{"id":40396,"date":"2021-11-23T12:11:00","date_gmt":"2021-11-23T11:11:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40396"},"modified":"2021-11-23T12:11:00","modified_gmt":"2021-11-23T11:11:00","slug":"spruta-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40396","title":{"rendered":"Spruta 3"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Spruta tre injicerad. Sen \u00e5rsinfluensa ur en annan spruta. Aldrig tidigare har man v\u00e4l f\u00e5tt s\u00e5 mycket sprutor. Jo kanske, som inlagd p\u00e5 sjukhus. Men som f\u00f6rmodad frisk. Inte. Fast i lumpen var det n\u00e5gon sprut\u00f6vning som alla skr\u00e4mdes f\u00f6r. “J\u00c4TTESTORA sprutor<\/em>” sas det. I sj\u00e4lva verket var det helt vanliga sm\u00e5 skitar som inte ens k\u00e4nns. Ingen aning vad det var man fick d\u00e5. Men mer \u00e4n en var det. Tror jag. Men l\u00e4nge sedan. Preskriberat. Gl\u00f6mt. Avskrivet. Mer skydd \u00e4n s\u00e5h\u00e4r f\u00e5r man inte den h\u00e4r v\u00e4gen. Resten f\u00e5r man sk\u00f6ta sj\u00e4lv med handsprit, vett och en vilja att leva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pension\u00e4rer s\u00e5klart. Pension\u00e4rer s\u00e5 l\u00e5ngt \u00f6gat n\u00e5r. K\u00f6system saknas tydligen i pension\u00e4rernas v\u00e4rld. Man f\u00e5r g\u00e5 in till “de sprutande” p\u00e5 k\u00e4nn. Tror inte jag smet f\u00f6re n\u00e5gon. Men helt s\u00e4ker kan man inte vara. Kanske har man skaffat sig \u00e4nnu en ov\u00e4n f\u00f6r livet h\u00e4r och nu idag. Det visar sig. S\u00e4kert.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6verlever man s\u00e5 \u00e4r det dom h\u00e4r m\u00e4nniskorna som man skall tillbringa sin sista tid med p\u00e5 \u00e5lderdomshemmet. Helt OK m\u00e4nniskor s\u00e5klart. Kan g\u00e5. Sannolikhet n\u00e4ra noll att man n\u00e5r dit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tr\u00f6tt blev jag i alla fall av det hela. Eller jag var tr\u00f6tt innan och blev tr\u00f6ttare nu. Man f\u00e5r h\u00e5lla ut till lunchen. Kaffe efter n\u00e4mligen. Nikotin fungerar som drog f\u00f6r den h\u00e4r gamla kroppen fortfarande ibland. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Soph\u00e4mtningen avklarad den med. Kom ih\u00e5g. Gr\u00f6nt och brunt k\u00e4rl. En stor h\u00e4ndelse. Men fixad nu allts\u00e5. Mitt uppdrag att dra fram k\u00e4rl och dra tillbaks k\u00e4rl \u00e4r v\u00e4l knappast n\u00e5got man f\u00e5r nobelpris f\u00f6r. Men det utf\u00f6rdes. Sen tog jag ocks\u00e5 den d\u00e4r tunnan fr\u00e5n kontoret sent ig\u00e5r innan jag la mig. Med sn\u00f6 och nordanvindar ute s\u00e5 var just det d\u00e4remot en bedrift v\u00e4rd ett pris ur kunglig hand.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu \u00e5terst\u00e5r allts\u00e5 bara arbetande. Ja lunch ocks\u00e5. Lunch f\u00f6rst. Ja man skulle kanske rent utav h\u00e4mta post ocks\u00e5. Men efter det. D\u00e5 kanske man uppn\u00e5r det lugn som kr\u00e4vs f\u00f6r att dyka in i sin alldeles egen v\u00e4rld.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja allts\u00e5, mer \u00e4n s\u00e5h\u00e4r h\u00e4nder det inte under en dag i mitt liv. Tr\u00e4ffa folk och utr\u00e4tta \u00e4renden. S\u00e5 kanske inte underligt att man blir tr\u00f6tt. Ovan som man \u00e4r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pension\u00e4rstillvaro…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ps<\/strong> En talgoxe knackar p\u00e5 f\u00f6nstret. Jag tittar ut och d\u00e4r sitter han och alla hans v\u00e4nner i k\u00f6rsb\u00e4rstr\u00e4det och ser f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntansfulla ut. Men inga fr\u00f6n f\u00f6rr\u00e4n p\u00e5 fredag serru, f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker jag mima. Leverandsproblem. D\u00e5 sv\u00e4r dom \u00e5t mig med sitt fulaste pi p\u00e5 talgoxars vis och drar vidare. Talgoxar av idag \u00e4r inte lika v\u00e4luppfostrade som var n\u00e4r de en g\u00e5ng var dinosaurer. N\u00e4pp. ds<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Spruta tre injicerad. Sen \u00e5rsinfluensa ur en annan spruta. Aldrig tidigare har man v\u00e4l f\u00e5tt s\u00e5 mycket sprutor. Jo kanske, som inlagd p\u00e5 sjukhus. Men som f\u00f6rmodad frisk. Inte. Fast i lumpen var det n\u00e5gon sprut\u00f6vning som alla skr\u00e4mdes f\u00f6r. “J\u00c4TTESTORA sprutor” sas det. I sj\u00e4lva verket var det helt vanliga sm\u00e5 skitar som inte […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-40396","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":41784,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41784","url_meta":{"origin":40396,"position":0},"title":"Rullar","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2022-04-27","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by Shamia Casiano on Pexels.com Ni vet rulla set d\u00e4r klotet upp f\u00f6r backen om och om igen. 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