{"id":40372,"date":"2021-11-22T10:15:25","date_gmt":"2021-11-22T09:15:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40372"},"modified":"2021-11-22T10:15:25","modified_gmt":"2021-11-22T09:15:25","slug":"inte-sa-tungt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40372","title":{"rendered":"Inte s\u00e5 tungt"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Packar paket och lagar knapp p\u00e5 d\u00f6rr p\u00e5 morgonen. Jo fyller Hulk’s mage ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Hur skulle det annars g\u00e5? Allt utf\u00f6rs tillfyllest utom \u00f6ppningsknappen p\u00e5 kontorsd\u00f6rren. Jag vet inte hur m\u00e5nga momentana switchar som slitits ut d\u00e4r vid det h\u00e4r laget. Nu igen allts\u00e5. Det borde inte vara ett problem s\u00e5klart. F\u00f6rst\u00e5r inte. S\u00e5 f\u00f6rbannat ofta g\u00e5r man inte genom den d\u00e4r d\u00f6rren. Det blir till att best\u00e4lla ny. Trycka som om man hanterade en b\u00e4bis tills den \u00e4r levererad. Kanske skall man satsa p\u00e5 en kosolknapp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Natten bjuder p\u00e5 minus \u00e5tta n\u00e4r det \u00e4r som l\u00e4gst. Ingen sn\u00f6. Allt fryser. Mycket av det \u00e4r s\u00e5dant man vill se komma upp i v\u00e5r. Ovanligt h\u00e4r n\u00e4r man befinner sig n\u00e4ra slutet av november och d\u00e5 vi \u00e5tminstone brukar ha en decimeter liggande. Men icke i \u00e5r allts\u00e5. S\u00e4ker kan man dock vara p\u00e5 att sn\u00f6 kommer. Sn\u00f6s\u00e4krare st\u00e4lle \u00e4n Los f\u00e5r man leta efter. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uppdraget annars idag \u00e4r att f\u00e5 iv\u00e4g det d\u00e4r paketet och k\u00f6pa f\u00e5gelfr\u00f6. Sen koda fram\u00e5t tre\/fyra d\u00e5 K skall h\u00e4mtas. S\u00e5 ser pension\u00e4rsliv ut. Inte allt f\u00f6r betungande. Man blir knappast svettig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Den h\u00e4r friheten b\u00f6rjar sakta krypa in i mitt medvetande. I alla fall som sm\u00e5 glimtar. Otroligt egentligen. Jag har k\u00e4mpat s\u00e5 j\u00e4vla mycket f\u00f6r varje hundralapp, nu dimper de ner utan motprestation. Mycket \u00e4r det s\u00e5klart inte. Men s\u00e5 ser det tydligen ut f\u00f6r fler med f\u00f6retag \u00e4n mig. Tv\u00e4rt emot vad politiker tror s\u00e5klart. Men det \u00e4r ju inte ovanligt. Man blir antagligen inte politiker om man har entrepren\u00f6rskap i blodet och hur skall man d\u00e5 f\u00f6rst\u00e5. I mitt fall sker i alla fall detta med \u00f6ppna \u00f6gon och utan f\u00f6rv\u00e5ning. S\u00e5 l\u00e4nge jag \u00e4r frisk k\u00f6r jag p\u00e5. S\u00e5 enkelt \u00e4r det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men jag skall \u00e5ka ner och l\u00e4mna av det d\u00e4r paketet och h\u00e4mta f\u00e5gelfr\u00f6s\u00e4cken. Klara av s\u00e5 att jag i lugn och ro kan \u00e5ka in i min v\u00e4rld efter det. Jag har nu v\u00e4ldigt sv\u00e5rt med det n\u00e4r det finns n\u00e5gon i pipelinen som st\u00f6r. L\u00f6jligt men ett enkelt faktum.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Packar paket och lagar knapp p\u00e5 d\u00f6rr p\u00e5 morgonen. Jo fyller Hulk’s mage ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Hur skulle det annars g\u00e5? Allt utf\u00f6rs tillfyllest utom \u00f6ppningsknappen p\u00e5 kontorsd\u00f6rren. Jag vet inte hur m\u00e5nga momentana switchar som slitits ut d\u00e4r vid det h\u00e4r laget. Nu igen allts\u00e5. Det borde inte vara ett problem s\u00e5klart. F\u00f6rst\u00e5r inte. 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