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Man b\u00f6rjar n\u00e4rma sig pensions\u00e5lder. Sj\u00e4lv, allts\u00e5 inne i huvudet, har jag v\u00e4l inte riktigt fattat det d\u00e4r. Men uppe p\u00e5 huvudet. H\u00e5ret. En hastig “f\u00f6rgr\u00e5ning” p\u00e5g\u00e5r. Det har liksom b\u00f6rjat p\u00e5 allvar nu. Har klarat mig m\u00e5nga \u00e5r men allts\u00e5 d\u00e4r nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men jag \u00e4lskar vartenda ett av de d\u00e4r gr\u00e5 h\u00e5rstr\u00e5na. Kanske en dag, n\u00e4r de \u00e4r n\u00e5gra tusen. S\u00e5 ser jag f\u00f6rhoppningsvis b\u00e5de mogen och vis ut. Det kan ju vara n\u00e5got att l\u00e4ngta efter liksom<\/strong>. N\u00e4r man nu inte \u00e4r det egentligen. Alltid barn. Alltid mer att l\u00e4ra.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Man b\u00f6rjar n\u00e4rma sig pensions\u00e5lder. Sj\u00e4lv, allts\u00e5 inne i huvudet, har jag v\u00e4l inte riktigt fattat det d\u00e4r. Men uppe p\u00e5 huvudet. H\u00e5ret. En hastig “f\u00f6rgr\u00e5ning” p\u00e5g\u00e5r. Det har liksom b\u00f6rjat p\u00e5 allvar nu. Har klarat mig m\u00e5nga \u00e5r men allts\u00e5 d\u00e4r nu. Men jag \u00e4lskar vartenda ett av de d\u00e4r gr\u00e5 h\u00e5rstr\u00e5na. 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