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Normalt \u00e4r det ungef\u00e4r 8000 mil mellan oss. Men p\u00e5 promenaden m\u00f6ter jag honom. Thail\u00e4ndaren. Leende s\u00e5klart. Finns det oleende Thail\u00e4ndare? Han plockar bl\u00e5b\u00e4r. Har inte tid att prata. Kan inte heller f\u00f6r Thail\u00e4ndska verkar vara hans enda spr\u00e5k. Han f\u00f6rsvinner bakom mig fullt upptagen i en dialog med sig sj\u00e4lv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag beundrar modet. Att inte ens kunna engelska. Men att i alla fall ge sig iv\u00e4g till en annan del av v\u00e4rlden. M\u00e5 han hitta mycket b\u00e4r. M\u00e5 han ta med sig en stor m\u00e4ngd dollar med sig hem till de sina.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sj\u00e4lv vandrar jag p\u00e5. Lite seg idag. Men vandringen piggar upp. M\u00e4nsklig fysionomi. Det borde vara tv\u00e4rtom. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 har jag d\u00e5 tr\u00e4ffat en levande m\u00e4nniska idag. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5klart mer \u00e4n de flesta andra dagar om man inte r\u00e4knar med familjen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

En hackspett ojjar sig \u00e5 det gr\u00f6vsta n\u00e4r jag g\u00e5r f\u00f6rbi den plus hundra\u00e5riga granen han sitter i. Tycker v\u00e4l att jag st\u00f6r. Hade t\u00e4nkt sig en sovmorgon just idag. Men jag mumlar lite surt att maten p\u00e5 f\u00e5gelbordet den duger minsann under iskalla vinterdagar och sen forts\u00e4tter vi fram\u00e5t i livet \u00e5r varsitt h\u00e5ll. Man kan alltid p\u00e5minna om den d\u00e4r surmuligheten i januari.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Som vanligt undrar jag \u00f6ver meningen med alltsammans. Om det \u00e4r n\u00e5gon ide att l\u00e5tsasjobba vidare. Eller om man bara skall l\u00e4gga sig ner och inv\u00e4nta slutet. Men det har liksom aldrig funnits ett val i det d\u00e4r. Det h\u00e4r \u00e4r min v\u00e4g. Jag kan lika v\u00e4l g\u00e5 den sista biten ocks\u00e5. Om inte annat h\u00e5ller det mig borta fr\u00e5n grubblandet. Allt som hj\u00e4lper till d\u00e4r \u00e4r av godo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag \u00e4r en del av skogen n\u00e4r jag g\u00e5r d\u00e4r. En del av naturen. Jag har MYCKET sv\u00e5rt f\u00f6r de d\u00e4r uppifr\u00e5n tittande synen d\u00e4r man skall “r\u00e4dda naturen”. Det d\u00e4r har satts i oss av kristendomen. Den ende guden och allt det d\u00e4r. Innan den d\u00e4r skiten<\/strong> spred sig \u00f6ver v\u00e4rlden var vi en del av naturen som en ren sj\u00e4lvklarhet. Att vi skulle vara f\u00f6rmer \u00e4n annat \u00e4r s\u00e5klart blaha blaha. Visst \u00e4r vi han\/hon\/det\/guds avbild men det \u00e4r varje sandkorn, barr och alla v\u00e4rldens skitkorvar ocks\u00e5. S\u00e5 det \u00e4r inget att s\u00e4tta sig p\u00e5 h\u00f6ga h\u00e4star f\u00f6r. S\u00e5 ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r att “r\u00e4dda<\/em>“. “UPPF\u00d6R<\/em>” dig i ditt hus, naturen. S\u00e5 j\u00e4vla sv\u00e5rt \u00e4r det nu inte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00f6rr skrattade man \u00e5t sandwischm\u00e4nnen som stod i gatuh\u00f6rnen och ropad ut jordens underg\u00e5ng. Nu ger man dem priser och helsidor. Men det \u00e4r aldrig genom att ropa “det g\u00e5r \u00e5t helvete<\/em>” som man f\u00f6rb\u00e4ttrar n\u00e5got. Det \u00e4r bara handling som kan f\u00f6rb\u00e4ttra. Valen man g\u00f6r. Ingen annan g\u00f6r det d\u00e4r \u00e5t en. Nu \u00e4r hela tiden och det \u00e4r NU det skall g\u00f6ras. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dagens vandring \u00e4r inte klar h\u00e4r hos mig. Ett l\u00e5tsaskontor. Knappandet. Kodandet. Ocks\u00e5 det en vandring. Kanske en vandring helt utan v\u00e4rde och mening. Ungef\u00e4r som den jag gjorde i skogen alldeles nyss. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5, i allt, \u00e4r vi \u00e4nd\u00e5 en liten kugge i det stora maskineriet. Det \u00e4r tillsammans vi skapar framtiden. I det finner jag tr\u00f6st.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Normalt \u00e4r det ungef\u00e4r 8000 mil mellan oss. Men p\u00e5 promenaden m\u00f6ter jag honom. Thail\u00e4ndaren. Leende s\u00e5klart. Finns det oleende Thail\u00e4ndare? Han plockar bl\u00e5b\u00e4r. Har inte tid att prata. Kan inte heller f\u00f6r Thail\u00e4ndska verkar vara hans enda spr\u00e5k. Han f\u00f6rsvinner bakom mig fullt upptagen i en dialog med sig sj\u00e4lv. Jag beundrar modet. 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