{"id":38949,"date":"2021-05-30T19:36:01","date_gmt":"2021-05-30T18:36:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=38949"},"modified":"2021-05-30T19:36:01","modified_gmt":"2021-05-30T18:36:01","slug":"bast-efter","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=38949","title":{"rendered":"B\u00e4st efter"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Den gamla damen och jag. Vi har v\u00e4l b\u00e5da passerat b\u00e4st f\u00f6re datum<\/em>. I mitt fall \u00e4r jag inte ens riktigt medveten om n\u00e4r det skedde. Men fullt medveten om att det har skett. Ja det \u00e4r jag Men jag kramar henne idag, Stammen \u00e4r alldeles varm. Sen s\u00e5gar jag av de d\u00e4r grenarna som vintern kn\u00e4ckt. Det har varit en mycket h\u00e5rd vinter f\u00f6r ett gammalt k\u00f6rsb\u00e4rstr\u00e4d. Ett tr\u00e4d som under ett helt liv troget levererat s\u00f6ta, solvarma k\u00f6rsb\u00e4r n\u00e4r sommaren varit som ljuvligast. De vi delat med f\u00e5glar. De som blivit saft. De som blivit delar av kakor. De som blivit s\u00f6t lik\u00f6r. Men framf\u00f6rallt de som stoppats in i munnar och bjudit p\u00e5 sm\u00e5 explosioner av s\u00f6tt solvarm sommar som f\u00e5tt en att tacka universum och han\/hon\/det\/gud f\u00f6r att man \u00e4r en av de levande som f\u00e5r uppleva detta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag kan inte ens hennes historia. V\u00e5r tid med huset och de marker vi kallar v\u00e5ra \u00e4r kort om man j\u00e4mf\u00f6r med husets \u00e5lder. Bara n\u00e5gra decennier. Huset har st\u00e5tt h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen sedan 1907. Upplevt mycket. Precis som sin tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rd. Kanske kom k\u00f6rsb\u00e4rstr\u00e4det hit i samma veva som huset byggdes. Vem vet. Men helt klart \u00e4r att det, liksom ett av v\u00e5ra \u00e4ppeltr\u00e4d, det som den mycket gamla l\u00e4rarinna som bes\u00f6kte oss ber\u00e4ttade att hon satt, ocks\u00e5 har en historia. En g\u00e5ng var det kanske en g\u00e5va fr\u00e5n tacksam elev och dennes familj. Eller l\u00e4ngtan efter en hembygds k\u00f6rsb\u00e4rs som en ung l\u00e4rarinna h\u00e4r p\u00e5 skolan en g\u00e5ng k\u00e4nde i sin ensamhet och i sin l\u00e4ngtan hem till ett annat k\u00f6rsb\u00e4rstr\u00e4d. N\u00e5gon satte det n\u00e4mligen. Det \u00e4r helt klart. N\u00e5gon gr\u00e4vde gropen. Skottade igen den, vattnade och sk\u00f6tte om tr\u00e4det n\u00e4r det var ungt. Men denne n\u00e5gon \u00e4r inte k\u00e4nd f\u00f6r mig allts\u00e5. Om\u00f6jlig att f\u00e5 k\u00e4nnedom om ocks\u00e5 om ingen d\u00e5 sj\u00e4lvmant en dag kommer hit och ber\u00e4ttar dess historia. Men troligast \u00e4r v\u00e4l att personen som gr\u00e4vde gropen \u00e4r d\u00f6d sedan l\u00e4nge. Att det d\u00e4r inte var en stor grej. Man hinner plantera m\u00e5nga tr\u00e4d i sitt liv. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag tror att fler \u00e4n vi \u00e4lskat tr\u00e4det i alla fall. Man k\u00e4nner det n\u00e4r man st\u00e5r bredvid. H\u00e4r st\u00e5r ett tr\u00e4d som blivit \u00e4lskat. Att ha blivit \u00e4lskad under ett liv betyder s\u00e4kert saker f\u00f6r ett tr\u00e4d ocks\u00e5. Vem kan tro annat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men den gamla damen har kanske inte s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga \u00e5r kvar nu. De senaste \u00e5ren har g\u00e5tt h\u00e5rt \u00e5t henne p\u00e5 de \u00e5ldrande k\u00f6rsb\u00e4rstr\u00e4dens vis. Vi skall f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka plantera ett nytt i \u00e5r. Som den gamla dammen f\u00e5r l\u00e4ra upp. Om vi f\u00e5r r\u00e5d att k\u00f6pa ett. Annars f\u00e5r det v\u00e4l bli n\u00e4sta \u00e5r. Men den gamla damen hon f\u00e5r st\u00e5 kvar. S\u00e5klar f\u00e5r hon det. I alla fall tills det inte finns en enda gren kvar p\u00e5 hennes stam. D\u00e5 kanske det \u00e4r dags. Men inte innan. Det handlar om respekt. N\u00e5gra b\u00e4r blir det s\u00e4kert ocks\u00e5 med bara n\u00e5gra grenar kvar. De godaste k\u00f6rsb\u00e4ren i v\u00e4rlden. Inte beh\u00f6ver de vara s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga. Det f\u00f6rst\u00e5r ju alla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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