{"id":40746,"date":"2021-12-29T22:54:36","date_gmt":"2021-12-29T21:54:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40746"},"modified":"2021-12-30T11:36:41","modified_gmt":"2021-12-30T10:36:41","slug":"snart-ar-det-vargjakt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40746","title":{"rendered":"Snart \u00e4r det vargjakt"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
\"\"<\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n

Det \u00e4r riktig vinter. Hulken r\u00e5mar. \u00c4r stor och gr\u00f6n innan. Gr\u00f6nare nu. Ilsket gr\u00f6n. Hoppar upp och ner. \u00c4lskar det h\u00e4r. Jag matar p\u00e5 s\u00e4ck efter s\u00e4ck med pellets och ber till gudarna om f\u00f6rbarmande. Eller n\u00e5ja. Hoppas p\u00e5 SMHI. Gudar n\u00e4stan de ocks\u00e5 d\u00e4r i Norrk\u00f6ping. Som f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker f\u00e5 ordning p\u00e5 slumpen. Det \u00c4R<\/strong> inte l\u00e4tt det skall man veta. Ja vet. Slump \u00e4r slump. Liksom<\/strong>. Men t\u00e4rningens sista millisekundrullning klarar man av att h\u00e5lla koll p\u00e5 med v\u00e4rldens kraftfullaste datorer. N\u00e5ja. N\u00e4stan. Ibland tippar den i ov\u00e4ntade riktningar. Det \u00e4r mycket att h\u00e5lla reda p\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men livet \u00e4r gott h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Det g\u00e5r till och med att jobba. \u00c5tminstone i n\u00e5gon slags lagom mellandagstakt. Mer kan man ju inte beg\u00e4ra i dessa tider. Mellandagar. Defakto. Takt d\u00e4refter. S\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e5gon delar med sig p\u00e5 Twitter att de bor tio personer i en fj\u00e4llstuga, alla har magsjuka, bilen startar inte. Av att h\u00f6ra s\u00e5dant k\u00e4nner man sig privilegierad som m\u00e4nniska. Man har det f\u00f6r bra. Forts\u00e4tter det s\u00e5h\u00e4r s\u00e5 kan man f\u00f6rlora f\u00f6rn\u00f6jsamheten. Men iof, minnet fungerar ibland fortfarande. Man f\u00e5r f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka t\u00e4nka bak\u00e5t. Det finns el\u00e4nde att ta av.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tomten kom inte med n\u00e5got nytt mixerbord i \u00e5r heller. Hmmmm…. Man har v\u00e4l varit stygg. Tyv\u00e4rr ligger ett s\u00e5dant ocks\u00e5 synnerligen l\u00e5ngt ner p\u00e5 listan av investeringar. Men en dag s\u00e5. Fast jag klarar mig s\u00e5klart med det jag har ocks\u00e5. Inte fan \u00e4r det s\u00e5 noga. Ingen lyssnar \u00e4nd\u00e5 p\u00e5 det som produceras. Sj\u00e4lv h\u00f6r jag ganska d\u00e5ligt dessutom. OK allts\u00e5. Inte ett problem. Men det g\u00f6r v\u00e4l ingen skada om jag s\u00e4tter mig i tomtens kn\u00e4 och \u00f6nskar ett n\u00e4sta \u00e5r ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elton g\u00f6r en skiva om korv<\/a>. F\u00e5r betalt i korv. Kaskadspyr efter att ha \u00e4tit tre. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker ge bort till mig Men nej, nej, nej k\u00e4re Elton. Vegetarian serr\u00f6. Ja och du vet det. Sk\u00e4nk till n\u00e5got museum. Eller l\u00e4gg ut p\u00e5 ebay. Folk betalar nog miljoner f\u00f6r din korv. Vill lukta p\u00e5 den. Spara den. Via den f\u00f6r v\u00e4nner. Kommer n\u00e4rmare gud efter ett ink\u00f6p.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En Elton med br\u00f6d tack. Urk liksom<\/strong>. Sa jag s\u00e5. Uppskattades inte. Blir inte bjuden p\u00e5 ny\u00e5rsfest p\u00e5 Capri. Nope.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men vill inte dit heller S\u00c5 DET S\u00c5<\/strong>. \u00c4lskar v\u00e5r gr\u00f6na IKEA soffa. T\u00e4nker fira ny\u00e5r d\u00e4r. L\u00e4sa sen i dagarna tv\u00e5. Japp. Inte r\u00f6ra mig ur fl\u00e4cken annat \u00e4n f\u00f6r att s\u00e4tta p\u00e5 kaffe och g\u00e5 och sova. Lyxliv. Pension kommer \u00e4nd\u00e5. Det du Elton. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast han har slutat lyssna f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge sedan. Han h\u00e5ller f\u00f6rresten med C att min musik \u00e4r skit. Men det kan man ju inte anv\u00e4nda mot honom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vargarna ylar p\u00e5 kullen. Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got visst med det d\u00e4r. Ur\u00e5ldrigt. Jag njuter. Men snart b\u00f6rjar en helt on\u00f6dig vargjakt. S\u00e5 kanske skall dom h\u00e5lla snattran. Ligga l\u00e5gt. Eller anfalla. Bakifr\u00e5n. J\u00e4rgarmiddag. