{"id":40694,"date":"2021-12-23T13:45:14","date_gmt":"2021-12-23T12:45:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40694"},"modified":"2021-12-23T13:50:49","modified_gmt":"2021-12-23T12:50:49","slug":"man-kan-kalla-det-har-jul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40694","title":{"rendered":"Man kan kalla det h\u00e4r jul"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Tjoff s\u00e5 g\u00e5r bilen igenom. “GODK\u00c4ND<\/strong>“. K\u00e4nns extra gott eftersom jag krupit i sn\u00f6n, bl\u00e5sten och kylan f\u00f6r att fixat den. B\u00e4ttre julklapp kan man allts\u00e5 inte f\u00e5. Lugnet<\/em><\/strong>. N\u00f6jd s\u00e5. Beh\u00f6ver inte mer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En pojke med en julklapp under armen. Lite knubbig. Elva kanske. Det finns n\u00e5got sorgligt \u00f6ver honom. Kanske ser jag mig sj\u00e4lv d\u00e5 f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge sedan dan f\u00f6r julafton. F\u00f6rhoppningar. Jag t\u00e4nker “hoppas du f\u00e5r en riktigt fin jul grabben<\/em>“. Men s\u00e4ger det inte. Man s\u00e4ger ju inte s\u00e5dant. Men jag hoppas verkligen det. Jag tror grabben f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar det. Ett helt liv framf\u00f6r sig. S\u00e5 m\u00e5nga “f\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ngen<\/em>” kvar. Stackarn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eftersom jag beh\u00f6ver en kasse sprit \u00e5ker jag till systemet. K\u00f6. Utanf\u00f6r. Helt enligt reglerna s\u00e5klart. Men lite f\u00f6rnedrande s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Men OK s\u00e5klart. I alla andra aff\u00e4rer jag \u00e4r in i till\u00e4mpas inte mycket av dylik tr\u00e4ngselber\u00e4kning och det \u00e4r smockfullt och tr\u00e4ngsel redan vid tio. Men efter att ha f\u00e5tt min sprit drar jag hem\u00e5t. Upp mot kulle och stort gult hus. Men en ask Pepcid h\u00e4mtas upp p\u00e5 apotek efter v\u00e4gen. “S\u00e5 att man kan \u00e4ta mer<\/em>” t\u00e4nker man. K\u00e4nner lidandet av halsbr\u00e4nna och magont och \u00e5nger redan innan de kastar sig \u00f6ver en som hungriga rabieshundar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men handlat klart. Dyrt s\u00e5klart. Men den h\u00e4r julen spelar inte det n\u00e5gon roll. En jul med excesser och utan d\u00e5ligt samvete blir det. Japp. Vi \u00e4r v\u00e4rda det n\u00e4mligen. Inget snack om dcn saken. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ny l\u00e5t borde ha dykt upp p\u00e5 Spotify idag. Men dom \u00e4r v\u00e4l ute och handlar julkappar de anst\u00e4llda d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Har inte tid med musik. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Skitsamma. Den h\u00e4r l\u00e5ten \u00e4r ingen revolution. Inte de flesta andra l\u00e5tar heller som uppm\u00e4rksammas med helsidor och trumvirvlar. De av andra d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Jag vet inte vem som v\u00e4ljer vilka d\u00e4r i borgarna. Som tycker “bra” och “d\u00e5ligt”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00e4ra in pellets. Mata f\u00e5glar. Fixa lite annat sm\u00e5tt och gott. Sen kallar vi det h\u00e4r jul. Njuter av den tid vi har. S\u00e4nder inte en enda tanke till Jesus. Men tv\u00e5 till de fattiga. Till och med Jesus skulle ha gillat det. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

God Jul!<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Tjoff s\u00e5 g\u00e5r bilen igenom. “GODK\u00c4ND“. K\u00e4nns extra gott eftersom jag krupit i sn\u00f6n, bl\u00e5sten och kylan f\u00f6r att fixat den. B\u00e4ttre julklapp kan man allts\u00e5 inte f\u00e5. Lugnet. N\u00f6jd s\u00e5. Beh\u00f6ver inte mer. En pojke med en julklapp under armen. Lite knubbig. Elva kanske. Det finns n\u00e5got sorgligt \u00f6ver honom. 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