{"id":40149,"date":"2021-10-31T22:45:02","date_gmt":"2021-10-31T21:45:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40149"},"modified":"2021-10-31T22:48:32","modified_gmt":"2021-10-31T21:48:32","slug":"oklart","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40149","title":{"rendered":"Oklart"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"773\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/IMG_20210901_081749-02-1.jpeg?resize=580%2C773&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-40153\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/IMG_20210901_081749-02-1-scaled.jpeg?resize=768%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/IMG_20210901_081749-02-1-scaled.jpeg?resize=225%2C300&amp;ssl=1 225w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/IMG_20210901_081749-02-1-scaled.jpeg?resize=1152%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 1152w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/IMG_20210901_081749-02-1-scaled.jpeg?resize=1536%2C2048&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/IMG_20210901_081749-02-1-scaled.jpeg?resize=1200%2C1600&amp;ssl=1 1200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/IMG_20210901_081749-02-1-scaled.jpeg?resize=1980%2C2640&amp;ssl=1 1980w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/IMG_20210901_081749-02-1-scaled.jpeg?w=1920&amp;ssl=1 1920w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/IMG_20210901_081749-02-1-scaled.jpeg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">\nVem vet egentligen vart stigens slingrande v\u00e4g oss f\u00f6r?\nMan liksom bara g\u00e5r och g\u00e5r och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker uppskatta\nplatsen d\u00e4r man nu f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet just f\u00e4rden f\u00f6r.\n\u00c4r det bakom n\u00e4sta kr\u00f6k som lyckans gl\u00e4dje finns?\nEller kanske h\u00e4r, d\u00e4r jag nu st\u00e5r och i detta enkla d\u00e4r jag bara finns.\nF\u00f6rn\u00f6jsamhet eller hopp om b\u00e4ttre dagar\nplatser dit man l\u00e4ngtat sen och d\u00e5\nfast nu \u00e4r h\u00e4r och b\u00e4st i allt.\nJag tror jag m\u00e5ste vandra stigen fram\u00e5t, bort\u00e5t, ned\u00e5t\nfram\u00e5t sen som jag en dag jag av moder f\u00f6ddes\nf\u00f6r meningen med f\u00e4rden den var aldrig riktigt min att finna.\njag kom till jorden bara f\u00f6r att en dag helt f\u00f6rsvinna.<\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Vem vet egentligen vart stigens slingrande v\u00e4g oss f\u00f6r? Man liksom bara g\u00e5r och g\u00e5r och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker uppskatta platsen d\u00e4r man nu f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet just f\u00e4rden f\u00f6r. \u00c4r det bakom n\u00e4sta kr\u00f6k som lyckans gl\u00e4dje finns? Eller kanske h\u00e4r, d\u00e4r jag nu st\u00e5r och i detta enkla d\u00e4r jag bara finns. 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