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Inte om jag vet om det d\u00e4r snickrandet och byggandet i somras var v\u00e4rt det f\u00f6r 0,2 grader. Men trivdes ju med det d\u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 och tomaterna verkar ocks\u00e5 trivas. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Med det f\u00e5r man sig n\u00f6ja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Annars \u00e4r det konstigt med gubbar. \u00c5tminstone alla utom jordgubbar. Dom ringer. Missar Ljungstr\u00f6m idag. Men han f\u00e5r v\u00e4l ringa igen om det \u00e4r viktigt. Eller l\u00e4ra sig att skicka mail. Men gubbar \u00f6ver fyrtio verkar inte kunna med det d\u00e4r. Gamla hundar och s\u00e5 vidare. Det hj\u00e4lper inte heller att p\u00e5tala att jag hatar telefoner efter \u00e5ren i DOSiLOS med st\u00e4ndigt ringande telefoner och telefonk\u00f6er som pressade p\u00e5. Nope. Gubbar inger \u00e4nd\u00e5. Helst ocks\u00e5 n\u00e4r folk som jag l\u00e5tsasjobbar som b\u00e4st. Men en n\u00e4rmar sig PRO kurserna och kan ev. gratis f\u00e5 l\u00e4ra sig att anv\u00e4nda mailfunktioner p\u00e5 dator och telefon. Skulle n\u00e4stan kunna sponsra d\u00e4r. De andra har n\u00e5gra \u00e5r kvar dit. D\u00e4r finns mindre hopp om b\u00e4ttring. Hj\u00e4lp…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast om jag nu skall prata med en annan m\u00e4nniska ibland s\u00e5 f\u00e5r jag v\u00e4l vara glad att dom ringer antar jag. Annars blir det noll av den beh\u00f6vliga varan. Jag blir \u00e4nnu mer av en s\u00e4rling. Hemskt. Mycket ond spiral det d\u00e4r. Man kan bli en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r som b\u00f6rjar spr\u00e4nga hus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Andra skjuter \u00e4lg i dessa tider. Beh\u00f6ver inte ens vara gubbe f\u00f6r det. Unga och kvinnor vallf\u00e4rdar till den gruppen. “Naturv\u00e5rdare<\/em>“. Joho-ja. Urm\u00e4nniskor. Fast tjejer som blir slaktare skall man se upp till l\u00e4ser jag i “tidningen<\/strong><\/em>” idag. Tycker det \u00e4r ett f\u00f6rfall f\u00f6r egen del. Men jag \u00e4r ju f\u00f6rfallen hela jag s\u00e5 bry dig nu inte om det. Inte ett dugg beh\u00f6ver du bry dig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast allt det d\u00e4r \u00e4r s\u00e5dant jag inte kan g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got \u00e5t. Allts\u00e5 l\u00e4gger jag v\u00e4ldigt lite m\u00f6da \u00e5t att hantera det. V\u00e4derkvarnar f\u00e5r andra sl\u00e5ss mot. Mina fajter \u00e4r iof ocks\u00e5 helt s\u00e4kert p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsas. Ja och de \u00e4r m\u00e5nga. Men allt igenom mina. Jag tror p\u00e5 dom som en fyra\u00e5ring tror p\u00e5 tomten. S\u00e4ger en del om mig. Men v\u00e4derkvarnar \u00e4r det inte. Nope! Helt s\u00e4kert.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det enda som fattas mig just nu \u00e4r annars godis. En stor p\u00e5se helst. S\u00e5 att man kan moffa i sig fram till spysjuk-gr\u00e4nsen. Men ha ringen. Man \u00f6verlever nog \u00e4nd\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kanske.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men tv\u00e5 timmarna kvar av l\u00e5tsasarbetsdagen. Dom timmarna b\u00f6r man ta vara p\u00e5 om man nu skall hinna ge bort lite mer (dyrbar) tid av sitt liv. Allt \u00e5terst\u00e5ende av den varan skall bort n\u00e4mligen innan man d\u00f6r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Suck…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Inte om jag vet om det d\u00e4r snickrandet och byggandet i somras var v\u00e4rt det f\u00f6r 0,2 grader. Men trivdes ju med det d\u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 och tomaterna verkar ocks\u00e5 trivas. Med det f\u00e5r man sig n\u00f6ja. Liksom Annars \u00e4r det konstigt med gubbar. \u00c5tminstone alla utom jordgubbar. Dom ringer. Missar Ljungstr\u00f6m idag. 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