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Morgonsol. Talgoxar. Trolige tvillingarna Kurt och Knut. En skogsduva eller kanske \u00e4r det en uggla som ho, hoar. Jag har aldrig l\u00e4rt mig skillnaden p\u00e5 deras l\u00e4ten. F\u00f6r lika. Orrspel fr\u00e5n en myr en bit fr\u00e5n v\u00e4gen. Ljuvligt. Himmelsk. Som alltid. G\u00e5r rakt in i hj\u00e4rtat. En koltrast, med den vanliga s\u00e5ngen f\u00f6r H\u00e4lsingland, inte den som v\u00e5r nya serverar, sjunger f\u00f6r mig under en l\u00e5ng bit efter v\u00e4gen. Liksom lyfter mig. Tar bort tunga kilon. Tv\u00e5 ekorrar pilar snabbt \u00f6ver en gr\u00e4smatta och upp i ett tr\u00e4d. Piff & Puff kanske? De vill leva. Jag vill leva. Allt det h\u00e4r vill leva. Den urkraften har vi tillsammans. Den och j\u00e4mvikten, som g\u00f6r att vi verkligen klarar det d\u00e4r uppdraget.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e4r h\u00f6r jag hemma. Jag kan inte k\u00e4nna n\u00e5gon tvekan om det n\u00e4r jag g\u00e5r min morgonpromenad. Fast sanningen \u00e4r s\u00e5klart att jag skulle kunna h\u00f6ra hemma var som helst. \u00c4r man \u00f6ppen f\u00f6r intryck s\u00e5 finns det vackra \u00f6verallt. Att h\u00f6ra hemma och samtidigt l\u00e4ngta bort s\u00e5 det v\u00e4rker var \u00e4n man befinner sig… Ett straff. Antagligen. Man f\u00e5r l\u00e4ra sig att man aldrig kan fly fr\u00e5n sig sj\u00e4lv. Sen f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka \u00f6verleva med den insikten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det g\u00e5r tungt i allt det ljuvliga. Jag har blivit harig sedan alla historier med axeln. V\u00e5gar inte ta de d\u00e4r promenaderna p\u00e5 det halkiga. Hatar ocks\u00e5 bilarna. Men nu, ingen is (\u00e4ntligen) och jag m\u00e5ste bara ut. Beh\u00f6ver verkligen det d\u00e4r. M\u00e5r s\u00e5 oerh\u00f6rt mycket b\u00e4ttre av en timme om dan. Men v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 elljussp\u00e5r och skogsstigar. D\u00e5 blir det enklare. D\u00e4r \u00e4r det bara bj\u00f6rnarna och jag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag g\u00e5r f\u00f6rbi hus som ser tomma ut (men som egentligen inte \u00e4r det). T\u00e4nker att den h\u00e4r pandemin var v\u00e4rre. Att man gick h\u00e4r som en av de sista \u00f6verlevande. F\u00f6r mig, h\u00e4r, skulle antagligen inte s\u00e5 mycket f\u00f6r\u00e4ndras. En skr\u00e4mmande tanke. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men \u00e4n \u00e4r vi inte d\u00e4r. Man f\u00e5r hoppas att vi inte kommer dit heller s\u00e5klart. Man kan gilla m\u00e4nniskorna men sen inte anse sig ha tid med dom. Dumt men ibland ett m\u00e5ste. F\u00f6r att kunna \u00f6verleva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast husen. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga av dom som bytt \u00e4gare efter att de som bodde d\u00e4r l\u00e4mnat oss. Har man bott n\u00e5gonstans i trettio \u00e5r blir det naturligtvis s\u00e5. De h\u00e4r v\u00e5lnaderna fr\u00e5n f\u00f6rr f\u00f6ljer med mig p\u00e5 promenaden. Fler och fler ansluter och vid kyrkog\u00e5rden skulle vi tillsammans kunna fylla en mindre f\u00f6rsamlingssal. Alla har sina historier att f\u00f6rt\u00e4lja. Jag lyssnar en stund. Men jag tillh\u00f6r \u00e4nd\u00e5 livet. Inte dom. I backarna ner mot slalombacken s\u00e4ger vi hej. Dom sv\u00e4var hem till sitt och jag, ja jag stapplar vidare. Hem\u00e5t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Morgonsol. Talgoxar. Trolige tvillingarna Kurt och Knut. En skogsduva eller kanske \u00e4r det en uggla som ho, hoar. Jag har aldrig l\u00e4rt mig skillnaden p\u00e5 deras l\u00e4ten. F\u00f6r lika. Orrspel fr\u00e5n en myr en bit fr\u00e5n v\u00e4gen. Ljuvligt. Himmelsk. Som alltid. G\u00e5r rakt in i hj\u00e4rtat. 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