{"id":40432,"date":"2021-11-28T20:50:46","date_gmt":"2021-11-28T19:50:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40432"},"modified":"2021-11-28T20:50:46","modified_gmt":"2021-11-28T19:50:46","slug":"nytt-och-glogg","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40432","title":{"rendered":"Nytt och gl\u00f6gg"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Jag ser en film om J. D. Salinger<\/a> p\u00e5 Netflix under L\u00f6rdagen. Kan verkligen rekommendera den. Om man nu st\u00e5r ut med en l\u00e5ngsam rulle. F\u00f6r l\u00e5ngsam \u00e4r den. K g\u00e5r och l\u00e4gger sig efter halva. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det mest givande \u00e4r att den tar upp det jag ofta dryftar h\u00e4r. Varf\u00f6r skriva (programmera\/g\u00f6ra musik)? Att g\u00f6ra det d\u00e4r av r\u00e4tt<\/strong> (???) anledning. Allts\u00e5 inte f\u00f6r pengar. Inte f\u00f6r att bli utgiven. Inte f\u00f6r att bli en k\u00e4ndis. Osv. Att skriva (programmera\/g\u00f6ra musik) f\u00f6r att det inte finns n\u00e5got annat val.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jod\u00e5 ni som l\u00e4ser det som skrivs h\u00e4r har v\u00e4l st\u00f6tt p\u00e5 just de d\u00e4r fr\u00e5gest\u00e4llningarna tidigare. N\u00e5got svar p\u00e5 vilken som \u00e4r den r\u00e4tta v\u00e4gen f\u00e5r man kanske inte av att se filmen men man hittar \u00e5tminstone en medf\u00e5nge i ett h\u00f6rn i sin kalla cell. Ibland kan det r\u00e4cka med att inte vara ensam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ny ruta p\u00e5 bilen. En upplevelse i sig. Sen en helg ned fixande av lite annat l\u00f6st p\u00e5 samma bil. Besiktning imorgon. Jag \u00e4r skr\u00e4ckslagen. Japp. Skr\u00e4ckslagen. Som varje besiktning skall till\u00e4ggas. Man \u00e4r s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbaskat beroende av sin bil n\u00e4r man bor s\u00e5h\u00e4r. Speciellt i juletid n\u00e4r det finns s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbannat m\u00e5nga m\u00e5sten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men det g\u00e5r som det g\u00e5r som det alltid har g\u00e5tt. N\u00e5gon r\u00e5d finner man alltid till slut. Fel: N\u00e4stan alltid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men frusen efter utejobb allts\u00e5. Men v\u00e4rms upp av \u00e5rets f\u00f6rsta gl\u00f6ggsippande. Den d\u00e4r \u00e5rsgl\u00f6ggen vi k\u00f6per varje \u00e5r. Smak av apelsin i \u00e5r. Om\u00f6jlig att inte \u00e4lska. L\u00e5t oss dricka oss varma och glada. Ja, det skulle man kunna utropa. Men n\u00e5gra centiliter f\u00e5r r\u00e4cka. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men somnar g\u00f6r jag efter gl\u00f6ggintag. Hinner i alla fall l\u00e4sa n\u00e5gra rader i bok f\u00f6re det. M\u00f6jligen \u00e4r det n\u00e5gra kapitel. Men pension\u00e4rer f\u00e5r somna mitt p\u00e5 dan efter att ha druckit ett glas gl\u00f6gg. Det \u00e4r helt OK. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 OK att det n\u00e4stan \u00e4r lag p\u00e5 det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu sitter jag allts\u00e5 p\u00e5 kontoret igen. T\u00e4nker inte bli allt f\u00f6r l\u00e5ngvarig h\u00e4r idag. Mest g\u00e5 igenom mail och f\u00f6rbereda f\u00f6r imorgon. F\u00f6rhoppningen \u00e4r att d\u00e5, efter Ljusdalstur och besiktning, kunna dyka ner i alltsammans igen. Men mycket av allt den h\u00e4r veckan. \u00c4r en skr\u00e4pvecka innan den ens har b\u00f6rjat. Man f\u00e5r liksom f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka \u00e4nd\u00e5. Aldrig ge sig \u00e4r mantrat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kallt har vi och kallare kommer det att bli. Allt detta har vi f\u00f6r v\u00e5ra synder skulle skriker pr\u00e4sterna i sina talarstolar. Vi andra, syndarna, vet att det \u00e4r \u00f6mson kallt och \u00f6mson varmt. Att det j\u00e4mnar ut sig. Som med pl\u00e5gorna. Det ordnar sig. Ibland? Ja till och med oftast. Ja kanske alltid. Med r\u00e4tt perspektiv. Ja d\u00e5 ordnar set sig alltid. Men h\u00e4r och s\u00e5 och mitt uti det hela s\u00e5 blir man s\u00e5klart inte hj\u00e4lpt av det. D\u00e5 \u00e4r det bara skit. Eller bara bra. Holistiska perspektiv avl\u00e4gsna. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tillsammans. I solidaritet. Kn\u00e4cker vi alla kodl\u00e5s. R\u00e4dda. Osolidariska. D\u00f6r vi framf\u00f6r l\u00e5sta d\u00f6rrar.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag ser en film om J. D. Salinger p\u00e5 Netflix under L\u00f6rdagen. Kan verkligen rekommendera den. Om man nu st\u00e5r ut med en l\u00e5ngsam rulle. F\u00f6r l\u00e5ngsam \u00e4r den. K g\u00e5r och l\u00e4gger sig efter halva. Det mest givande \u00e4r att den tar upp det jag ofta dryftar h\u00e4r. Varf\u00f6r skriva (programmera\/g\u00f6ra musik)? 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