{"id":40936,"date":"2022-01-16T18:26:07","date_gmt":"2022-01-16T17:26:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40936"},"modified":"2022-01-16T18:26:07","modified_gmt":"2022-01-16T17:26:07","slug":"lugnet-fore-stormen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40936","title":{"rendered":"Lugnet f\u00f6re stormen"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Utvilad. Men arbetandes. V\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 stormbyar. Det hotas med 27 m\/s i natt. Man f\u00e5r h\u00e5lla i sig. Tar in det som kan fara iv\u00e4g.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Obruten vecka f\u00f6r\u00f6ver. Kurs uttagen. Det \u00e4r bara att gasa p\u00e5 och ta en titt p\u00e5 djup och kompass d\u00e5 och d\u00e5. R\u00e4tt sk\u00f6nt att ha det s\u00e5. \u00d6verraskningar kan man f\u00e5 \u00e4nd\u00e5. De kommer alltid n\u00e4r man minst anar det. Tjoooooooof och sen f\u00e5r man h\u00e4mta upp d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. Som grund i farleden. Grund som inte borde funnits d\u00e4r med finns d\u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ett nytt datum har dykt upp i mitt hjul av \u00e5terkommande h\u00e4ndelser. Den 18’e. Pension ramlar in p\u00e5 kontot. \u00c5tminstone den statliga delen. Sen fem andra som ramlar in p\u00e5 spridda datum och intervall. Dee 18’e \u00e4r det enda datum man orkar h\u00e5lla reda p\u00e5. En ny tid d\u00e4r pengarna r\u00e4cker \u00e4nda till n\u00e4sta infl\u00f6desdag. M\u00e4rkligt. “Infl\u00f6de” f\u00f6rresten. Det handlar v\u00e4l mest on r\u00e4nnilar. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5. Skillnad. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

K fyller sextio i h\u00f6st och vill ha stor fest. Minns n\u00e4r hennes mamma (min sv\u00e4rmor) fyllde sextio. 1986. Vi hade precis flyttat hit. Jag var trettio. Sv\u00e4rmor “var” urgammal. Tyckte man. Nu \u00e4r man sj\u00e4lv fem \u00e5r \u00e4ldre \u00e4n vad hon var. Dom d\u00e4r perspektiven igen. Det g\u00e4ller att ha koll p\u00e5 dom i min \u00e5lder. Annars blir man l\u00f6jlig. Men man gott t\u00e4nka lite p\u00e5 Mick Jagger och dom andra ocks\u00e5 och forts\u00e4tta leva. Man \u00e4r inte d\u00f6d f\u00f6rr\u00e4n man \u00e4r d\u00f6d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast det \u00e4r konstigt det d\u00e4r att man tydligen aldrig egentligen k\u00e4nner att man \u00e4r gammal. Eller ens vuxen om man skall vara \u00e4rlig. Allt det d\u00e4r vuxna har ju tvingats fram. Betala r\u00e4kningar i tid. Fixa mat och leksaker till ungarna. Fast riktigt f\u00e4rdig f\u00f6r ansvaret har man v\u00e4l aldrig riktigt k\u00e4nt sig. \u00c4nd\u00e5 har man axlat rollen g\u00e5ng p\u00e5 g\u00e5ng.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast om jag varit n\u00e4ra en \u00e5lderskris s\u00e5 \u00e4r det v\u00e4l nu d\u00e5 som pension\u00e4r. Eller kris… mer of\u00f6rst\u00e5ende \u00f6ver hur man hamnade h\u00e4r bland de andra gamlingarna. G\u00e5r inte att varken f\u00f6rklara eller f\u00f6rst\u00e5. Det \u00e4r bara s\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tills jag g\u00f6r det (v\u00e4xer in i rollen) s\u00e5 k\u00f6r jag p\u00e5.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Utvilad. Men arbetandes. V\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 stormbyar. Det hotas med 27 m\/s i natt. Man f\u00e5r h\u00e5lla i sig. Tar in det som kan fara iv\u00e4g. Obruten vecka f\u00f6r\u00f6ver. Kurs uttagen. Det \u00e4r bara att gasa p\u00e5 och ta en titt p\u00e5 djup och kompass d\u00e5 och d\u00e5. R\u00e4tt sk\u00f6nt att ha det s\u00e5. \u00d6verraskningar kan […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-40936","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":17104,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=17104","url_meta":{"origin":40936,"position":0},"title":"Kafferast","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-03-18","format":false,"excerpt":"Jod\u00e5 kafferast. 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