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Det finns ett problem i mitt liv. Ett, och endast ett, det som har prioritet och som j\u00e4klas med mig varje dag. Som v\u00e4rst \u00e4r det alltid just den h\u00e4r tiden. 23:28<\/strong>. Dagen \u00e4r slut med det finns mycket l\u00e5tsasarbete kvar att g\u00f6ra. Tiden som g\u00e5r allts\u00e5. Alltid g\u00e5r den f\u00f6r fort. Aldrig f\u00f6r sakta. \u00c5tminstone inte s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge man inte skall \u00e5ka kollektivtrafik. D\u00e5. Alltid f\u00f6r sakta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00f6rr, ja d\u00e5 k\u00f6rde jag p\u00e5. Kunde komma hem vid femtiden p\u00e5 morgonen. Sov n\u00e5gra timmar och k\u00f6ra sen igen. S\u00e5 \u00e4r det s\u00e4llan idag. I alla fall inte om jag t\u00e4nker p\u00e5 en morgondag. \u00c5lder skyller man p\u00e5. Bra att ha till mycket. N\u00e4st f\u00f6r att skylla ifr\u00e5n sig med. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00e4ttre blir det d\u00e4r s\u00e5klart inte av att skriva h\u00e4r. Nu 23:44. Dags att l\u00e4gga sig. De eviga kvarsittarna och deras l\u00e4rare vill ha lokalerna f\u00f6r sig sj\u00e4lva efter tolv. Det \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 en gammal skola med anor som jag sitter i. Man f\u00e5r respektera de som blev kvar inom husets v\u00e4ggar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men tr\u00f6tt ocks\u00e5 d\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

23:45<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00e5r och l\u00e4gger mig och l\u00e4ser en stund.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Visst ja. Hulken… Pellets…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

23:46<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Godnatt<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det finns ett problem i mitt liv. Ett, och endast ett, det som har prioritet och som j\u00e4klas med mig varje dag. Som v\u00e4rst \u00e4r det alltid just den h\u00e4r tiden. 23:28. Dagen \u00e4r slut med det finns mycket l\u00e5tsasarbete kvar att g\u00f6ra. Tiden som g\u00e5r allts\u00e5. Alltid g\u00e5r den f\u00f6r fort. Aldrig f\u00f6r sakta. 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