{"id":40207,"date":"2021-11-04T21:29:42","date_gmt":"2021-11-04T20:29:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40207"},"modified":"2021-11-04T21:29:42","modified_gmt":"2021-11-04T20:29:42","slug":"dag-tva-i-de-knovnas-forlovade-land","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40207","title":{"rendered":"Dag tv\u00e5 i de “kn\u00f6vnas” f\u00f6rlovade land."},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Foto: Karin Hedman<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

Jod\u00e5. lever. Fast det \u00e4r dag tv\u00e5 av pension\u00e4rstillvaron. Idag beh\u00f6vs inte ens n\u00e5gon st\u00f6dvila fast jag fortfarande k\u00e4nner mig r\u00e4tt “kn\u00f6ven<\/em>“. Det d\u00e4r, att inte l\u00e4gga sig p\u00e5 soffan och vila bort en timme eller tv\u00e5, kan bara tillskrivas j\u00e4vlar-anamma. F\u00f6r allt inom mig skriker “vila<\/em> f\u00f6rfan<\/em>“. Men tycker man att man har att g\u00f6ra s\u00e5 tycker man att man har att g\u00f6ra. F\u00f6rkortar s\u00e4kert livet med veckor p\u00e5 dylika dumheter. Men det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast n\u00e4ra flow idag. S\u00e5 lite njutning finns det \u00e4nd\u00e5 i tillvaron. Var det inte f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r krassliga s\u00e5 hade allts\u00e5 allt varit gott. Men n\u00e4ra \u00e4r oftast bra nog. Man f\u00e5r n\u00f6ja sig med det. Oftast eller j\u00e4mt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ljusdals Energi vill ha pengar. Vattenm\u00e4tare skall bytas. Inget att s\u00e4ga om det. Men tamefan att dom s\u00e4tter dit en ny m\u00e4tare utan att man ocks\u00e5 monterar en dyr konsol. Hade t\u00e4nkt bygga en egen. Men grejer har g\u00e5tt s\u00f6nder h\u00e4r s\u00e5 jag kan inte fixa det nu. F\u00e5r best\u00e4lla en dyr. F\u00f6rhoppningsvis kan jag i all fall montera den sj\u00e4lv. M\u00e5ste utreda det d\u00e4r med plomberingar och annat f\u00f6rst. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men femhundringar hit och femhundringar dit och femhundringar upp och femhundringar ner. Det verkar j\u00e4vligt enkelt f\u00f6r andra att tj\u00e4na en femhundring. Men ingenting jag g\u00f6r verkar vara v\u00e4rd en. Det finns en obalans d\u00e4r. Definitivt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Or\u00e4ttvist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men tillg\u00e5ng och efterfr\u00e5gan. Slutsats: Jag har aldrig varit efterfr\u00e5gad. Ja j\u00e4vlar. Sorgligt skulle det kunna vara om jag sj\u00e4lv inte r\u00e5dde f\u00f6r det. Eller antagligen r\u00e5r f\u00f6r det. Men ger man bort saker s\u00e5… ja ni fattar. Open source \u00e4r b\u00e4st f\u00f6r mottagaren. Kanske.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men ljus och katt h\u00e4r. Petite. Numera storkatt. V\u00e4ger s\u00e4kert tio kilo. J\u00e4tte. S\u00e5 stor var hon inte n\u00e4r hon fick sitt namn. Inte heller \u00e4r hon n\u00f6jd med den lille nye katten som hon jagar runt i huset. Katter kan vara elaka. Grymma. Sadistiska. Ibland undrar man varf\u00f6r man gillar dom?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ljuset som brinner h\u00e4r bredvid mig det lugnar hur som helst. Jod\u00e5 katten med. \u00c5tminstone h\u00e4r ner p\u00e5 kontoret. Det \u00e4r gott p\u00e5 alla vis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00e5rtan k\u00f6pt f\u00f6r att fira att det \u00e4r \u00f6ver visade sig vara r\u00e4tt k\u00e4mpig att \u00e4ta upp. De andra tv\u00e5 i familjen \u00e4ter s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbannat lite. Allts\u00e5 m\u00e5ste jag offra mig. Ja och hur mycket t\u00e5rta som helst g\u00e5r det inte att \u00e4ta. N\u00e4\u00e4\u00e4\u00e4…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Veckan verkar bli en till vecka som bara f\u00f6rsvinner under en som mark som man tappat balansen p\u00e5. Ja, is, kanske. Shooooop<\/strong> s\u00e4ger det och s\u00e5 \u00e4r man d\u00e4r p\u00e5 fredagen. Trodde man skulle hinna med lite. Men det g\u00f6r man aldrig. Inte numera. Trotts sextontimmarsdagar. Irriterande. Men att f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka kanske r\u00e4knas. Fast troligen inte. Framg\u00e5ng och pengar utdelas vid f\u00f6dseln. Unders\u00f6ker man de d\u00e4r “tomma h\u00e4nderna<\/em>” \u00e4r de s\u00e4llan s\u00e4rskilt tomma. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker<\/span> med lite Best Of Bruce Springsteen och jobbar vidare<\/a>. Obs att det inte finns n\u00e5got “l\u00e5tsas<\/em>” alls i det numera. Det du<\/kbd>!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jod\u00e5. lever. Fast det \u00e4r dag tv\u00e5 av pension\u00e4rstillvaron. Idag beh\u00f6vs inte ens n\u00e5gon st\u00f6dvila fast jag fortfarande k\u00e4nner mig r\u00e4tt “kn\u00f6ven“. Det d\u00e4r, att inte l\u00e4gga sig p\u00e5 soffan och vila bort en timme eller tv\u00e5, kan bara tillskrivas j\u00e4vlar-anamma. F\u00f6r allt inom mig skriker “vila f\u00f6rfan“. 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