{"id":39076,"date":"2021-06-09T13:25:21","date_gmt":"2021-06-09T12:25:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=39076"},"modified":"2021-06-09T22:23:16","modified_gmt":"2021-06-09T21:23:16","slug":"ede","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=39076","title":{"rendered":"Ede"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Det finns fyra timmar att sl\u00e5 ihj\u00e4l. Ovant f\u00f6r mig. Mitt liv \u00e4r oftast precis tv\u00e4rtom. Tid som saknas. Alltid. N\u00e4stan. Oftast. Ett undantag idag allts\u00e5. K p\u00e5 m\u00f6te (fysiskt och IRL) med arbetskamrater. Ljusdal. Jag \u00e4r chauff\u00f6r. Bara det. En timme f\u00f6re m\u00f6te. En timme efter m\u00f6te. Jobbet. Mellan dom fyra timmar tomrum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Jag t\u00e4nker: <\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00e5ste hitta ett st\u00e4lle med lugn och ro d\u00e4r jag kan l\u00e4sa medhavd bok, ev. till och med somna in en stund.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c5ker p\u00e5 m\u00e5f\u00e5 mot J\u00e4rvs\u00f6. Ja bara en v\u00e4g b\u00e4r d\u00e4r\u00e5t. Enkelt. Men s\u00e5dant h\u00e4r kan inte planeras. Man f\u00e5r chansa. Lita p\u00e5 att entropin tar en till det st\u00e4lle man beh\u00f6ver. Vatten drar i mig s\u00e5klart. Alltid. Ljusnan flyter d\u00e4r bredvid v\u00e4gen. \u00c5n? Floden? Jag vet inte. Kan inte definitionerna. Det \u00e4r \u00e5tminstone inte en b\u00e4ck. S\u00e4ker p\u00e5 det sista. Inte p\u00e5 de andra. Men den drar i mig. Egentligen \u00e4r det v\u00e4l havet som kallar. Precis som det gjort fr\u00e5n den andra \u00e4lven (\u00e5n? Vi kallade den det i Edsbyn) som sk\u00e4r genom H\u00e4lsingland, Voxnan, som jag v\u00e4xte upp vid. Den \u00e4lskade. Som gifter sig med Ljusnan i Bolln\u00e4s. Kopplar oss till alla de sju havens hemligheter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u00e4gar ner mot \u00e4lven s\u00f6kes allts\u00e5. Ser en skylt “Ed N.<\/strong><\/em>” det l\u00e5ter v\u00e4l bra. Sv\u00e4nger in d\u00e4r. Ja och hittar mitt st\u00e4lle f\u00f6r dagen. Det beh\u00f6ver inte vara s\u00e5 m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdigt. Bro. Fors. Kraftverk. Pengar som far s\u00f6derut i smala aluminiumledningar. Volt och ampere. Man kan se utsugning eller bygdepeng. Det hela beror p\u00e5 hur billigt man \u00e4r beredd att s\u00e4lja sig sj\u00e4lv. Ja och kanske sin sj\u00e4l. Tv\u00e5 h\u00e5l i v\u00e4ggen. Ett i huvudet. Kanske.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Perfekt…<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

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Konstig grej. Linbana \u00f6ver Ljusnan kanske? Eller v\u00e4rldens st\u00f6rsta slangbella?<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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Industrik\u00e4nsla 1<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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Industrik\u00e4nsla 2<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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Industrik\u00e4nsla 3<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

Ger mig en stund efter elva. \u00c5ker in till k\u00f6pingen. En kaffe med bulle p\u00e5 Coop. Tjugo sp\u00e4nn. Som hittat. Och s\u00e5 hem igen som om ingenting har h\u00e4nt. Jo i det t\u00e4tbebyggda s\u00e5g m\u00e4nniskorna. Fantiserade lite \u00f6ver deras liv. Men tr\u00e4ffade ingen. Pratade med ingen. Solit\u00e4rens liv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Det finns fyra timmar att sl\u00e5 ihj\u00e4l. Ovant f\u00f6r mig. Mitt liv \u00e4r oftast precis tv\u00e4rtom. Tid som saknas. Alltid. N\u00e4stan. Oftast. Ett undantag idag allts\u00e5. K p\u00e5 m\u00f6te (fysiskt och IRL) med arbetskamrater. Ljusdal. Jag \u00e4r chauff\u00f6r. Bara det. En timme f\u00f6re m\u00f6te. En timme efter m\u00f6te. Jobbet. Mellan dom fyra timmar tomrum. 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