{"id":38765,"date":"2021-05-09T19:22:24","date_gmt":"2021-05-09T18:22:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=38765"},"modified":"2021-05-09T21:15:10","modified_gmt":"2021-05-09T20:15:10","slug":"jag-och-kronblom","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=38765","title":{"rendered":"Jag och kronblom"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"435\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/CANHUB.jpeg?resize=580%2C435&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-38766\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/CANHUB.jpeg?w=1024&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/CANHUB.jpeg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/CANHUB.jpeg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nope. S\u00e5 mycket blir det inte av helgen. Mest soffa. Gr\u00f6n IKEA. Ja och f\u00f6rutom att l\u00e4sa s\u00e5 har jag nog aldrig sovit fler timmar under en helg som denna. Beh\u00f6vde kanske det. Jag och Kronblom. Sl\u00f6heten personifierad. B\u00e5da tv\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kanske.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Rent av troligen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">K har \u00f6verlevt sin spruta hon ocks\u00e5. H\u00e4rmed allts\u00e5 officiellt chippad.  Ja sl\u00e4kt \u00e4r vi ev. ocks\u00e5 d\u00e5 p\u00e5 mer \u00e4n giftas s\u00e4ttet nu d\u00e5. T\u00e4nker mRNA. Eller hur det nu d\u00e5 blir. Finns f\u00f6rresten lagar mot s\u00e5dant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men s\u00f6ndag inneb\u00e4r att jag f\u00e5r s\u00e4tta mig h\u00e4r nere. Brassa ig\u00e5ng. Gillar det s\u00e5klart. N\u00e4r v\u00e4rmen kommer p\u00e5 riktigt blir de h\u00e4r eftermiddagarna inte vikta f\u00f6r l\u00e5tsaskontor. D\u00e5 finns annat. Oftast ute. S\u00e5 man f\u00e5r passa p\u00e5. Det finns att g\u00f6ra om man nu vill ha en sk\u00f6n, avkopplande l\u00e5tsassemester. Har n\u00e4mligen nyttjat s\u00e5dan de senaste \u00e5ren. Samma tider som K tagit sin. Japp, lite darrigt f\u00f6rsta veckan. L\u00e4ngtar till l\u00e5tsaskontor som en f\u00e5nge l\u00e4ngtar till sin cell. Men sen har det fungerat bra. Inbillar mig att man med \u00e5lderns r\u00e4tt kan vara v\u00e4rd de de d\u00e4r veckorna. Om nu l\u00e5tsasjobbare \u00e4r v\u00e4rda n\u00e5got alls.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sj\u00e4lv ser jag  fram emot spruta tv\u00e5. Slutchippningen. The final count down d\u00e5nar nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tydligen hade jag namnsdag i l\u00f6rdags. Gamle trogne T. SMS&#8217;ade och p\u00e5minde.  Hade nog g\u00e5tt sp\u00e5rl\u00f6st f\u00f6rbi annars. Om spektaklet g\u00e4llde &#8220;<em>Lars<\/em>&#8221; eller &#8220;<em>\u00c5ke<\/em>&#8221; har jag ingen aning om.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Det k\u00e4nns som om man vill leva ett tag till. Tror p\u00e5 den k\u00e4nslan. N\u00e4r den inte finns, ja d\u00e5 \u00e4r det s\u00e5klart s\u00e4mre. S\u00e5 f\u00e5r man snacka med sig sj\u00e4lv. G\u00f6ra val. Men fortfarande sugen allts\u00e5. Inget behov av det samtalet med sig sj\u00e4lv f\u00f6ljaktligen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">S\u00e4tter p\u00e5 kaffe efter \u00e5tta. Ingen bra ide&#8217;. F\u00f6r sent. Men ibland f\u00e5r man ge sig h\u00e4n i den riktning de d\u00e5liga ideerna kaster en. Hur skall man annars liksom veta att de (fortfarande) \u00e4r d\u00e5liga ideer. Ett statiskt sinne \u00e4r troligen lika illa som ett fyllt med tomhet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Eller inte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men h\u00e4r strax efter \u00e5tta finns n\u00e5gra timmar som man b\u00f6r ta vara p\u00e5 om man \u00e4r sugen. Ja och ich been sugen. S\u00e5 tjing! Vi h\u00f6rs. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nope. S\u00e5 mycket blir det inte av helgen. Mest soffa. Gr\u00f6n IKEA. Ja och f\u00f6rutom att l\u00e4sa s\u00e5 har jag nog aldrig sovit fler timmar under en helg som denna. Beh\u00f6vde kanske det. Jag och Kronblom. Sl\u00f6heten personifierad. B\u00e5da tv\u00e5. Kanske. Rent av troligen. K har \u00f6verlevt sin spruta hon ocks\u00e5. H\u00e4rmed allts\u00e5 officiellt chippad. 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