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Varmv\u00e4der om h\u00f6rnet. Det gillar jag. D\u00e4r finns hoppet. Allts\u00e5 om b\u00e4ttre tider. Sommar. En stund. Men inte ens h\u00f6sten k\u00e4nns s\u00e5d\u00e4r skr\u00e4mmande “f\u00f6rvinter” i \u00e5r ens. det kan bara bli b\u00e4ttre nu. Inte d\u00e5ligt det om nul\u00e4get faktiskt kan definieras som “bra”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men hav och skog och koltrasts\u00e5ng och s\u00e5klart barfotaf\u00f6tter ut i tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rden med fil och ostmacka. Det \u00e4r det som v\u00e4ntar. Kan man beg\u00e4ra mer av livet? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Knappast.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mer liv m\u00f6jligen d\u00e5 med den gamles r\u00e4tt. Som \u00f6nskan allts\u00e5. Allt g\u00e5r s\u00e5 fort nu och h\u00e4r i livet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast det kanske man f\u00e5r. Eller inte. Men jag tar de dagar jag serveras. Om de blir f\u00e5 s\u00e5 gjorde jag i alla fall s\u00e5 gott jag kunde hela v\u00e4gen. Blir de m\u00e5nga dagar s\u00e5 hoppas jag att jag g\u00f6r detsamma alla de dagar som erbjuds. B\u00e4st vore v\u00e4l att d\u00f6 h\u00e4r sittande vid skrivbordet. Eller med l\u00f6dkolven i hand. Knall och fall liksom. V\u00e4rst s\u00e5klart vore det att bli s\u00e4ngliggandes eller att bli djupt inb\u00e4ddad i senildementa dimmor. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Livr\u00e4dd \u00e4r jag s\u00e5klart att hamna p\u00e5 ett \u00e4ldreboende d\u00e4r alla andra bara pratar fotboll, \u00e4lgjakt och sn\u00f6skotrar. Fast egentligen \u00e4r det v\u00e4l inte stor skillnad mot idag. De jag tr\u00e4ffar k\u00f6r ju de d\u00e4r diskussionerna. Ja och toppad med sjukdomar. Mest sjukdomar om man t\u00e4nker efter. Och nej, det finns inget fel i de d\u00e4r intressena. Jag \u00e4r ingen snobb. Men jag \u00e4r bara inte intresserad av det d\u00e4r. \u00c5tminstone inte nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 fly borde man. Antagligen och kanske.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En v\u00e4n sa att dom skulle k\u00f6pa ett hus och starta pension\u00e4rskollektiv. En bra ide. En strand, ett hus och ett g\u00e4ng gubbar och k\u00e4ringar. En sk\u00f6terska som tittar till oss d\u00e5 och d\u00e5. Ja, varf\u00f6r inte?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast inte nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00e4nner mig i skaplig form \u00e4n s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge. Har n\u00e5gra resor att g\u00f6ra f\u00f6rst. N\u00e5gra st\u00e4der som skall bes\u00f6kas. N\u00e5gra m\u00e4nniskor att l\u00e4ra k\u00e4nna. Doft av hav att insupa. Ja och en \u00f6l d\u00e5 och d\u00e5 med lite god mat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu, h\u00e4r, i ett l\u00e5tsaskontor som finns i ett hus p\u00e5 en kulle d\u00e4r temperaturerna utanf\u00f6r sakta stiger, s\u00e5 finns det en och annan bugg att fixa. Ja och jag \u00e4r den enda som har en vilja att fixa just dom. S\u00e5 p\u00e5 dom bara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ps<\/strong> Eftersom jag \u00e4r emot d\u00f6dande s\u00e5 sl\u00e4pper jag ut mina buggar. Jo jag vet. De flyger och kryper och kravlar till andra m\u00e4nniskors program och st\u00e4ller till problem d\u00e4r ist\u00e4llet. Men det kan inte hj\u00e4lpas. Att bara mosa dem passar liksom inte mitt kynne. Jag kan bara be om urs\u00e4kt f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r h\u00e4r och nu.<\/em> ds<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Varmv\u00e4der om h\u00f6rnet. Det gillar jag. D\u00e4r finns hoppet. Allts\u00e5 om b\u00e4ttre tider. Sommar. En stund. Men inte ens h\u00f6sten k\u00e4nns s\u00e5d\u00e4r skr\u00e4mmande “f\u00f6rvinter” i \u00e5r ens. det kan bara bli b\u00e4ttre nu. Inte d\u00e5ligt det om nul\u00e4get faktiskt kan definieras som “bra”. Men hav och skog och koltrasts\u00e5ng och s\u00e5klart barfotaf\u00f6tter ut i tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rden […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-38769","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":14171,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=14171","url_meta":{"origin":38769,"position":0},"title":"Vad \u00e4r det v\u00e4rt egentligen","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-07-27","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag h\u00e4ller upp en stor whisky och sl\u00e5r p\u00e5 mixerbordet. \u00c5skan mullrar men \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 n\u00e4ra l\u00e4ngre. 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