{"id":39807,"date":"2021-09-07T20:10:13","date_gmt":"2021-09-07T19:10:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=39807"},"modified":"2021-09-07T20:10:13","modified_gmt":"2021-09-07T19:10:13","slug":"sno-9","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=39807","title":{"rendered":"Sn\u00f6"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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F\u00f6rsta sn\u00f6v\u00e4dret.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nope inte \u00e4nnu. Men snart. Traditionen s\u00e4ger att det d\u00e4r kommer omkring den 15\/10. Det brukar st\u00e4mma. Trots uppv\u00e4rmningen av jordklotet. Jag l\u00e4ngtar inte. Fryser redan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast vinter levererar n\u00e4stan alltid mer jobbarv\u00e4der, ja till och med mer l\u00e5tsasjobbarv\u00e4der. Tur att det \u00e4r b\u00e5da, eftersom att “l\u00e5tsas” \u00e4r p\u00e5 avtagande h\u00e4r. Femtiofem dagar kvar. Ingenting s\u00e5klart. Sen en utandning och “l\u00e5tsas” \u00e4r f\u00f6r evigt borta. Men allt \u00e4r f\u00f6rhoppningsvis som vanligt \u00e4nd\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men jag knappar p\u00e5 som jag alltid knappat p\u00e5. Ser inget slut p\u00e5 det \u00e4nnu. \u00c4ven om den dagen antagligen kommer. Systemen i kroppen faller samman bit f\u00f6r bit. Sorgligt men sant. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen \u00e4r det ju s\u00e5 med framtid. Man kan aldrig vara s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 att man medverkar i den rollupps\u00e4ttningen. Lika bra att leva nu m\u00e5ste slutsatsen av det s\u00e5klart bli. Sen kan man s\u00e5klart diskutera om “knappande” \u00e4r ett fullgott liv. Men jag st\u00e4ller mig fr\u00e5gan varje dag. “\u00c4r det det h\u00e4r jag vill g\u00f6ra<\/em>?”. Svaret \u00e4r oftast “JA<\/em><\/strong>” utan att funderande och t\u00e4nk \u00f6ver den saken beh\u00f6vs och jag litar p\u00e5 mitt flin och en gok\u00e4nsla i magen n\u00e4r jag tr\u00e4der in i lokalerna. Men visst. Tveksamheter kommer \u00f6ver en ibland. Men de toppar s\u00e4llan listan s\u00e4rskilt l\u00e4nge. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men framf\u00f6rallt handlar alltsamman om att jag slutat att fr\u00e5ga mig “varf\u00f6r?”. Det r\u00e4cker liksom med det h\u00e4r jag har. Jag beh\u00f6ver inte mer. Sen m\u00e5 jag inte vara den d\u00e4r popul\u00e4ra bloggaren som alla l\u00e4ser inl\u00e4ggen av, eller han som levererar de hotta musikhitsen, eller ens den som kammar hem miljoner p\u00e5 sitt knappande. Det \u00e4r OK \u00e4nd\u00e5. Visst kan framg\u00e5ngsdr\u00f6mmar vara positiva. Men som drivkraft \u00e4r den oerh\u00f6rt \u00f6verskattade. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c4nd\u00e5 kommer alla bed\u00f6ma en fr\u00e5n de d\u00e4r framg\u00e5ngsindikatorerna. Har man inte dom upph\u00e4ngda p\u00e5 v\u00e4ggen s\u00e5 \u00e4r man allts\u00e5 misslyckad. De flesta m\u00e5ste in i den d\u00e4r “framg\u00e5ngen<\/em>” f\u00f6rst f\u00f6r att f\u00f6rst\u00e5 att den inte \u00e4r v\u00e4rd ett skit om man inte \u00e4r n\u00f6jd i grunden med sig sj\u00e4lv och sin g\u00e4rning. Det \u00e4r faktiskt s\u00e5 att en stor del av de framg\u00e5ngsrika anv\u00e4nder \u00e5r och stora m\u00e4ngder slantar f\u00f6r att komma fram till att “det var b\u00e4ttre f\u00f6rr”. Innan framg\u00e5ngen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men de flesta tror s\u00e5klart inte p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r. Spelet \u00e4r att jaga det som inte g\u00e5 att n\u00e5. Livet === jagandet. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sorgligt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast kanske \u00e4r de d\u00e4r slutsatserna en d\u00e5res f\u00f6rsvarstal bara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

OK f\u00f6r mig. Jag st\u00e4ller g\u00e4rna upp som definition p\u00e5 “d\u00e5ren” om de som ses upp till idag nu \u00e4r de de \u00e4r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men knappa p\u00e5 g\u00f6r jag och knappa p\u00e5 kan jag. Visserligen drabbas man v\u00e4l av mycket skit i det ocks\u00e5. Men generellt g\u00e4ller att ju s\u00e4mre n\u00e5gon \u00e4r p\u00e5 n\u00e5got desto mer skit kastar man omkring sig. Programmerare \u00e4r inget undantag. De d\u00e4r som gn\u00e4ller \u00f6ver andras kod \u00e4r ofta de st\u00f6rsta soporna sj\u00e4lva. Vi med x * 10K h i bagaget kan s\u00e5klart flina \u00e5t det d\u00e4r. Alla med erfarenhet vet att med kunskap kommer ocks\u00e5 \u00f6dmjukheten. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Undantaget som bekr\u00e4ftar regeln \u00e4r kanske Linus T. m\u00f6jligen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eller kanske \u00e4r det tv\u00e4rtom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e5gon misslyckad programmerare kan forska i \u00e4mnet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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F\u00f6rsta sn\u00f6v\u00e4dret. Nope inte \u00e4nnu. Men snart. Traditionen s\u00e4ger att det d\u00e4r kommer omkring den 15\/10. Det brukar st\u00e4mma. Trots uppv\u00e4rmningen av jordklotet. Jag l\u00e4ngtar inte. Fryser redan. Fast vinter levererar n\u00e4stan alltid mer jobbarv\u00e4der, ja till och med mer l\u00e5tsasjobbarv\u00e4der. Tur att det \u00e4r b\u00e5da, eftersom att “l\u00e5tsas” \u00e4r p\u00e5 avtagande h\u00e4r. 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