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fasat har man musik p\u00e5 h\u00f6g volym h\u00f6r man inte vargarna s\u00e5klart. Man f\u00e5r d\u00e4rf\u00f6r idka tystnad till och fr\u00e5n. Uppleva omgivningen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Indianer finns det inga h\u00e4r uppe (l\u00e4ngre). D\u00e4remot Hamrabor. Det \u00e4r ungef\u00e4r samma sak. Om man \u00e4r inf\u00f6dd h\u00e4r. Aldrig ett samarbete \u00f6ver \u00e4lven som delar Losbor och Hamrabor. Det \u00e4r som i forna Jugoslavien. Innan krig. Ligger latent. Faller byar\u00e5dsordf\u00f6randen ifr\u00e5n s\u00e5 \u00e4r helvete ig\u00e5ng och \u00f6ver oss. D\u00e5 beh\u00f6vs medling och FN trupper. S\u00e5 s\u00e4g inte att det \u00e4r lugnt p\u00e5 landet. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Som inflyttad, bara bott h\u00e4r i (snart) fyrtio \u00e5r, s\u00e5 f\u00f6rst\u00e5r man inte problemet s\u00e5klart. Vi “Stockholmare<\/em>” fattar inte s\u00e5dant. Att f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka h\u00e4vda att man v\u00e4l \u00e4r mer “Edsbybo<\/em>” i-s\u00e5-fall \u00e4n “Stockholmare<\/em>” \u00e4r f.\u00f6. l\u00f6nl\u00f6st. Ingen lyssnar p\u00e5 det \u00f6rat. Synd f\u00f6r det \u00e4r det enda \u00f6ra som skulle ta folk vidare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men skit samma. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men tycker jag inte att jag har gjort en dag nu? Jo det tycker jag. Finns en skapligt bra bok att l\u00e4sa. Sl\u00e4nger man sig i s\u00e4ng h\u00e4r och nu s\u00e5 hinner man l\u00e4sa lite innan \u00f6gonen faller igen. Just f\u00f6r att det \u00e4r gott att s\u00e5 g\u00f6ra. Njutning. Man skall unna sig. Jod\u00e5. I alla fall om man kan. De d\u00e4r som piskar sig och pl\u00e5gar sig till guds \u00e4ra \u00e4r faktiskt bara f\u00e5ntrattar. Livet \u00e4r h\u00e4r och nu. Efter det kommer d\u00f6den. M\u00f6rker. Ingenting, Och \u00f6rnar s\u00e4ger farsan. Lika bra att ha det s\u00e5 bra som m\u00f6jligt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det \u00e4r riktig vinter. Hulken r\u00e5mar. \u00c4r stor och gr\u00f6n innan. Gr\u00f6nare nu. Ilsket gr\u00f6n. Hoppar upp och ner. \u00c4lskar det h\u00e4r. Jag matar p\u00e5 s\u00e4ck efter s\u00e4ck med pellets och ber till gudarna om f\u00f6rbarmande. Eller n\u00e5ja. Hoppas p\u00e5 SMHI. Gudar n\u00e4stan de ocks\u00e5 d\u00e4r i Norrk\u00f6ping. Som f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker f\u00e5 ordning p\u00e5 slumpen. Det […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-40746","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":36900,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36900","url_meta":{"origin":40746,"position":0},"title":"Lugn bara lugn","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2020-11-22","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by Emiliano Arano on Pexels.com Solen, n\u00e4 den ser man inget av vid den h\u00e4r tiden. M\u00e5nen d\u00e4remot. Lite halv s\u00e5d\u00e4r. H\u00e4nger till synes stilla precis h\u00e4r \u00f6ver kullen, men swichar v\u00e4l iv\u00e4g genom universum den med som allt annat som befinner sig i fritt fall kan man t\u00e4nka.\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"ocean water wave photo","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/pexels-photo-1295138.jpeg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/pexels-photo-1295138.jpeg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/pexels-photo-1295138.jpeg?resize=525%2C300&ssl=1 1.5x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/pexels-photo-1295138.jpeg?resize=700%2C400&ssl=1 2x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/pexels-photo-1295138.jpeg?resize=1050%2C600&ssl=1 3x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/pexels-photo-1295138.jpeg?resize=1400%2C800&ssl=1 4x"},"classes":[]},{"id":30473,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30473","url_meta":{"origin":40746,"position":1},"title":"F\u00e5gelmat och propellersnurr","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-10-30","format":false,"excerpt":"Det sn\u00f6ar d\u00e4r ute. Men det verkar dock inte handla om de de d\u00e4r 35 millimeterna som prognostiseras. V\u00e4deranalyser \u00e4r tydligen mer tr\u00e4ffs\u00e4krare p\u00e5 tio eller hundra\u00e5rs perspektiv \u00e4n f\u00f6r dagen efter. Men vad vet jag om s\u00e5dant? Liksom. Fast sn\u00f6ar g\u00f6r det d\u00e5 helt s\u00e4kert. Roligt \u00e4r det inte.\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/IMG_20181030_080808753-1024x767.png?