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Han skog och fors ringer. Gubbe. S\u00e5klart. Annars hade han skrivit ett email. Men oldie d\u00e5. Vi pratar en stund. V\u00e4rlden blir inte b\u00e4ttre f\u00f6r den skull. Fast social tr\u00e4ning kan man v\u00e4l kalla det f\u00f6r min del. Han k\u00f6r buss. Beh\u00f6ver inte s\u00e5dant. Pratar sig tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 arbetstid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag flyttar in i mitt h\u00f6rn. Det blir utm\u00e4rkt. Tror jag. Sen fastnar pelletstransporten. Bl\u00f6tpellets som jag borde ha kastat men h\u00e4llde i f\u00f6r att jag \u00e4r s\u00e5 j\u00e4vla sn\u00e5l. Det blir till att t\u00f6mma allt. Lill-katten hj\u00e4lper till. Alltid med. Aldrig r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r n\u00e5got. Besv\u00e4rlig n\u00e4stan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men varmt ute. Ett stillest\u00e5nd \u00e4r ingen fara. Annat \u00e4r det vid minus 20. D\u00e5 kryper kylan in som tyska tanks mot en Polsk gr\u00e4ns och man jobbar h\u00e5rt f\u00f6r att mota bort. Ofta i kalsonger och mitt i natten. Hittills har det alltid lyckats h\u00e4r. Gick s\u00e4mre f\u00f6r Polen.Kalsongerna kanske. Men s\u00e5 fick de ingen hj\u00e4lp heller. Det brukar iof aldrig jag f\u00e5 heller. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Han som k\u00f6r buss. Han \u00e4r rockstj\u00e4rna ocks\u00e5. En m\u00e5nad kvar till pension. Eller i alla fall semester f\u00f6re uttag av pension. Sl\u00e5r vad om att han sitter i en buss bakom ratten igen innan p\u00e5sk. Det \u00e4r antingen det eller en turne. Den d\u00e4r sista. Hej d\u00e5 som man kan g\u00f6ra om efter ett \u00e5r. Den sista sista. Osv. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sj\u00e4lv t\u00e4nker jag inte ge mig ut p\u00e5 turne. Jag har varit med om tillr\u00e4ckligt m\u00e5nga tomma scenframtr\u00e4danden redan. H\u00f6r mig s\u00e4ga som f\u00f6rvar f\u00f6r mina d\u00e5liga lyssningar till Bussf\u00f6raren att “det roliga \u00e4r ju \u00e4nd\u00e5 att g\u00f6ra musiken<\/em>“. Kommer p\u00e5 mig sj\u00e4lv med att det l\u00e5ter lite “surt sa r\u00e4ven<\/em>” \u00f6ver det. Fast det roliga \u00e4r ju “att g\u00f6ra musiken<\/em>“. Fast nog svider tolv lyssnare lite ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Men ibland svider det p\u00e5 ett ganska bra s\u00e4tt. Och ofta f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar man bara det man f\u00e5r. Gott s\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Roligt att bredband s\u00e4tts h\u00f6gt p\u00e5 listan som en anledning till att man kan och vill flytta ut “p\u00e5 landet”. Mig veterligt \u00e4r Los den enda plats p\u00e5 jorden som haft en grupp som medvetet motarbetat bredband. Ibland blir man skr\u00e4md. D\u00e4r darrade jag. Men tack och lov fanns det tillr\u00e4ckligt m\u00e5nga kloka m\u00e4nniskor ocks\u00e5 h\u00e4r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu skall jag h\u00e4mta K. Men inte t\u00e4nker jag g\u00e5 p\u00e5 t\u00e5. Klockan \u00e4r ju inte tv\u00e5. Ja men d\u00e5 s\u00e4ger vi s\u00e5.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Han skog och fors ringer. Gubbe. S\u00e5klart. Annars hade han skrivit ett email. Men oldie d\u00e5. Vi pratar en stund. V\u00e4rlden blir inte b\u00e4ttre f\u00f6r den skull. Fast social tr\u00e4ning kan man v\u00e4l kalla det f\u00f6r min del. Han k\u00f6r buss. Beh\u00f6ver inte s\u00e5dant. Pratar sig tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 arbetstid. Jag flyttar in i mitt h\u00f6rn. 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