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Den stora snurren sl\u00e5r till ig\u00e5r p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen. Jag blir tvungen att l\u00e4gga mig tidigt. “Kn\u00f6ven<\/em>” idag ocks\u00e5. Sitter h\u00e4r och k\u00e4mpar. Men s\u00e5 sl\u00e5r mig en tanke. \u00c4r man pension\u00e4r s\u00e5 kan man g\u00e5 upp och l\u00e4gga sig p\u00e5 soffan och dra t\u00e4cket \u00f6ver sig en helt vanlig onsdag f\u00f6rmiddag som denna. Finns ingen man beh\u00f6ver ha d\u00e5ligt samvete inf\u00f6r ett s\u00e5dant beslut. S\u00e5 det g\u00f6r jag. L\u00e4tt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vaknar efter en timme. Eller \u00e4r det tv\u00e5? Troligen… Piggare? \u00c5terst\u00e5r och se. Sl\u00e4nger hur som helst i mig n\u00e5gra mackor och nu sitter jag h\u00e4r nere igen. F\u00e5r v\u00e4l \u00e5terupprepa proceduren om “kn\u00f6vigheten<\/em>” kvarst\u00e5r. Men f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker igen allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ol\u00e4mpligt. Ja det tycker man. Vill vara pigg och sugen nu. V\u00e4dret \u00e4r perfekt. Moden \u00e4r perfekt. Men allts\u00e5 lite d\u00e5lig d\u00e5. Det kan inte hj\u00e4lpas. Att vara pension\u00e4r \u00e4r tydligen inte det enklaste som finns \u00e4nd\u00e5 som man kan tro.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Den stora snurren sl\u00e5r till ig\u00e5r p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen. Jag blir tvungen att l\u00e4gga mig tidigt. “Kn\u00f6ven” idag ocks\u00e5. Sitter h\u00e4r och k\u00e4mpar. Men s\u00e5 sl\u00e5r mig en tanke. \u00c4r man pension\u00e4r s\u00e5 kan man g\u00e5 upp och l\u00e4gga sig p\u00e5 soffan och dra t\u00e4cket \u00f6ver sig en helt vanlig onsdag f\u00f6rmiddag som denna. 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