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Det finns s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga ok\u00e4nd v\u00e4gar man borde vandrat. Ibland kommer den insikten \u00f6ver mig. Luffaren i mig tr\u00e4der fram och kr\u00e4ver att bli lyssnad p\u00e5. Att vandra utan m\u00e5l, utan mening, att ta dagen som den kommer. Utan ansvar f\u00f6r n\u00e5gon endaste en. Bara g\u00e5, fundera och uppleva och se vart v\u00e4gen b\u00e4r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men ingen hinner g\u00e5 alla v\u00e4gar. Dom \u00e4r alldeles f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga. Man m\u00e5ste best\u00e4mma sig f\u00f6r n\u00e5gra. Det \u00e4r d\u00e4r det blir sv\u00e5rt. Vilka v\u00e4gar skall man v\u00e4lja framf\u00f6r andra v\u00e4gar. T\u00e4nk om man v\u00e4ljer fel…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men luffaren v\u00e4ljer s\u00e5klart en v\u00e4g \u00e4nd\u00e5. Det m\u00e5ste man g\u00f6ra. B\u00f6rja vandra. Njuter och lider. Blir bespottad och retad. Lokaltidningsintervjuad. F\u00e5r smeknamn. Som sprider sig f\u00f6re vandraren sj\u00e4lv. Ett namn som kommer bli ih\u00e5gkommet efter att vandraren passerat. Utan att n\u00e5gon endaste en vet det r\u00e4tta namnet. Eller bryr sig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eller kanske blir luffaren bara ignorerad. Som om en skugga gick d\u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4gen. Bra dagar. D\u00e5liga dagar. Ibland g\u00e5r det att f\u00e5 sova i en lada. Eller inne bland djuren. Eller i ett cykelskjul. Men oftare under en bro. P\u00e5 en sl\u00e4nt. I ett dike. Med himlen som t\u00e4cke. Med molnen som tr\u00f6st.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ibland \u00e4r v\u00e4gen j\u00e4mn och fin. Andra g\u00e5nger stenig, full av h\u00e5ligheter och oj\u00e4mn. Det \u00e4r sm\u00e5 uppf\u00f6rsbackar. Stora uppf\u00f6rsbackar. Nedf\u00f6rsbackar och och hisnande stup d\u00e4r vid sidan av v\u00e4gen. Norrut mer uppf\u00f6r \u00e4n nedf\u00f6r, S\u00f6derut precis tv\u00e4rt om. Men luffaren bryr sig inte om v\u00e4derstrecken. V\u00e4gen tar en dit den leder.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det \u00e4r s\u00e5klart b\u00e4sta att ge sig ut p\u00e5 v\u00e5ren. Precis n\u00e4r tussilagon blommar. D\u00e5 finns bra tid att vandra under. Milen finns d\u00e4r oavsett. Det \u00e4r f\u00f6rst i slutet p\u00e5 oktober man m\u00e5ste b\u00f6rja se sig om efter en koja att tillbringa vintern i. Ett p\u00f6rte eller ett skjul g\u00e5r bra. Inga stora krav p\u00e5 bekv\u00e4mlighet. Vad som helst duger som tar en igenom tid med kyliga bitande vindar med istappar som huggt\u00e4nder. Tid n\u00e4r v\u00e4rkande f\u00f6tter och ben f\u00e5r l\u00e4ka. Tid n\u00e4r det g\u00e5r att sm\u00e4lta den gjorda vandringens upplevelser. N\u00e5 slutsaster. Eller helst av allt inte n\u00e5 n\u00e5gra slutsatser. Ocks\u00e5 vara fri i tanken p\u00e5 s\u00e5 s\u00e4tt. Att bara finnas. Ty ocks\u00e5 slutsatser \u00e4r m\u00e5l och \u00e4ndpunkter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 n\u00e4r tussilagon blommar. Ge sig ut igen utan att v\u00e4nda sig om. Vandra p\u00e5. Vandra och sen vinteruppeh\u00e5ll, \u00e5r efter \u00e5r tills stegen blir f\u00f6r tunga. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ka ocks\u00e5 d\u00e5 och med n\u00f6d och n\u00e4ppe klara f\u00e4rden en sista g\u00e5ng. N\u00f6jd \u00f6ver det. men inse att man nu har n\u00e5tt sitt m\u00e5l fast man aldrig s\u00f6kt n\u00e5got. Det som aldrig fanns, fanns d\u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5. Men sv\u00e4nga av fr\u00e5n v\u00e4gen och g\u00e5 in i skogen den d\u00e4r sista dan. Hitta en tj\u00e4rn. S\u00e4tta sig p\u00e5 en stubbe d\u00e4r och se ut \u00f6ver spegelblankt vatten tills man somnar och sover den tr\u00f6ttes s\u00f6mn. L\u00e5ta vintern ta en och sakta multna bort d\u00e4r tillsammans med stubben som om luffaren aldrig funnits till i denna v\u00e4rld.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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