{"id":40553,"date":"2021-12-08T14:50:42","date_gmt":"2021-12-08T13:50:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40553"},"modified":"2021-12-08T14:50:42","modified_gmt":"2021-12-08T13:50:42","slug":"bara-en-rav","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40553","title":{"rendered":"Bara en r\u00e4v"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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N\u00e4r en s\u00e5d\u00e4r riktigt fin r\u00e4v kommer p\u00e5 bes\u00f6k, en julr\u00e4v, d\u00e5 vet man varf\u00f6r man bor h\u00e4r. Jag st\u00e5r d\u00e4r och tittar p\u00e5 den genom f\u00f6nstret och betraktar den p\u00e5 tv\u00e5 meters avst\u00e5nd. Magnifik \u00e4r ordet. Man f\u00e5r s\u00e5klart lov att l\u00e4gga ut lite extra till “tomten” under julen i \u00e5r. Alla vet ju att tomten kan ta vilken skepnad hen vill.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Annars \u00e4r jag nyvaken. G\u00e5r n\u00e4mligen och “l\u00e4gger mig en stund<\/em>” p\u00e5 gr\u00f6n IKEA soffa efter lunchen. Somnar Blir en dryg timme. Antagligen inte v\u00e4lf\u00f6rtj\u00e4nt. Men sk\u00f6nt var det. \u00c4r inne i den tr\u00f6ttaste perioden i mitt liv just nu som det verkar. Om det beror p\u00e5 tr\u00e5kig parser programmering eller annat har jag ingen aning om. Man f\u00e5r ta sig igenom. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu sitter jag h\u00e4r med kaffe. Livet \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 pj\u00e5kigt. \u00c5tminstone \u00e4r det sv\u00e5rt att \u00f6nska sig mer just nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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N\u00e4r en s\u00e5d\u00e4r riktigt fin r\u00e4v kommer p\u00e5 bes\u00f6k, en julr\u00e4v, d\u00e5 vet man varf\u00f6r man bor h\u00e4r. Jag st\u00e5r d\u00e4r och tittar p\u00e5 den genom f\u00f6nstret och betraktar den p\u00e5 tv\u00e5 meters avst\u00e5nd. Magnifik \u00e4r ordet. Man f\u00e5r s\u00e5klart lov att l\u00e4gga ut lite extra till “tomten” under julen i \u00e5r. 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