{"id":38121,"date":"2021-03-14T23:32:17","date_gmt":"2021-03-14T22:32:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=38121"},"modified":"2021-03-14T23:32:17","modified_gmt":"2021-03-14T22:32:17","slug":"delmal","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=38121","title":{"rendered":"Delm\u00e5l"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Veckor som startar. dagar som g\u00e5r. Min l\u00e5tsasarbetsvecka startar alltid p\u00e5 en s\u00f6ndag. Vilodag \u00e4r l\u00f6rdag. Fast “Alltid” skall man v\u00e4l aldrig vr\u00e4ka ur sig. “Alltid” kr\u00e4ver o\u00e4ndlighet och of\u00f6r\u00e4nderlighet och det finns det inte mycket av i verkligheten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men k\u00e4nner stor tillfredsst\u00e4llelse s\u00e5h\u00e4r en kvart \u00f6ver elva p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen. Fick en ide f\u00f6r n\u00e5gra \u00e5r sedan. Har jobbat p\u00e5 den ett tag. Satte den p\u00e5 plats ikv\u00e4ll och det fungerar som jag hoppades. Tillf\u00e4llen som \u00e4r h\u00f6gtidsstunder f\u00f6r en s\u00e5dan som mig. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nope, det blir inga priser eller ovationer den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen heller. Det g\u00e5r m\u00e4nskligheten f\u00f6rbi det h\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Men jag kan leva med det. Jag g\u00f6r v\u00e4ldigt f\u00e5 anstr\u00e4ngningar f\u00f6r inh\u00e4mtandet av priser och appl\u00e5der. Min v\u00e4g \u00e4r en annan. Sandkonst kallar visst Buddhisterna samma sak. Eller kallar. Tanken \u00e4r densamma. Tillfredsst\u00e4llelsen \u00e4r nu och verklig. Verket. Ja det beh\u00f6ver inte leva och finnas f\u00f6r evigt s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge det existerade en stund.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men ocks\u00e5 Buddhisterna kr\u00e5nglat till det. Det blir f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga pekfingrar och “den enda v\u00e4gen” d\u00e4r med. Som i allt det d\u00e4r religi\u00f6sa. Man f\u00e5r hitta sin egen v\u00e4g. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men en or\u00f6rd vecka f\u00f6r\u00f6ver. H\u00e4rligt. Som ett oskrivet ark ligger den d\u00e4r. Jag \u00e4lskar de d\u00e4r oskrivna arken. Fast jag vet ju s\u00e5klart vad jag skall g\u00f6ra. L\u00e5tsasarbete finns det precis hur mycket som helst av. \u00c4r det inte fantastiskt s\u00e5 s\u00e4g.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu skall jag tanka n\u00e5gra s\u00e4ckar pellets i den hungriga Hulkens mage och sen ge mig upp f\u00f6r alla trapporna och greppa min bok innan s\u00f6mnen och dr\u00f6mmarna tar mig. Sen kan jag bara hoppas att jag vaknar upp imorgon redo att g\u00f6ra det som m\u00e5ste g\u00f6ras.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Veckor som startar. dagar som g\u00e5r. Min l\u00e5tsasarbetsvecka startar alltid p\u00e5 en s\u00f6ndag. Vilodag \u00e4r l\u00f6rdag. Fast “Alltid” skall man v\u00e4l aldrig vr\u00e4ka ur sig. “Alltid” kr\u00e4ver o\u00e4ndlighet och of\u00f6r\u00e4nderlighet och det finns det inte mycket av i verkligheten. Men k\u00e4nner stor tillfredsst\u00e4llelse s\u00e5h\u00e4r en kvart \u00f6ver elva p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen. 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