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/IMG_20181030_080808753-1024x767.png?resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/IMG_20181030_080808753-1024x767.png?resize=525%2C300 1.5x"},"classes":[]},{"id":25998,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=25998","url_meta":{"origin":40746,"position":2},"title":"“N\u00e4stan klar”","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2017-11-17","format":false,"excerpt":"Jo man sitter h\u00e4r. Tycker man \u00e4r n\u00e4ra. N\u00e4ra ett avslut. Men det \u00e4r fasiken s\u00e5 mycket det \u00e4r kvar att g\u00f6ra n\u00e4r man \"n\u00e4stan \u00e4r klar\". Ja det d\u00e4r borde man ju varit medveten om redan tidigare. S\u00e5klart. Man har varit h\u00e4r f\u00f6rut. Och \"KLAR\" f\u00f6rresten. En del inbillar\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/IMG_20171117_120901634-768x1024.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/IMG_20171117_120901634-768x1024.jpg?resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/IMG_20171117_120901634-768x1024.jpg?resize=525%2C300 1.5x"},"classes":[]},{"id":32599,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32599","url_meta":{"origin":40746,"position":3},"title":"V\u00e4rmeb\u00f6lja","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2019-07-26","format":false,"excerpt":"B\u00f6rjar dagen med h\u00e4lsocentral. CRP. Som \u00e4r bra. Hurra! Patch bort. Ocks\u00e5 bra. Nu kan man duscha som en vanlig m\u00e4nniska. N\u00e5ja, ganska vanlig. Toppen. N\u00e4sta vecka \u00e4r vi d\u00e4r igen. P\u00c5 h\u00e4lsocentralen. Men prat med \u00d6verl\u00e4kare Bj\u00f6rn ocks\u00e5. Hudikmusik idag. En hel del bra. Men utan mig och K\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/IMG_20190725_153159089.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/IMG_20190725_153159089.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/IMG_20190725_153159089.jpg?resize=525%2C300&ssl=1 1.5x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/IMG_20190725_153159089.jpg?resize=700%2C400&ssl=1 2x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/IMG_20190725_153159089.jpg?resize=1050%2C600&ssl=1 3x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/IMG_20190725_153159089.jpg?resize=1400%2C800&ssl=1 4x"},"classes":[]},{"id":26858,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=26858","url_meta":{"origin":40746,"position":4},"title":"“Jag skall bara…”","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-01-26","format":false,"excerpt":"\"Jag skall bara...\" det \u00e4r precis d\u00e4r jag \u00e4r nu. Innan 13.0.0 skeppas. Ja det \u00e4r nu ingen stor sak, men ganska mycket knappande. Ett \u00e5r. femton, sexton timmar per dag, sex dar i veckan, n\u00e5ja s\u00e4g tolv per dag f\u00f6r att kompensera f\u00f6r ledigheter, fredagskv\u00e4llar och s\u00e5nt. Allts\u00e5 52*6*12\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/IMG_20180126_112915022_HDR.png?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/IMG_20180126_112915022_HDR.png?resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/IMG_20180126_112915022_HDR.png?resize=525%2C300 1.5x"},"classes":[]},{"id":44403,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=44403","url_meta":{"origin":40746,"position":5},"title":"Fladder","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2023-02-21","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by Cindy Gustafson on Pexels.com Skottat. Det har dumpit ner en decimeter igen. En till d\u00e4mp \u00e4r visst p\u00e5 v\u00e4g. \"Det \u00e4r inte klart f\u00f6rr\u00e4n den fete damen skottat\" skulle man kunna travestera. Det skall tydligen vara en dam. Annars skulle det finnas hopp efter min skottning. Men fan\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"macro photography of butterflies perched on lavender flower","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/pexels-photo-675313.jpeg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/pexels-photo-675313.jpeg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/pexels-photo-675313.jpeg?resize=525%2C300&ssl=1 1.5x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/pexels-photo-675313.jpeg?resize=700%2C400&ssl=1 2x"},"classes":[]}],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p68PL2-aBc","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40746","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/24"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=40746"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40746\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":40756,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40746\/revisions\/40756"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=40746"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=40746"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=40746"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}