{"id":39689,"date":"2021-08-26T19:31:50","date_gmt":"2021-08-26T18:31:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=39689"},"modified":"2021-08-26T19:31:50","modified_gmt":"2021-08-26T18:31:50","slug":"allt-ar-daligt-serru","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=39689","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;Allt \u00e4r d\u00e5ligt &#8211; serru&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"435\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/IMG_20210825_230820-scaled.jpg?resize=580%2C435&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-39690\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/IMG_20210825_230820-scaled.jpg?w=2560&amp;ssl=1 2560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/IMG_20210825_230820-scaled.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/IMG_20210825_230820-scaled.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/IMG_20210825_230820-scaled.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/IMG_20210825_230820-scaled.jpg?resize=1536%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/IMG_20210825_230820-scaled.jpg?resize=2048%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/IMG_20210825_230820-scaled.jpg?resize=1200%2C900&amp;ssl=1 1200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/IMG_20210825_230820-scaled.jpg?resize=1980%2C1485&amp;ssl=1 1980w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/08\/IMG_20210825_230820-scaled.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Han s\u00e4ger med allvarlig r\u00f6st.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\"><li>&#8220;<em>Man vet ju att n\u00e4r<\/em> <em>man inte h\u00f6r n\u00e5got d\u00e5 \u00e4r det d\u00e5ligt<\/em>&#8230;&#8221;<\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Boom. Tjoff. &#8220;\u00c5&#8230;..fan&#8221;, t\u00e4nker man. Man m\u00e5ste ju t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 allt man g\u00f6r. Allt som man gjort. N\u00e4r &#8220;<em>h\u00f6rde<\/em>&#8221; man n\u00e5got sist? Oj! Allt \u00e4r d\u00e5ligt allts\u00e5. Ja j\u00e4vlar. Man kan bli melankolisk ocool gubbe f\u00f6r mindre. Till det d\u00e4r finns det inte en endaste bortf\u00f6rklaring att ta ett h\u00e5rt grepp om och liksom r\u00e4dda sig med. Det \u00e4r rakt ner i skiten som g\u00e4ller. Ned i den med kropp, ansikte och allt. Urk <strong>liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jodu svarar man sen. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 d\u00e4r man s\u00e4tter sig i en kreativ melankolisk st\u00e4mning. V\u00e4ltrar sig i de el\u00e4ndigaste sanningarna. Hamnar i ett &#8220;<em>bratillst\u00e5nd<\/em>&#8220;. F\u00f6rr hade jag nog sl\u00e4ngt ur mig ett &#8220;<em>jag skall nog visa dom j\u00e4vlarna<\/em>&#8221; strax d\u00e4r efter\u00e5t ocks\u00e5. Fast nu? Bortom det? Orkar inte! G\u00f6r \u00e4nd\u00e5. Fast skit d\u00e5 tydligen. M\u00e5 s\u00e5 vara. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Amen<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Han s\u00e4ger med allvarlig r\u00f6st. &#8220;Man vet ju att n\u00e4r man inte h\u00f6r n\u00e5got d\u00e5 \u00e4r det d\u00e5ligt&#8230;&#8221; Boom. Tjoff. &#8220;\u00c5&#8230;..fan&#8221;, t\u00e4nker man. Man m\u00e5ste ju t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 allt man g\u00f6r. Allt som man gjort. N\u00e4r &#8220;h\u00f6rde&#8221; man n\u00e5got sist? Oj! Allt \u00e4r d\u00e5ligt allts\u00e5. Ja j\u00e4vlar. Man kan bli melankolisk ocool gubbe f\u00f6r mindre. 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