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Ser den d\u00e4r gamla rullen p\u00e5 Netflix. Ja gammal. K\u00e4nns verkligen s\u00e5. 90-tal. Nyss. Schack \u00e4r temat. Underbarnet. Ja allt det d\u00e4r. Minns inte ens vad den heter. Filmen allts\u00e5. Tror inte heller jag beh\u00f6ver veta. Kan med l\u00e4tthet l\u00e5ta b\u00e5de film och namn sjunka in i gl\u00f6mskans o\u00e4ndlighet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men \u00e4ven en amerikansk “snabbk\u00f6ps”-film har sina korn av v\u00e4rde i sig. Ibland. Ja och den h\u00e4r har f\u00f6rv\u00e5nande nog det. Under en scen d\u00e4r det spelas ett parti i schack d\u00e4r sj\u00e4lva njutningen i sj\u00e4lva spelet befinner sig i f\u00f6rgrunden. Allts\u00e5, d\u00e4r det inte handlar om att vinna. Inte handlar om pengar och priser utan bara om sj\u00e4lva spelet. Sk\u00f6nheten. Insikten liksom boomar in i min hj\u00e4rna som ett tungt \u00e5skv\u00e4ders tyngsta blixt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Precis s\u00e5d\u00e4r \u00e4r k\u00e4nslan f\u00f6r mig n\u00e4r jag h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med min musik.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Exakt s\u00e5. Det var som om han\/hon\/det\/gud talade till mig. H\u00e4rligheten i att skapa. Att befinna sig inne i skapandet. Just d\u00e4r betyder det s\u00e5klart inget vad andra kommer tycka om det. Om det \u00e4r kommersiellt g\u00e5ngbart. Om det \u00e4r “bra”. Bara det d\u00e4r att g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got med passionen p\u00e5kopplad. Tvekan och tvivel kommer efter\u00e5t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja och jag f\u00f6rst\u00e5r allts\u00e5 till och med schackspelarna d\u00e4r. Kortspelarna. Alla andra som jag kallat lekare<\/em>. Alla det d\u00e4r jag har tittat p\u00e5 som tidsf\u00f6rdrivare<\/em>. De som har f\u00f6r mycket liv. Har tid som m\u00e5ste f\u00f6rbrukas p\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt. N\u00e4r mitt liv hela tiden och alltid har saknat tid. Men finns passionen d\u00e4r i det man g\u00f6r, d\u00e5 kan det ju inte vara fel. Vad som helst, ja allt, blir toppen om sj\u00e4len \u00e4r med i sj\u00e4lva “spelet<\/em>“.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen sl\u00e5r det mig s\u00e5klar. Jag k\u00e4nner samma sak n\u00e4r jag skriver. Exakt. Det \u00e4r k\u00e4rlek. Passionen. K\u00e4nslan. Ja oftast ocks\u00e5 n\u00e4r jag bygger elektronik och programmerar ocks\u00e5. Och fan liksom. Jag tror jag hittat den heliga graalen, v\u00e4gen till evig lycka. Igen…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00e4nk om sanningen om allt inte \u00e4r mer m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdig \u00e4n vilken sten som helst som ligger d\u00e4r i en h\u00f6g av stenar. Det stora i det lilla. Jo det och j\u00e4mvikten.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ser den d\u00e4r gamla rullen p\u00e5 Netflix. Ja gammal. K\u00e4nns verkligen s\u00e5. 90-tal. Nyss. Schack \u00e4r temat. Underbarnet. Ja allt det d\u00e4r. Minns inte ens vad den heter. Filmen allts\u00e5. Tror inte heller jag beh\u00f6ver veta. Kan med l\u00e4tthet l\u00e5ta b\u00e5de film och namn sjunka in i gl\u00f6mskans o\u00e4ndlighet. Men \u00e4ven en amerikansk “snabbk\u00f6ps”-film har […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-39191","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":36597,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36597","url_meta":{"origin":39191,"position":0},"title":"En center och en p\u00e5se halstabletter","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2020-10-29","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag \u00e4ter inte godis under veckorna. 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