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Kan man skriva av en f\u00f6rmiddag? Ja, hur som helst s\u00e5 m\u00e5ste man. Ibland. Som idag. Det blir liksom inget. Men s\u00e5 kan man ju inte h\u00e5lla p\u00e5. Inte i l\u00e4ngden. Eller kan och kan. Ingen bryr sig om det egentligen. Men \u00e4n han den undertecknande. Han bryr sig. Men varf\u00f6r han bryr sig \u00e4r v\u00e4l ocks\u00e5 det skrivet i stj\u00e4rnorna. Han har inte heller n\u00e5gon anledning till det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men man s\u00e4tter sitt hopp till eftermiddagen. Ny tag d\u00e5. Intag av Janssons frestelse f\u00f6rst. Man kanske rent av skulle ta en julmust till. B\u00e5da vegetariska s\u00e5klart. Som sig b\u00f6r. H\u00e4r i detta hus. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Funderar ett tag p\u00e5 att titta p\u00e5 en film. P\u00c5 arbetstid. Lite busigt s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Men eftersom jag nu \u00e4r min egen chef s\u00e5 blev det inget av med det d\u00e4r. Utdelade en varning till mig sj\u00e4lv ist\u00e4llet. Aja baja “sockermaja”. Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pratar med rockmorfar i Hudiksvall en stund s\u00e5 n\u00f6dd tvungen. Han k\u00f6pte sig n\u00e5gra timmar med goda ord den smarte mannen. Men ocks\u00e5 jag beh\u00f6ver prata med andra m\u00e4nniskor IRL ibland. S\u00e5 d\u00e4r var chansen. Jag tog den.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lyssnandet p\u00e5 mina l\u00e5tar gick i alla fall upp ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r ner efter det senaste sl\u00e4ppet. Men inte s\u00e5 mycket att sj\u00e4lvf\u00f6rtroendet \u00e5terst\u00e4lldes efter det sl\u00e4pp som genererade en nedg\u00e5ng a’la b\u00f6rskrascher g\u00e5nger tv\u00e5. Men varandes underdog alltid varandes underdog. En g\u00e5ng trodde v\u00e4l ocks\u00e5 Florence Foster Je<\/a>nkins att massorna till slut skulle uppt\u00e4cka hennes storhet. Vi m\u00e4nniskor inbillar oss s\u00e5 mycket. Realism och m\u00e4nniskohj\u00e4rna icke kompatibla. Min l\u00e4ngtan efter massornas jubel tog slut n\u00e5gonstans i 40-\u00e5rs\u00e5ldern. Kanske var det att ge upp. Kanske var det en mognad. Jag arbetade efter mitt eget huvud f\u00f6re och jag g\u00f6r det efter\u00e5t. D\u00e4r i det finns en p\u00e4rla g\u00f6md. Inte bitterhet. Tro mig. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00e4nniskors innersta v\u00e4sen k\u00e4nner man igen p\u00e5 vad det kastar efter andra. Skriker de “tjuv<\/em>” \u00e4r de med all s\u00e4kerhet den st\u00f6rsta tjuven sj\u00e4lv. Skriker de “bitter<\/em>” \u00e4r de den bittraste sj\u00e4lv. Ja och s\u00e5 vidare. Man k\u00e4nner andra fr\u00e5n sig sj\u00e4lv. S\u00e5 b\u00e4st att h\u00e5la k\u00e4ften allts\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men jag skall g\u00e5 upp och se om Jansson har n\u00e5got att fresta med. En ostmacka till kanske. Edamer + h\u00e5rt br\u00f6d. Jod\u00e5. Man kan \u00f6verleva p\u00e5 s\u00e5dant. I alla fall om man f\u00e5r med sig kaka sen till kaffet man s\u00e4tter p\u00e5 h\u00e4r nere. Ja eller tre kakor…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Kan man skriva av en f\u00f6rmiddag? Ja, hur som helst s\u00e5 m\u00e5ste man. Ibland. Som idag. Det blir liksom inget. Men s\u00e5 kan man ju inte h\u00e5lla p\u00e5. Inte i l\u00e4ngden. Eller kan och kan. Ingen bryr sig om det egentligen. Men \u00e4n han den undertecknande. Han bryr sig. 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