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Ljus i \u00f6ster. Sol p\u00e5 v\u00e4g bakom berget. Men m\u00f6rker \u00e4nnu \u00f6ver kullen. Det k\u00e4nns som en m\u00e5ndagsmorgon men \u00e4r fredagsmorgon. Det \u00e4r ingen ordning p\u00e5 ledighetsdagarna och d\u00e4rav k\u00e4nslan av f\u00f6rvirring. Ingen ordning alls. Man f\u00e5r krampaktigt h\u00e5lla styrkurs med hj\u00e4lp av almanackan. Eller d\u00e4remed \u00e5tminstone h\u00e5lla reda p\u00e5 vilken dag det \u00e4r s\u00e5 att man vet om aff\u00e4ren \u00e4r \u00f6ppen eller ej. Om det kan komma post. Som beh\u00f6ver h\u00e4mtas. Som kr\u00e4ver r\u00f6relse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast dagar i mitt liv. Inte har det varit stor skillnad p\u00e5 dem under de flesta av \u00e5r. Jag har jobbat b\u00e5de p\u00e5 de stora och de sm\u00e5 dagarna. Fast nu ig\u00e5r var jag ledig. N\u00e5got har h\u00e4nt. Den sista tide har jag uppskattat de d\u00e4r dagarna av vilotid. Dagar n\u00e4r man kunnat gjort annat \u00e4n att bara “knappa p\u00e5”. F\u00f6rfallet. Antagligen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Varmgrader f\u00f6r\u00f6ver och med dom vilda vindar. V\u00e5r orkans\u00e4song ligger under den h\u00e4r tiden. Men det \u00e4r byvind bara det d\u00e4r aggressiva. Medelenergin \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 ganska l\u00e5g. Det \u00e4r inte det d\u00e4r potenta vr\u00e5landet som vid storm. D\u00e5 man sitter inne och hukar. G\u00e5r ut f\u00f6rst n\u00e4r det mojnat och hoppas att skadorna p\u00e5 det man p\u00e5st\u00e5r sig \u00e4ga inte \u00e4r v\u00e4rre \u00e4n att det g\u00e5r att h\u00e4mta igen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Charles Dickens huvudperson g\u00e5r mitt i natten f\u00f6rbi mentalsjukhuset. Han minns ett bes\u00f6k d\u00e4r och kvinnan som v\u00e4ntade sig ett dagligt bes\u00f6k av drottningen p\u00e5 en kaffet\u00e5r. Dickens huvudperson, har dr\u00f6mt n\u00e4stan samma sak under en av sina dr\u00f6mmar. Eller \u00e4nnu mer utspacade saker. D\u00e4r i natten k\u00e4nner han d\u00e4rf\u00f6r samh\u00f6righet med de intagna. Lika f\u00f6r lika. Vi st\u00e5t inte s\u00e5 l\u00e5ngt ifr\u00e5n varandra som vi ibland tror.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jo, nog \u00e4r dr\u00f6mmarna galna allt. De som de flesta har. Ju galnare dr\u00f6mmar man har om natten desto friskare \u00e4r man i livet och i dagen antar jag. Lev ut nattens frihet i tankar och bojor och m\u00f6jligheter s\u00e5 att du klarar av dagens begr\u00e4nsningar \u00e5satta p\u00e5 varelsen, den som \u00e4r du och jag, fastbunden i universums lagar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast jag minns s\u00e4llan mina dr\u00f6mmar. Antagligen lika bra, De f\u00e5 jag minns f\u00e5r mig alltid att fundera. De jag f\u00f6ddes med f\u00e5r mig att tro att min tid f\u00f6re f\u00f6delse\u00f6gonblicket var en bostad i helvetet. Mardr\u00f6mmarnas och kallsvettens och “hj\u00e4lp mig<\/em>” som s\u00e4llskap in i barndom. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fredagsst\u00e4ller mig p\u00e5 v\u00e5gen i ett f\u00f6rs\u00f6k att n\u00e5 normalitet. Kr\u00e4ver mod. Sju kilo jul\u00f6verfl\u00f6d. Inte helt ov\u00e4ntat. M\u00e5ste hanteras. Av erfarenhet vet jag att n\u00e5gra av de d\u00e4r kilona \u00e4r v\u00e4tska (l\u00e4s julmust). Den sipprar ur av sig sj\u00e4lv \u00f6ver tid. Man beh\u00f6ver bara v\u00e4nta. Men kvar ligger kilon som man m\u00e5ste anstr\u00e4nga sig f\u00f6r att bli av med. Varje \u00e5r. Mitt i b\u00e4sta semeltiden. Tyv\u00e4rr. “Beach 2022 her I come<\/em>” ropar man s\u00e5klart entusiastiskt och drar in magen s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men en helt vanlig vardag i dag allts\u00e5. Fredag. Man b\u00f6r jobba. S\u00e5 h\u00e4r sitter jag. Redo med en kopp te och lillkatt. Beh\u00f6ver bara t\u00e4nda ljus och starta utvecklingsmilj\u00f6 f\u00f6r att komma ig\u00e5ng egentligen. Mail. Sociala-medier-l\u00e4sande. Allt det d\u00e4r \u00e4r avklarat. S\u00e5 vad v\u00e4ntar man p\u00e5. S\u00e4mre tider? Nej man v\u00e4ntar inte. Man t\u00e4nder ljuset och k\u00f6r!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ljus i \u00f6ster. Sol p\u00e5 v\u00e4g bakom berget. Men m\u00f6rker \u00e4nnu \u00f6ver kullen. Det k\u00e4nns som en m\u00e5ndagsmorgon men \u00e4r fredagsmorgon. Det \u00e4r ingen ordning p\u00e5 ledighetsdagarna och d\u00e4rav k\u00e4nslan av f\u00f6rvirring. Ingen ordning alls. Man f\u00e5r krampaktigt h\u00e5lla styrkurs med hj\u00e4lp av almanackan. Eller d\u00e4remed \u00e5tminstone h\u00e5lla reda p\u00e5 vilken dag det \u00e4r s\u00e5 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-40825","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":17695,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=17695","url_meta":{"origin":40825,"position":0},"title":"Bakelser ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r kramar","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-04-27","format":false,"excerpt":"Sonen hinner in i duschen f\u00f6re mig h\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen. 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