{"id":38248,"date":"2021-03-24T07:58:31","date_gmt":"2021-03-24T06:58:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=38248"},"modified":"2022-01-25T18:11:54","modified_gmt":"2022-01-25T17:11:54","slug":"sjalen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=38248","title":{"rendered":"Sj\u00e4len"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Han sitter d\u00e4r framf\u00f6r mig. Han. Dj\u00e4vulen. Vill att jag skall skriva p\u00e5. Ja “han”. Konstigt. Dj\u00e4vlar \u00e4r av han-k\u00f6n. Just den h\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Anledningen till det har jag ingen aning om. Nog har man v\u00e4l m\u00f6tt tillr\u00e4ckligt m\u00e5nga kvinnor i sitt liv som har kvalifikationer att tilltr\u00e4da den posten…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nope. Jag tror inte p\u00e5 dj\u00e4vlar och gudar. Lika lite som p\u00e5 tomtar. \u00c5tminstone materialiserade. Men sitter h\u00e4r, ja det g\u00f6r han. Man skulle n\u00e4stan kunna tro att han \u00e4r verklig. Det ryker f\u00f6rresten lite ur h\u00e5ret p\u00e5 hans huvud. Bockfot p\u00e5 v\u00e4nstern. Bister min. Tecken goda som n\u00e5got p\u00e5 att detta verkligen \u00e4r en dj\u00e4vul och inte Jesus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men jag vill s\u00e5klart inte skriva p\u00e5. Det d\u00e4r med evigheten l\u00e5ter inte s\u00e5 bra. Dessutom gillar jag min arma sj\u00e4l. Ja egentligen har jag v\u00e4l aldrig s\u00e5lt mig. Eller jo. Vem har inte det? S\u00e4ljer oss g\u00f6r vi v\u00e4l hela tiden. Varje dag. F\u00f6r l\u00f6n. F\u00f6r boende. F\u00f6r k\u00e4rlek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast det h\u00e4r \u00e4r liksom mer p\u00e5 allvar. Lycka och v\u00e4lg\u00e5ng och stora framg\u00e5ngar mot en sj\u00e4l. S\u00e5 s\u00e4ger han den h\u00e4r dj\u00e4vulen i alla fall. Allt blir bra, ses\u00e5, en signatur bara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men jag tackar nej. Han tittar surt p\u00e5 mig. Det ryker \u00e4nnu mer d\u00e4r p\u00e5 huvudet. \u00d6gonen \u00e4r som gl\u00f6dande kol n\u00e4r han skjuter iv\u00e4g stolen med en sm\u00e4ll och g\u00e5r. “Tjena<\/em>” s\u00e4ger jag. Sen var det inte mer med det d\u00e4r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Han sitter d\u00e4r framf\u00f6r mig. Han. Dj\u00e4vulen. Vill att jag skall skriva p\u00e5. Ja “han”. Konstigt. Dj\u00e4vlar \u00e4r av han-k\u00f6n. Just den h\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Anledningen till det har jag ingen aning om. Nog har man v\u00e4l m\u00f6tt tillr\u00e4ckligt m\u00e5nga kvinnor i sitt liv som har kvalifikationer att tilltr\u00e4da den posten… Nope. Jag tror inte p\u00e5 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24,57],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-38248","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser","category-noveller"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":17890,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=17890","url_meta":{"origin":38248,"position":0},"title":"Dj\u00e4vulen och jag","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-05-17","format":false,"excerpt":"Det \u00e4r s\u00f6ndag och anglosaxiska veckor b\u00f6rjar, allts\u00e5 arbetsveckan f\u00f6r mig ocks\u00e5. 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