{"id":39471,"date":"2021-07-23T17:44:18","date_gmt":"2021-07-23T16:44:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=39471"},"modified":"2021-07-24T12:17:32","modified_gmt":"2021-07-24T11:17:32","slug":"varfor-inte-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=39471","title":{"rendered":"Varf\u00f6r inte?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Tar igen mig. Kan inte annat. Dag 2. Sk\u00f6nt. Men hinner med en nattsession. I “studion<\/em>“. I den v\u00e4rld jag \u00e4lskar allra mest. Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got konstigt med musiken. D\u00e4r f\u00f6rsvinner jag helt in i en annan v\u00e4rld. Det finns inga krav. Inga f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntningar. Bara lust att skapa. Jo, jo, jag h\u00f6r. “Resultatet blir d\u00e4refter ocks\u00e5<\/em>“. Men det skiter jag i. Det s\u00e4msta resultatet man kan \u00e5stadkomma \u00e4r att g\u00f6ra ingenting. Alltid. Inom varje omr\u00e5de.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lyfts allts\u00e5 av det d\u00e4r. Blir nog en forts\u00e4ttning. En annan kv\u00e4ll. Eller en regnig dag. Man griper tag i de tillf\u00e4llen som uppenbarar sig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen \u00e4r det den lilla mixern s\u00e5klart. Vi \u00e4r inte riktigt v\u00e4nner. Men ocks\u00e5 med det \u00e4r det som det \u00e4r. \u00d6verlevnadsbart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men idag mest sittning p\u00e5 stol ute i tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rden. Kaffe. N\u00e5gra av den gamla damens k\u00f6rsb\u00e4r nedsvalda med v\u00e4lbehag. Prat och funderingar. Gott liv s\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Imorgon blir det inte mycket mer. Men pridekonsert. LOOS PRIDE: <\/strong>Musik i regnb\u00e5gens<\/em> f\u00e4rger. Tal av Barbro Westerholm. Grillning efter det. Troligen. Vila f\u00f6re. Semesterliv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

100 dagar kvar i morgon. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4l v\u00e4rt att fira med en t\u00e5rta?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Tar igen mig. Kan inte annat. Dag 2. Sk\u00f6nt. Men hinner med en nattsession. I “studion“. I den v\u00e4rld jag \u00e4lskar allra mest. Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got konstigt med musiken. D\u00e4r f\u00f6rsvinner jag helt in i en annan v\u00e4rld. Det finns inga krav. Inga f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntningar. Bara lust att skapa. Jo, jo, jag h\u00f6r. “Resultatet blir d\u00e4refter […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-39471","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":27253,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=27253","url_meta":{"origin":39471,"position":0},"title":"Dagar","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-02-20","format":false,"excerpt":"Det finns dagar i livet som man bara kan r\u00e4kna bort. 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