{"id":40196,"date":"2021-11-03T08:20:45","date_gmt":"2021-11-03T07:20:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40196"},"modified":"2021-11-03T15:53:56","modified_gmt":"2021-11-03T14:53:56","slug":"pa-andra-sidan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40196","title":{"rendered":"P\u00e5 andra sidan"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Jag vill meddela att livet h\u00e4r p\u00e5 andra sidan, om pensionstrecket, inte k\u00e4nns annorlunda \u00e4n f\u00f6re innan repet drogs. Kontoret som f\u00f6rr var l\u00e5tsaskontor \u00e4r iof nu ett helt vanligt kontor. L\u00e5tsasarbetet ett helt vanligt arbete. Men f\u00f6r \u00f6vrigt. Allt \u00e4r sig likt. Det finns allts\u00e5 hopp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yngste sonen f\u00f6r\u00e4rar mig med en present p\u00e5 f\u00f6delsedagsmorgonen. Mycket ov\u00e4ntat och det hugger till i hj\u00e4rtat. En p\u00e5se Werther’s Original och gammal gubbe \u00e4r s\u00e5klart en prefekt match. In \u00e5ker en karamell i d\u00e4rf\u00f6r avsedd mun redan d\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast morgonens uppdraget \u00e4r att h\u00e4mta t\u00e5rta i F\u00e4rila. S\u00e5 g\u00f6rs. Bullp\u00e5sen jag inhandlar f\u00f6r eget inmundigande sk\u00e4nker jag till den hungrige mannen som st\u00e5r utanf\u00f6r aff\u00e4ren och ser just hungrig ut. Jag saknar den inte. Han beh\u00f6ver den mer och ser n\u00f6jd ut. Karma finns inte men r\u00e4tt \u00e4nd\u00e5. K\u00e4nner mig inte som en b\u00e4ttre m\u00e4nniska. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Inte mycket t\u00e5rta g\u00e5r ner i magar n\u00e4r K kommer hem. Men en bit var blir det i alla fall. St\u00f6rre delen av den finns ju kvar idag. G\u00e5r att frysa om man inte lyckas angripa den nu. Men man f\u00e5r k\u00e4mpa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En gammal granne, professorn, n\u00e5gra kinser, gammelsonen, revisorn, ja och brorsan (!!!), h\u00f6r av sig under dagen. Som om det var en alldeles speciell dag ig\u00e5r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En Alvedon och en kopp te och ett t\u00e4nt ljus skall f\u00f6rhoppningsvis f\u00e5 fart p\u00e5 mig h\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen. Livet \u00e5terstartar h\u00e4r. Reset<\/em>…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Jag vill meddela att livet h\u00e4r p\u00e5 andra sidan, om pensionstrecket, inte k\u00e4nns annorlunda \u00e4n f\u00f6re innan repet drogs. Kontoret som f\u00f6rr var l\u00e5tsaskontor \u00e4r iof nu ett helt vanligt kontor. L\u00e5tsasarbetet ett helt vanligt arbete. Men f\u00f6r \u00f6vrigt. Allt \u00e4r sig likt. Det finns allts\u00e5 hopp. Yngste sonen f\u00f6r\u00e4rar mig med en present p\u00e5 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-40196","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":17712,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=17712","url_meta":{"origin":40196,"position":0},"title":"Fr\u00e5n andra sidan","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-04-28","format":false,"excerpt":"S\u00e5 har man vunnit igen d\u00e5. 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