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K och jag b\u00e4r in ved. Orkar med fyra pallar. \u00c5terst\u00e5r fyra till. F\u00e5r ta under veckan. Sk\u00f6nt att stapla upp. Man k\u00e4nner sig rik. Men har inte f\u00e5tt fakturan \u00e4nnu. Sen k\u00e4nner man sig v\u00e4l fattig igen. Men OK. Normaltillst\u00e5ndet. Vintern kommer. F\u00f6rberedda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uppe i l\u00e4genheten igen. Ostkaka. L\u00e4ngesedan. M\u00e4ktigt men gott. Ingen orkar ta om H\u00e4lsinge ostkaka. Men b\u00e4ttre \u00e4n den Sm\u00e5l\u00e4ndska varianten, den som inte g\u00e5r att \u00e4ta ens. Jod\u00e5 jag har f\u00f6rs\u00f6kt. D\u00e5 n\u00e4r jag trodde att ostkaka var samma sak \u00f6verallt. G\u00f6r inte om. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Heja H\u00e4lsingland<\/strong> liksom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c4lgkon kommer f\u00f6rbi och visar upp sina tv\u00e5 kalvar. Dom har vuxit till tredubbel storlek \u00f6ver sommarm\u00e5naderna. Vackert. Bara f\u00f6r n\u00e5gra \u00e5r sedan var det \u00e4lgkon sj\u00e4lv som gick h\u00e4r med sin mamma. Ja ocks\u00e5 irrande omkring h\u00e4r f\u00f6rvirrad tillsamman med sin bror efter att ha blivit bortst\u00f6tta. Tid som g\u00e5r. F\u00f6rdel ett liv h\u00e4r ute.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast bilder genom f\u00f6nster blir s\u00e5klart bilder genom f\u00f6nster.<\/em> Kan inte bli annat. Som om det inte r\u00e4ckte med mobilkamera. Fast tar dom s\u00e5klart bara f\u00f6r er skull k\u00e4ra bloggl\u00e4sare. Inuti mitt huvud \u00e4r bilderna i f\u00e4rg, r\u00f6rliga och helt knivskarpa. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Coolare har jag inte blivit \u00f6ver helgen. Helt s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 den saken. Men sj\u00e4lv \u00e4r jag ganska n\u00f6jd med det hela. Jag har liksom vant mig vid att vara ocool. Fattas bara annat om man varit ocool gubbe \u00e4nda sedan fem \u00e5rs \u00e5lder. P\u00e5 ett ungef\u00e4r allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Murar lite i helgen ocks\u00e5. S\u00e5dant f\u00e5r man liksom pilla in mellan det andra som skall fixas. Bisysslorna. Finns m\u00e5nga s\u00e5dana. De flesta inte ens v\u00e4rda att n\u00e4mna. Allts\u00e5 som l\u00f6rdagens murning \u00e4r det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men s\u00f6mn s\u00e5klart. Soffa. Bok. Kaffe. St\u00e4rkande vila. \u00c5terh\u00e4mtning. Det d\u00e4r som helger \u00e4r till f\u00f6r. Fast att b\u00e4ra in ved \u00e4r \u00e5terh\u00e4mtning det ocks\u00e5. Fungerar s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge man g\u00f6r n\u00e5got annat \u00e4n det man sysslar med under st\u00f6rre delen av veckan. S\u00e5 enkelt \u00e4r det. \u00c4nd\u00e5 s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga som m\u00e5ste h\u00f6r det fr\u00e5n n\u00e5gon cool person (p\u00e5 TV).<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu h\u00e4r nere p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret. Musik p\u00e5 i h\u00f6g volym. G\u00e5r rakt in i n\u00e5gon ospecificerad del av skallen mig och skapar energi. Vill k\u00f6ra, k\u00f6ra k\u00f6ra. \u00c4lskar det. S\u00e5 enkel \u00e4r man. Har aldrig heller f\u00f6rs\u00f6kt varit annat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu Ulf Lundell. Gubben. En skitgubbe som g\u00f6r bra musik. En fyllek\u00f6rare. Hatar fyllek\u00f6rare. Super egoisterna. Sen \u00e4r det d\u00e4r med att muta in skrivandet om f\u00e5glar. Hatar karln. Klarar snart inte av att lyssna p\u00e5 honom heller. Fast m\u00e5ste v\u00e4l. G\u00e5r ju inte att plocka bort fr\u00e5n listorna. Eller kan man det?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bl\u00e5b\u00e4r avklarade. K fixar biffen. Stor sten faller fr\u00e5n mina axlar. Hatar att plocka bl\u00e5b\u00e4r. F\u00e5r bl\u00e5b\u00e4rskaka som jag dock gladeligen moffar i mig. G\u00e5r s\u00e4kert upp ett kilo p\u00e5 kuppen. Upp \u00e4r l\u00e4tt. Ner \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u00e5minns om hur m\u00e5nga l\u00e4rda och hyllade verk det skrivits av idioter genom tiderna. Nio av tio verk \u00e4r skr\u00e4p och skrivet av en idiot. Alla f\u00f6rfattare b\u00e4r professors titel och andra fina titlar. Historien g\u00f6r dom alltid till clowner. Varenda en av dom. Man kan le \u00e5t dom redan idag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Utom n\u00e5gra d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Ofta de som skiter i de d\u00e4r titlarna. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men musiken manar mig fram\u00e5t. Jag \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 en clown, men utan titlar som legitimerar mig som en, har saker att g\u00f6ra. F\u00f6r\u00e4ndra v\u00e4rlden \u00e4r m\u00e5let. Inget mindre \u00e4n s\u00e5. Inga priser eller titlar \u00e4r goda nog. Sv\u00e5rare beh\u00f6ver det inte vara. Lyckan i att g\u00f6ra det man m\u00e5ste.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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