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Vad g\u00f6r en tr\u00f6tt gammal ocool gubbe s\u00e5 h\u00e4r vid 23-tiden. Jo han g\u00e5r och l\u00e4gger sig. Orkar liksom<\/strong> inte mer den h\u00e4r dagen. Illa eftersom det finns l\u00e5tsassaker att g\u00f6ra. Som att rensa skrivbordet till exempel. Men det \u00e4r s\u00e5klart bara en reflektion av tillst\u00e5ndet inuti mitt huvud, s\u00e5 tar jag tag i det d\u00e4r p\u00e5 allvar s\u00e5 ser det snart lika ut igen. Kanske lika bra att l\u00e5ta det vara som det \u00e4r helt enkelt. F\u00f6rdelen \u00e4r att man hittar saker man letar efter. St\u00e4dar man s\u00e5 \u00e4r det k\u00f6rt med s\u00e5dant. Det vet man. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u00e5tsl\u00e4pp idag. Som vanligt g\u00e5r antalet lyssningar ner. Det d\u00e4r s\u00e4ger s\u00e4kert n\u00e5got. Men jag v\u00e5gar inte unders\u00f6ka saken n\u00e4rmare. Sl\u00e4ppt \u00e4r sl\u00e4ppt. G\u00e4ller f\u00f6r \u00f6vrigt \u00e4ven fisar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men nope. Slut f\u00f6r idag. Nu tar jag min synnerligen onda rygg och vandrar upp f\u00f6r trapporna. En bok, en s\u00e4ng och sen s\u00f6mn v\u00e4ntar. Inte d\u00e5ligt det p\u00e5 en tisdag kan man tycka… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Vad g\u00f6r en tr\u00f6tt gammal ocool gubbe s\u00e5 h\u00e4r vid 23-tiden. Jo han g\u00e5r och l\u00e4gger sig. Orkar liksom inte mer den h\u00e4r dagen. Illa eftersom det finns l\u00e5tsassaker att g\u00f6ra. Som att rensa skrivbordet till exempel. Men det \u00e4r s\u00e5klart bara en reflektion av tillst\u00e5ndet inuti mitt huvud, s\u00e5 tar jag tag i det […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-39520","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":26948,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=26948","url_meta":{"origin":39520,"position":0},"title":"Jod\u00e5, det g\u00e5r bra nu","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-02-04","format":false,"excerpt":"Jod\u00e5. 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