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En kaffe \u00e4r enda l\u00f6sningen den h\u00e4r morgonen. Jag nyttjar normalt en kopp te just h\u00e4r p\u00e5 tidsaxeln. Allt f\u00f6r den f\u00f6rdr\u00f6jda njutningen i ett ta dagens f\u00f6rsta kopp kaffe till lunch, precis efter en tallrik \u00e4tbart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lite stressad. Hur man nu kan vara det i min l\u00e5tsasv\u00e4rld. Men vill mer \u00e4n det finns timmar. Jag f\u00f6ddes nog s\u00e5dan. Som en som vill mer \u00e4n det faktiskt finns timmar. Jag har aldrig hunnit ikapp och kommer aldrig att g\u00f6ra det. En god insikt. \u00c5tminstone det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men kaffe allts\u00e5. H\u00e4nder inget annat efter en kaffekopp s\u00e5 kan man \u00e5tminstone n\u00e4rma sig det maniska. Men en kopp \u00e4r kanske f\u00f6r lite f\u00f6r det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Blir inbjuden till \u00e5tertr\u00e4ff ig\u00e5r. JB i G\u00e4vle. Det d\u00e4r konkursade imperiet (2013) ni vet. John Bauer Gymnasiet. Fick liksom skulden f\u00f6r det privata roffandet inom skolv\u00e4rlden. I G\u00e4vle fanns inte det d\u00e4r. Bara en underbar gymnasieskola med underbara m\u00e4nniskor. Sannolikt de b\u00e4sta jag m\u00f6tt i mitt liv. Nu vill l\u00e4rark\u00e5r, st\u00e4dpersonal, administration allts\u00e5 ses igen. Tror det var tio \u00e5r sedan jag slutade. N\u00e4stan. Men man minns varenda en. Det fanns n\u00e5got speciellt d\u00e4r. Eleverna k\u00e4nde det ocks\u00e5. Det vet jag. Jag har tr\u00e4ffat n\u00e5gra och de kramas och s\u00e4ger \u00c5hhhhhh<\/em>….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast \u00e5tertr\u00e4ffar…. Jag \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 mycket f\u00f6r dom. De jag varit p\u00e5 har mest inneburit besvikelser. Minnena \u00e4r b\u00e4ttre \u00e4n verkligheten. S\u00e5 jag avst\u00e5r nog. Minns de d\u00e4r fantastiska g\u00e4nget inne i huvudet ist\u00e4llet. Bevarar var och en d\u00e4r som ett guld\u00e4gg som inte beh\u00f6ver putsas eftersom det redan \u00e4r s\u00e5 gl\u00e4nsande och vackert som det kan bli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Givetvis m\u00e5ste man passa p\u00e5 att s\u00e4tta rubriken “konkurs<\/em>” n\u00e4r m\u00f6jligheten nu gavs. Brukar kunna \u00e5stadkomma bloggvisningar och plusstatistik. Det finns ingenting som m\u00f6jligheten till j\u00e4velskap f\u00f6r n\u00e5gon annan som lockar m\u00e4nniskorna. Det kan f\u00e5 en att misstr\u00f6sta. Att i alla fall n\u00f6ja sig med att betrakta dem bara p\u00e5 avst\u00e5nd. Aldrig n\u00e4rma sig igen. Flytta till Los. \u00d6h… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

60 dagar kvar idag. Fullst\u00e4ndigt obegripligt s\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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En kaffe \u00e4r enda l\u00f6sningen den h\u00e4r morgonen. Jag nyttjar normalt en kopp te just h\u00e4r p\u00e5 tidsaxeln. Allt f\u00f6r den f\u00f6rdr\u00f6jda njutningen i ett ta dagens f\u00f6rsta kopp kaffe till lunch, precis efter en tallrik \u00e4tbart. Lite stressad. Hur man nu kan vara det i min l\u00e5tsasv\u00e4rld. Men vill mer \u00e4n det finns timmar. 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