{"id":39636,"date":"2021-08-21T17:21:58","date_gmt":"2021-08-21T16:21:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=39636"},"modified":"2024-07-30T14:53:07","modified_gmt":"2024-07-30T13:53:07","slug":"dagen-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=39636","title":{"rendered":"Dagen"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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F\u00f6rst en fantastisk sommar, sedan s\u00e5dana h\u00e4r dagar. Man kan om\u00f6jligt beg\u00e4ra mer av livet. Jag vilar. L\u00e4ser lite. \u00c4ter rester. Dricker kaffe. S\u00e5gar och snickrar. Njuter av ett fritt liv i full harmoni med allt annat som existerar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nej. Jag beg\u00e4r inte mer. Speciellt inte n\u00e4r veckan innan ocks\u00e5 varit en fantastisk vecka l\u00e5ngt nere i melankolins ljuvliga och h\u00e4rliga dalar. Jag har f\u00e5tt s\u00e5 mycket gjort. Tagit energi. F\u00e5tt energi. J\u00e4mvikten har lugnat mig och lyft mig upp p\u00e5 sl\u00e4tterna igen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag gillar h\u00f6sten. Jo sommaren ocks\u00e5. Och v\u00e5ren. Mer tveksam till vinter. Men h\u00f6sten. Sinnet liksom lugnar sig. F\u00f6rst det h\u00e4r mellanstadiet mellan sommar och h\u00f6stens verkliga intr\u00e4de. Det som kommit tidigt p\u00e5 bes\u00f6k i \u00e5r. Sen den d\u00e4r tiden n\u00e4r allt mognar. D\u00e5 man f\u00e5r passa p\u00e5. Och sist en tid som \u00e4r som det utdragna vaket hos en d\u00f6de. F\u00f6rberedelse f\u00f6r s\u00f6mnen. Men man s\u00e4ger inte “adj\u00f6<\/em>” utan “p\u00e5 \u00e5terseende<\/em>“. Som den f\u00f6rhoppningsfulle idioten fastbunden utanf\u00f6r kyrkans ing\u00e5ng. Han som inte tror. Som m\u00e5ste straffas. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5 s\u00e4ger “p\u00e5 \u00e5terseende<\/em>“. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fj\u00e4rilen ser ut som en barkbit. Men mig lura den s\u00e5klart inte. Det \u00e4r allt annat som g\u00f6r det. Men fj\u00e4rilar \u00e4r min sort eftersom jag skall bli en s\u00e5dan i n\u00e4sta liv. Jag beundrar. \u00c4r allt detta bara tillkommit av slump. Vinb\u00e4rsfuks s\u00e4ger Google. Men jag vet inte. “Barkfj\u00e4ril” d\u00f6per jag den till.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu helgkv\u00e4ll. Ocks\u00e5 den g\u00e5r i vilans tecken. Det var l\u00e4nge sedan man k\u00e4nde den d\u00e4r l\u00e4ngtan ut till festerna. Tr\u00f6ttheten och bekv\u00e4mlighetens sp\u00f6ke har bosatt sig i ens sj\u00e4l. Lite tr\u00e5kigt. Men ljuvligt om man l\u00e5ter sp\u00f6ket ta den plats det beh\u00f6ver d\u00e4r inne och sen ger sig h\u00e4n i det man varseblir. Olika perioder i livet. Var tid har sina intressen och sin tid. Tillsammans j\u00e4mvikt. Som det skall vara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00f6jd med dagen. “I rest my case<\/em>” med dem insikten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

F\u00f6rst en fantastisk sommar, sedan s\u00e5dana h\u00e4r dagar. Man kan om\u00f6jligt beg\u00e4ra mer av livet. Jag vilar. L\u00e4ser lite. \u00c4ter rester. Dricker kaffe. S\u00e5gar och snickrar. Njuter av ett fritt liv i full harmoni med allt annat som existerar. Nej. Jag beg\u00e4r inte mer. 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