{"id":38871,"date":"2021-05-21T09:25:39","date_gmt":"2021-05-21T08:25:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=38871"},"modified":"2021-05-21T09:25:39","modified_gmt":"2021-05-21T08:25:39","slug":"sanningen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=38871","title":{"rendered":"Sanningen"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"552\" height=\"286\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/Screenshot-from-2021-05-20-18-20-33.png?resize=552%2C286&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-38883\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/Screenshot-from-2021-05-20-18-20-33.png?w=552&amp;ssl=1 552w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/Screenshot-from-2021-05-20-18-20-33.png?resize=300%2C155&amp;ssl=1 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 552px) 100vw, 552px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u00e4r man \u00e4r ung tror man ofta att de stora sanningarna basuneras (japp 16&#8243;) ut med de stora ljudanl\u00e4ggningarna. Men sanningen \u00e4r, och det l\u00e4r man sig, de flesta i alla fall, att de stora sanningarna ber\u00e4ttas med de d\u00e4r sm\u00e5 och f\u00f6rsiktiga viskningarna som n\u00e4stan inte h\u00f6rs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jod\u00e5. de flesta l\u00e4r sig det d\u00e4r innan man d\u00f6r. Men som vanligt. En del aldrig. Dom \u00e4r det synd om.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Allt bra h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Caddar tv\u00e5 nya kort under g\u00e5rdagen. Det \u00e4r ren gl\u00e4dje. Ja och jo och jag \u00e4r en sopa p\u00e5 att cadda. Nu med byte til KiCad ocks\u00e5 ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r Eagle. Men det g\u00e5r. Blir lite b\u00e4ttre f\u00f6r varje kort jag f\u00e5r till.  Som med allt annat. Det \u00e4r bara dom utan krav som \u00e4r bra p\u00e5 allt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker allts\u00e5 utnyttja l\u00e5tsasarbetstid p\u00e5 b\u00e4sta m\u00f6jliga s\u00e4tt. S\u00e5 att \u00e4kta arbete kan avl\u00f6sa med farten uppe liksom. Det \u00e4r liksom stafett det handlar om. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ja och om projekten l\u00e4r det v\u00e4l komma mer prat. I alla fall h\u00e4r, eller kanske mer p\u00e5 systebloggen d\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fast det \u00e4r s\u00e5klart knappa jag skall egentligen. De h\u00e4r korten \u00e4r ett sidosp\u00e5r. Jag har en release (ljuva ord) att f\u00e5 till. Om jag nu vill f\u00e5 n\u00e5gon semester som ger vila och bortkopplat huvud. Releaser \u00e4r alltid en kamp. F\u00f6r n\u00e5gra \u00e5r sedan t\u00e4nkte jag v\u00e4l ungef\u00e4r som i \u00e5r. Sk\u00f6nt att f\u00e5 ut en release innan semestern s\u00e5 att man kunde sl\u00e4ppa det d\u00e4r och vila sen. Var sliten redan innan den d\u00e4r m\u00e5lrakan. Tre dagar efter den utsatta semesterdagen s\u00e5  kunde jag s\u00e4tta versionsnummer och skicka iv\u00e4g. Fullst\u00e4ndigt utpumpand. N\u00e4stan bortkopplad. Sen sov jag en vecka. Ja i princip. Den g\u00e5ngen \u00e4r nog det tillf\u00e4lle n\u00e4r jag tagit ut mest av min energireserv. Det fanns absolut inget kvar. Ja och d\u00e5 g\u00f6r jag den man\u00f6vern ganska ofta. R\u00f6r mig n\u00e4ra den d\u00e4r zonen av total utmattning. Japp, fast det mesta bara \u00e4r p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsas. Men det har allts\u00e5 inte alltid varit det. Fast det h\u00e5ller s\u00e5klart inte de med viktiga jobb med om. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men fredag idag. En vecka som tagit slut igen. Om bara n\u00e5gra timmar. Vila om h\u00f6rnet. Gr\u00f6n IKEA soffa. Pingst dessutom. H\u00e4nryckningens tid. Gifter sig folk fortfarande en mass den h\u00e4r helgen? Vet inte. Har aldrig blivit bjuden p\u00e5 ett br\u00f6llop. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">H\u00e4r blir det nog till att ta det lugnt. M\u00f6jligen gr\u00e4va ett land. Men hur det i praktiken blir det f\u00e5r v\u00e4der, vind och tr\u00f6tthetsniv\u00e5er avg\u00f6ra. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>N\u00e4r man \u00e4r ung tror man ofta att de stora sanningarna basuneras (japp 16&#8243;) ut med de stora ljudanl\u00e4ggningarna. Men sanningen \u00e4r, och det l\u00e4r man sig, de flesta i alla fall, att de stora sanningarna ber\u00e4ttas med de d\u00e4r sm\u00e5 och f\u00f6rsiktiga viskningarna som n\u00e4stan inte h\u00f6rs. 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