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En gubbe lyckas jag mota bort. Eller snarare l\u00e4gga p\u00e5 hold. En veckas andningspaus. Men en annan gubbe tar glupskt en timme av mitt liv. Det kan inte hj\u00e4lpas. Alla dessa timmer som l\u00e4ggs p\u00e5 att lyssna p\u00e5 gubbars prat. Eftersom man ramlar ur koncentrationen s\u00e5 handlar det s\u00e5klart om m\u00e5nga fler timmar som g\u00e5r upp i r\u00f6k till ingen nytta. Man m\u00e5ste vara r\u00e4dd om de d\u00e4r timmarna man har kvar i livet \u00e4r min \u00e5sikt. Tid som bara g\u00e5r eller snackas bort p\u00e5 ov\u00e4sentligheter kan anv\u00e4ndas b\u00e4ttre. Tycker man. Vill man. Inte gubbarna. Men lite social f\u00e5r (eller m\u00e5ste) man nu \u00e4nd\u00e5 ocks\u00e5 (kanske) vara. Men allts\u00e5 helst inte denna vecka. Egentligen inte n\u00e4sta heller. Eller under resten av detta \u00e5r. Men l\u00e5t g\u00e5 f\u00f6r ett par tre timmar d\u00e5. Utspritt. Eller kom igen n\u00e4sta \u00e5r eller tre fyra \u00e5r efter det. D\u00e5 kanske det finns tid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men hittar koncentrationen idag efter en l\u00e5ngsam start p dagen. I den, koncentrationen, v\u00e4xer jag. I den lever jag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elton \u00e4r hemma i London igen. F\u00f6rkyld s\u00e4ger han. Ja det kan han ha. Det var safari han var p\u00e5. Men tydligen blev han mer upphetsad av n\u00e5gon svart muskul\u00f6s manlig guide \u00e4n \u00f6ver alla djuren. Kunde inte sluta prata om de d\u00e4r spelande musklerna. Tr\u00f6ttande. S\u00e5 jag la p\u00e5. En fet gubbe han med. Vi f\u00e5r prata till jul n\u00e4r han f\u00e5tt ur\/av sig den v\u00e4rsta av den d\u00e4r kl\u00e5dan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Imorgon planerar jag f\u00f6r en pension\u00e4rsspruta. Om det nu finns plast f\u00f6r en nybliven pension\u00e4r bland alla rullatorer och rullstolar. Gratis \u00e4r gott t\u00e4nker jag. Den d\u00e4r texten om att “vi \u00e4ldre \u00e4r sk\u00f6ra i hj\u00e4rta och lungor<\/em>“, ja den klarar jag inte riktigt av att ta till mig. \u00c4nnu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00f6r en g\u00e5ngs skull duger platsen d\u00e4r jag befinner mig p\u00e5. Betyder allts\u00e5 att jag \u00e4r n\u00f6jd med mig sj\u00e4lv ocks\u00e5… kanske… Mycket av det d\u00e4r gn\u00e4llet om att l\u00e4ngta bort handlar egentligen om att l\u00e4ngta bort fr\u00e5n sig sj\u00e4lv. Men allts\u00e5 inte just nu. Just nu vill jag bara vara h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen i det h\u00e4r huset. Helt n\u00f6jd med det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det kan vara annat ljud i sk\u00e4llan n\u00e4sta vecka.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag \u00e4r en ombytlig fan p\u00e5 det viset.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Parsningen g\u00e5r hur som helst fram\u00e5t. Men det \u00e4r mycket som skall skrivas om h\u00e4r s\u00e5 det kr\u00e4vs m\u00e5nga timmar till. Fixar dessutom s\u00e5 att filerna kan vara b\u00e5de i XML och JSON format vilket \u00f6kar p\u00e5 ryggs\u00e4cken. Men n\u00e4r det d\u00e4r \u00e4r fixat s\u00e5 \u00e4r alla de v\u00e4rsta bitarna av den gamla koden fullt portad. Det har tagit n\u00e5gra \u00e5r att skriva om allt. \u00c5r allts\u00e5 d\u00e5 man f\u00e5tt stampa p\u00e5 samma plats ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r att g\u00e5 fram\u00e5t. Det kr\u00e4vs lite j\u00e4vlar anamma f\u00f6r att klara av det ocks\u00e5. Tro mig. Speciellt som om jag trollat port 98% av anv\u00e4ndarna under tiden. Men b\u00e4ttre har allt blivit. MYCKET<\/strong> b\u00e4ttre. Man kan i alla fall g\u00e5 i graven med den insikten. Inte f\u00f6r att n\u00e5gon kommer att tycka det s\u00e5klart. Det har \u00e4nnu inte existerat en programmerare som tycker att en annan programmerares kod \u00e4r bra. K\u00f6rbar m\u00f6jligen. Men bra, nope<\/em><\/strong>, det \u00e4r bara den egna koden. Ett underligt sl\u00e4kte. Jo, man \u00e4r ju en sj\u00e4lv. Fast en \u00f6dmjukare variant i det avseendet. Jag ser mer p\u00e5 kod som handskrift. Folk skriver olika. F\u00f6r det mesta fungera de olika formerna alldeles utm\u00e4rkt f\u00f6r mig, i alla fall om de ger en stabil och korrekt funktion. Snobbar kan syssla med kodregler och format. Ofta kan de n\u00e4mligen inte koda. N\u00e5got m\u00e5ste man ju g\u00f6ra ist\u00e4llet tycks de t\u00e4nka och hittar p\u00e5 lagar och regler och binder upp och in de fria.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Som pension\u00e4r kan man s\u00e4ga “Fuck off<\/em>” till s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r. Hur sk\u00f6nt \u00e4r inte det?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast skall man koda s\u00e5 m\u00e5ste man koda inte skriva en massa skit h\u00e4r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lets go<\/strong>, allts\u00e5, utropar han hurtigt och g\u00e5r och l\u00e4gger sig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e5ja…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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En gubbe lyckas jag mota bort. Eller snarare l\u00e4gga p\u00e5 hold. En veckas andningspaus. Men en annan gubbe tar glupskt en timme av mitt liv. Det kan inte hj\u00e4lpas. Alla dessa timmer som l\u00e4ggs p\u00e5 att lyssna p\u00e5 gubbars prat. Eftersom man ramlar ur koncentrationen s\u00e5 handlar det s\u00e5klart om m\u00e5nga fler timmar som g\u00e5r […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-40299","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":16778,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=16778","url_meta":{"origin":40299,"position":0},"title":"Th\u00e5str\u00f6m \u00e4r kanske gud","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-03-02","format":false,"excerpt":"Dokumentation idag. 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