{"id":38238,"date":"2021-03-23T15:14:37","date_gmt":"2021-03-23T14:14:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=38238"},"modified":"2021-03-23T15:14:37","modified_gmt":"2021-03-23T14:14:37","slug":"utan-slut","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=38238","title":{"rendered":"Utan slut"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"398\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/Screenshot-from-2021-03-17-10-13-30.png?resize=580%2C398&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-38239\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/Screenshot-from-2021-03-17-10-13-30.png?resize=1024%2C703&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/Screenshot-from-2021-03-17-10-13-30.png?resize=300%2C206&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/Screenshot-from-2021-03-17-10-13-30.png?resize=768%2C527&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/Screenshot-from-2021-03-17-10-13-30.png?resize=1200%2C824&amp;ssl=1 1200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/03\/Screenshot-from-2021-03-17-10-13-30.png?w=1202&amp;ssl=1 1202w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">S\u00e5klart finns det dagar n\u00e4r man inte ser en \u00e4nde p\u00e5 nedlagt arbete. N\u00e4r man undrar varf\u00f6r man h\u00e5ller p\u00e5. N\u00e4r man skulle haft goda kamrater som klappar en p\u00e5 axeln och kommer med uppmuntrande ord. N\u00e4r tr\u00f6ttheten \u00f6vermannar en.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men man har varit d\u00e4r s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga g\u00e5nger. I h\u00e5let. Att man kallt r\u00e4knar med att kunna kravla sig upp igen. Hittills har det ju alltid fungerat. &#8220;<em>Vad h\u00e4nder den dag det inte g\u00f6r det?<\/em>&#8221; manar en r\u00f6st. S\u00e5klart. Skriker.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">S\u00e5 ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r att g\u00e5 p\u00e5 inspiration. Den d\u00e4r ljuvliga. Sitter man d\u00e4r och k\u00f6r vidare \u00e4nd\u00e5. Disciplin kanske. Eller vilja. De d\u00e4r tankarna &#8220;v<em>ad tj\u00e4nar det till<\/em>&#8220;, &#8220;<em>t\u00e4nk om det inte ger ett dugg<\/em>&#8220;, &#8220;<em>alla andra \u00e4r b\u00e4ttre \u00e4n d<\/em>ig&#8221;, &#8220;<em>skit i det h\u00e4r det \u00e4r inget att ha&#8230;<\/em>&#8221; smattrar som aldrig vilande kulsprutek\u00e4rvar mot pannbenet.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hj\u00e4lm som skydd har man ingen. De s\u00e5rar och skadar och sliter s\u00f6nder de d\u00e4r tankarna. Men man jobbar p\u00e5. Ger sig fan p\u00e5&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>S\u00e5klart finns det dagar n\u00e4r man inte ser en \u00e4nde p\u00e5 nedlagt arbete. N\u00e4r man undrar varf\u00f6r man h\u00e5ller p\u00e5. N\u00e4r man skulle haft goda kamrater som klappar en p\u00e5 axeln och kommer med uppmuntrande ord. N\u00e4r tr\u00f6ttheten \u00f6vermannar en. Men man har varit d\u00e4r s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga g\u00e5nger. I h\u00e5let. 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