{"id":39098,"date":"2021-06-09T22:40:19","date_gmt":"2021-06-09T21:40:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=39098"},"modified":"2021-06-10T11:40:00","modified_gmt":"2021-06-10T10:40:00","slug":"all-time-low","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=39098","title":{"rendered":"All time low"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"304\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/Nedatgaende-trend.jpg?resize=580%2C304&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-39099\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/Nedatgaende-trend.jpg?resize=1024%2C536&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/Nedatgaende-trend.jpg?resize=300%2C157&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/Nedatgaende-trend.jpg?resize=768%2C402&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/Nedatgaende-trend.jpg?w=1200&amp;ssl=1 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>All time low<\/em> p\u00e5 allt. Utom d\u00e5 min egen optimism. Antagligen ett s\u00e4kert tecken p\u00e5 att man \u00e4r galen eller helt enkelt bara dum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men natt som kryper p\u00e5 utifr\u00e5n och in ocks\u00e5 i l\u00e5tsaskontor. Jag har en standard s\u00f6mnskulden fr\u00e5n \u00c5m\u00e5l h\u00e4ngande \u00f6ver mig. S\u00e4ffle ocks\u00e5. Det beh\u00f6vs s\u00f6mn. S\u00e5 avslutar h\u00e4r. <strong>23:35<\/strong>. Hem tidigt. Olycksaligt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nya tag imorgon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fast p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsas,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">S\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Som varje dag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Det var l\u00e4nge sedan n\u00e5got var p\u00e5 riktigt h\u00e4r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>All time low p\u00e5 allt. Utom d\u00e5 min egen optimism. Antagligen ett s\u00e4kert tecken p\u00e5 att man \u00e4r galen eller helt enkelt bara dum. Liksom. Men natt som kryper p\u00e5 utifr\u00e5n och in ocks\u00e5 i l\u00e5tsaskontor. Jag har en standard s\u00f6mnskulden fr\u00e5n \u00c5m\u00e5l h\u00e4ngande \u00f6ver mig. S\u00e4ffle ocks\u00e5. Det beh\u00f6vs s\u00f6mn. S\u00e5 avslutar h\u00e4r. 23:35. 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