm\u00e5nen. Jo, galenskapen kryper n\u00e4rmare ytan. Men hos en s\u00e5dan som jag ingen stor skillnad d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart, det \u00e4r bara som fr\u00e5n vilken dag som helst i de inte helt normalas land. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vaknar tio \u00f6ver ett i natt. Har ?ovit en halvtimme. Men tror det \u00e4r morgon. Men f\u00e5r avbryta uppstigningen. Somna om. H\u00e4nder titt som t\u00e4tt nu f\u00f6r tiden. Ingen ordning alls p\u00e5 inbyggd biologisk klocka tydligen. F.\u00f6. \u00e4r det ett j\u00e4vla vaknande numera under n\u00e4tterna. En timme \u00e5t g\u00e5ngen g\u00e4ller tydligen numera i sovandet. Tr\u00f6ttande. Det kunde vara v\u00e4rre. Man kunde somna och aldrig mer vakna upp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fr\u00f6firmorna \u00f6ser dr\u00f6mmar \u00f6ver oss. Stora saftiga tomater. Ljuvliga gurkor f\u00f6r sallader och inl\u00e4ggning. Blommor med f\u00e4rger och prakt som bl\u00e4ndar. Jo det suger till i den d\u00e4r odlartarmen. Och det b\u00f6rjar v\u00e4l bli dags att f\u00f6rgro lite tomater \u00e5tminstone. Resten f\u00e5r nog v\u00e4nta ett tag till. Blir s\u00e4kert smockfullt p\u00e5 alla bord i \u00e5r ocks\u00e5. Snigelmat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men t\u00e4nk att vi n\u00e4rmar oss februari. F\u00f6rra \u00e5ret swishade februari bara f\u00f6rbi. Det var som att \u00e5ka k\u00e4lke ner f\u00f6r den brantaste backen. Ingen konst och hej vad det g\u00e5r. Sen var det v\u00e4l lite segare tider efter det. Som vanligt. Men fr\u00e5n mars och fram\u00e5t, n\u00e4r k\u00e5ta talgoxar b\u00f6rjar sjunga i tr\u00e4den, s\u00e5 svallar ocks\u00e5 blodet hos mig och tillvaron k\u00e4nns flera sn\u00e4pp b\u00e4ttre. Under januari och februari d\u00e4remot, d\u00e5 finns bara jobb som tr\u00f6st.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast med st\u00f6rre marginaler s\u00e5 k\u00e4nns s\u00e5klart tillvaron annorlunda ocks\u00e5. Lever mig igenom den h\u00e4r vintern med ett lugnare sinne \u00e4n p\u00e5 m\u00e5nga \u00e5r. Det \u00e4r en otrolig ynnest att ha det s\u00e5. Jag k\u00e4nner en stor tacksamhet f\u00f6r det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fullm\u00e5ne f\u00f6rresten. New York tar till sig den ser jag. Till och med jag k\u00e4nner att det \u00e4r n\u00e5got speciellt med en fullm\u00e5ne \u00f6ver New York. Antagligen alla amerikanska filmers fel. Skall nog uppleva det en dag. En vandring i stadens farligaste med nedg\u00e5ngna delar i fullm\u00e5nens ljus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dr\u00f6mmar… Det \u00e4r synd om dom som inga dr\u00f6mmar har.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

S\u00e5 \u00e4r N sjuk. Feber, frossa. Det bokas tid f\u00f6r provtagning och hoppas p\u00e5 negativa resultat, den enda g\u00e5ng man hoppas p\u00e5 det negativa. J\u00e4vla pandemi. Tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 det h\u00e4r nu men det blir alltid v\u00e4rre innan det blir b\u00e4ttre. D\u00e4r hoppas man s\u00e5klart att man har fel. Sj\u00e4lv \u00e4r jag lite snuvig och hostig. 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