{"id":40340,"date":"2021-11-17T23:41:05","date_gmt":"2021-11-17T22:41:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40340"},"modified":"2021-11-17T23:41:05","modified_gmt":"2021-11-17T22:41:05","slug":"morker-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40340","title":{"rendered":"M\u00f6rker"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Mot natt. M\u00f6rker. Fullm\u00e5ne f\u00f6rst p\u00e5 fredag. Varulven i oss de galna h\u00e5ller sig lugn tills dess. Sen f\u00e5r ni se upp. Vargar och varulvar vr\u00e5lande, ylande p\u00e5 bergen, ja och intensivt jagande efter blod d\u00e4r i natten ner mot dalg\u00e5ngarna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Utan sn\u00f6 inget bl\u00e5ljus. Men det prognostiseras ocks\u00e5 om sn\u00f6 p\u00e5 fredag s\u00e5 kanske under den natten. Bl\u00e5ljus mellan tr\u00e4den under vintern \u00e4r kanske det mest magiska. Nej jag pratar inte om brandk\u00e5r och polis med sina bl\u00e5 lampor p\u00e5slagna. Det h\u00e4r handlar om m\u00e5nljus \u00f6ver v\u00e4rlden. Bor man i en stad \u00e4r det s\u00e5klart s\u00e5 mycket ljusf\u00f6roreningar att man inte utan stor m\u00f6da kan uppleva det hela. H\u00e4r st\u00e4ller man sig och tittar i n\u00e4rmast f\u00f6nster under en valfri av sm\u00e5timmarna. Magnifikt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bra jobbardag h\u00e4r. Annat kan man inte betygs\u00e4tta den som. Den r\u00e4tta moden, den r\u00e4tta musiken och lugn i v\u00e4rlden runt om “min” kulle \u00e4r v\u00e4gen som fixar det d\u00e4r. Jag \u00e4r en tacksam och enkel vandrare efter den. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

K fyller \u00e5r. Firandet \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 stort eftersom det \u00e4r oj\u00e4mna siffror och hon har \u00e5ldern inne f\u00f6r lugnare f\u00f6delsedagar. Annat blir det n\u00e4sta \u00e5r. FEST!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag tror egentligen p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r med att festa n\u00e4r man kan. Man beh\u00f6ver de d\u00e4r guldlysande tillf\u00e4llena i allt det gr\u00e5. Men sen skyr jag ju allt det d\u00e4r sj\u00e4lv. Tycker det \u00e4r roligare att ge. Om jag kan. Antagligen \u00e4r jag den tr\u00e5kigaste m\u00e4nniskan p\u00e5 jorden. Men det m\u00e5 v\u00e4l vara s\u00e5 d\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00f6rresten gillar jag staden lika mycket som landsbygden. Det \u00e4r upp till den som v\u00e4ljer att bos\u00e4tta sig d\u00e4r han\/hon vill. Jag hatar b\u00e5da grupperna som tjatar om att det ena \u00e4r b\u00e4ttre \u00e4n det andra. Men det \u00e4r det inte s\u00e5klart. Bara olika. F\u00f6rdelar och nackdelar med b\u00e5da. Man v\u00e4ljer sj\u00e4lv sin plats p\u00e5 jorden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c5terst\u00e5r av dagen h\u00e4r g\u00f6r bara att h\u00e4lsa p\u00e5 Hulken och mata honom lite. Sen l\u00e4sa en stund och sova den tr\u00f6tte programmerarens s\u00f6mn. I morse sov jag till halv sex utan att vakna en enda g\u00e5ng under natten. S\u00e5nt h\u00e4nder var tredje \u00e5r h\u00e4r ungef\u00e4r. Vaknade gjorde jag av att jag i dr\u00f6mmen gjorde en uppstigning fr\u00e5n djupt vatten och hade helt slut p\u00e5 luft. N\u00e5gon yta var inte i sikte hur \u00e4n jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6kte simma upp\u00e5t. N\u00e4r det d\u00e4r f\u00f6rsta mycket motvilliga vattenandetaget skulle tas d\u00e5 vaknade jag. Ja och s\u00e5klart tungandat ocks\u00e5 i det verkliga vakna livet. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4l d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n dr\u00f6mmen kom. Men \u00f6verlevde allts\u00e5. \u00c4nnu en dag. Tack, s\u00e5 himla mycket tack f\u00f6r det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Mot natt. M\u00f6rker. Fullm\u00e5ne f\u00f6rst p\u00e5 fredag. Varulven i oss de galna h\u00e5ller sig lugn tills dess. Sen f\u00e5r ni se upp. Vargar och varulvar vr\u00e5lande, ylande p\u00e5 bergen, ja och intensivt jagande efter blod d\u00e4r i natten ner mot dalg\u00e5ngarna. Utan sn\u00f6 inget bl\u00e5ljus. 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